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A Fair Mystery: The Story of a Coquette
"He follows his letter, you see; he gives me no time to refuse him. I suppose we can both guess what he wants to see me about."
"I am afraid so," said the duchess, with a sigh. "I am afraid she likes him. If she does, we must look upon the brightest side. Perhaps time has steadied him. Certainly, to be Countess of Linleigh is a great thing, after all."
"The title is right enough," said the duke; "it is the bearer of it whom I neither like nor trust."
Neither of them were prepared to hear the story that Ulric, Earl of Linleigh, had to tell them. Even to the duchess, who honestly believed her daughter was in love with the earl, her conduct seemed strange. She was nervous, she talked but little, yet it was the look of happy, dreamy content that sat on her face.
It struck the duchess at last – there was no mistake about it – Lady Estelle looked exceedingly ill. She had expected to see her daughter manifest some little sign of delight at the coming of her lover; she had expected some little attention to dress, some of the many hundred pretty ways of showing delight, but she saw none.
Then the day dawned which was to bring the earl, and the duchess felt sure, from her daughter's face, that she had spent the greater part of the night in tears.
Through some mistake in the time of his arrival, Lady Estelle was alone; the duke had not returned from his drive, and the duchess had driven over to the neighboring presbytery. The earl was not expected until six, but he arrived at four. It was perhaps well for Lady Estelle that she had not more time for anticipation; it was a terrible time for her – a trying ordeal.
She was alone in the library when she heard the sound of carriage-wheels; she never dreamed it was he till the sudden opening of the library door, and the footman announced:
"The Earl of Linleigh!"
She often wondered in after years that she had not died in that moment. But the pride and self-control of long years came to her aid; she rose, pale as marble, cold, dignified, ready to die rather than yield to emotion; and without one word, she held out her hand in greeting to her husband. He was looking at her with eyes that seemed to devour her.
"Estelle," he murmured; then, ready, eloquent, debonair as he was, he could say no more. Was it possible – gracious Heaven! – was it possible that this pale, proud, beautiful woman, so haughty that she looked as though nothing could touch her – was it possible that she was the fair young Estelle who had sacrificed everything for him, and been so cruelly rewarded? Was this magnificent woman really his wife?
"Estelle," he repeated. He drew nearer, as though he would caress her.
She shrunk from him.
"No," she said, "do not touch me."
But the earl, so handsome and debonair, was not to be daunted.
"Why, Estelle, my darling, my wife, surely you are going to forgive me – I shall never forgive myself. No man ever did behave so vilely, I believe; but, my darling, you will forgive me, and let us be happy now."
"After twenty years!" she answered – "after twenty long, sad years."
"Better late than never, my love. You must forgive me, Estelle. I did you a most cruel wrong, but the most cruel of all was to quarrel with you and leave you."
"No," she said, firmly, "the most cruel wrong you did was to marry me; and the next, to leave me all these years without one word. No woman could ever forgive such a wrong."
"But you are not a woman, you are an angel, Estelle – so it has always seemed to me. Will you believe me in this one instance – I am full of faults; I have behaved shamefully; my conduct to you disgraces the name I bear, the name of a gentleman – but will you believe this, Estelle, my wife, my silence during all those years has not been because I would not write, but because I dare not? I never dreamed that you could forgive me; I held myself unworthy of all pardon. I knew that I had wronged you so greatly, I deserved no compassion."
"If you felt so sure that I could never forgive you, why do you come here now?" she asked, haughtily.
The least possible gleam of amusement came into his eyes, the least possible curl to his lip.
"You see, my darling Estelle, it is in this way: As Ulric Studleigh it mattered little what became of me – whether I went to the bad altogether or not, whether I was married or not; but as Earl of Linleigh it is quite another thing. I must have a wife to reign in my ancestral home; I must have children to succeed me; therefore, from the depth of my heart, I say forgive the fault of erring, passionate youth, and be my wife in reality as you are in name. I promise you, Estelle, I will atone to you for the evil I have done; that I will make you happy beyond the power of words to tell; that I will spend my life in your service. Do you believe me?"
She looked at him. His face was earnest and agitated, the eloquent eyes seemed to rain love into her own. It was hard to resist him, and yet he had been so cruel.
"Why have you never written to me all these years, Ulric?" she asked, and he knew that the faltering voice meant good for him.
"My darling, I tell you I dared not. No man ever so sinned against a woman as I sinned against you. I took advantage of your youth, your simplicity, your love for me, to induce you to contract a private marriage with me. Then my horrible pride got ahead of me, I quarreled with you and left you for twenty – may Heaven forgive me – twenty years. I can hardly expect that you will pardon me. How can you?"
She drew a little nearer to him when she saw how unhappy he looked.
"Ah, Ulric," she said, "your race are all alike faithless and debonair; even the little one is the same."
The words seemed to cost her violent effort; her face grew crimson.
He looked at her with brightening eyes.
"The little one – our child? Oh, Estelle, you have never told me anything of our child."
"You have never asked," she retorted.
"No, I am to blame. What dull, stupid apathy has come over me? What have I been doing or thinking about? My wife and child to drift through all these years. Well, from the depths of my heart I say Heaven pardon me, for I am a great sinner. Estelle, tell me something about our child."
The expression of his face was so pitiful that she could not help replying.
"I cannot tell you much," she said. "I have been, like yourself, careless over the child. I could not keep my secret and keep her, so she went."
"Yes, Lady Delapain told me; but have you never seen her? Do you know nothing of her?"
"I have seen her twice."
And then Lady Estelle gave him the whole history of Doris.
"She is very beautiful," she said, in conclusion, "but she resembles you more than me. She is a Studleigh in face and in character. She is faithless and debonair, Ulric, as you are."
"Perhaps you judge her rather harshly," he said, with great tenderness in his voice. "Why do you call her faithless, Estelle?"
"Because she was engaged to marry some one who loved her with a true and tender love. She ran away from him, and almost broke his heart."
"Who was the some one?" asked the earl.
"Earle Moray, a poet and a gentleman – one whom a princess might marry, if she loved him."
"Why did the little one run away from him? What was her reason?"
"She wanted to see something of the world, so she went abroad as governess to some little children."
"That was not so very bad," he said. "She might have done much worse than that. It is quite natural for a girl to want to see something of life. Where did she go to, dear?"
"To Florence, with some English people, I believe."
"Well, I cannot really be very angry with her for it; of course her position will be changed now. We shall have to think twice before she fulfills this engagement."
"I shall never be willing for her to marry any one but Earle," said Lady Estelle.
"We have plenty of time to think of that," he said. "I feel rather inclined to be jealous of this Earle Moray. Estelle, my darling, you have not said that you forgive me." He drew nearer to her, he clasped her in his arms, and kissed the pale, beautiful face. He might be faithless, he had been cruel, but in all the wide world he was the only love for her. She did not avert her face from the passionate kisses that he showered upon it. "You forgive me, Estelle, my wife?"
"Yes," she replied, "I forgive you; I cannot help it; but I know quite well that I ought not."
CHAPTER XLVI
A THUNDERBOLT IN A DUCAL PALACE
The Earl of Linleigh seemed to be indifferent as to the terms on which he obtained his pardon, provided only that he did obtain it. His thanks and gratitude were pleasing to hear. Her pale face relaxed as she listened. After all she had suffered, the long, silent agony of years – there was something very delightful in being loved.
"And you will be good to me, my darling?" whispered the earl. "You will not do what you might do – take vengeance on me for my many sins?"
"No," said Lady Estelle, "I will not do that."
"And you will come with me to my home, Linleigh Towers, and reign there as its mistress and queen?"
"I will do whatever makes you happiest," she said, with that sweet gentleness that seemed to sit so strangely upon her.
"Estelle," said the earl, "of course the duke and duchess have not an inkling of our secret?"
"No, they have not the faintest idea of it."
"How foolish we were, my darling. It seems like a dream now that we ever did that wild, foolish deed. It is far more like a dream than a reality."
"Yes," she sighed, "it was a sad thing for both of us."
"I will tell them. You have had quite enough to bear. I will take the onus on myself. Give me – let me see – ten kisses; they will make me strong enough to fight any battle in your cause."
He bent over her, and was busily engaged in taking the accurate number of kisses, when the door suddenly opened, and the duke and duchess entered the room, having returned from their drive together.
The scene is better imagined than described. They were all well-bred people; but just at that moment the circumstances seemed to bewilder them.
Lady Estelle sank pale and trembling into a chair – the moment she had dreaded for years had come at last. The earl was the first to recover himself.
Coolly, as though nothing particular had occurred, the earl went up to the duke and duchess with outstretched hands. They greeted him kindly, but he was quick enough to detect something of restraint in their voices. They spoke of indifferent matters for some few moments, and then the duke asked if his guest had partaken of any refreshment.
"We do not dine till eight," he said; "take some wine, at least."
"No," said the earl; "the truth is, before I can accept your hospitality, I have something to tell you – something that will cause you just and righteous anger – to that I submit; but I pray you, as the fault was all mine, so let the blame be all mine. Spare every one else."
He looked so handsome, so earnest, so agitated, that the duke felt touched. What could he have done to offend him? Nothing but love his daughter; and that was surely no such terrible crime. He merely smiled as he heard the words; the duchess, with a sudden nervous movement of the hands, drew nearer to her daughter.
"I have no excuse," said the earl, "to offer for this story which I have to tell – no excuse. It was the passionate, mad folly of a boy – the trusting simplicity and innocence of a young girl."
Then, for the first time, an expression of fear came into the duke's face, and the duchess looked as though she were turned to stone.
"Listen to me, your grace. Twenty years ago, when I was Ulric Studleigh, a captain in the army, without even the prospect of advancement, I fell in love with Lady Estelle."
He was still looking in the duke's grave face, and his words seemed to fail him, his lips grew dry and hot, his hands trembled.
"I am ashamed of my folly," he said, in a low, agitated voice, "and I find it hard to tell."
"You will remember, Lord Linleigh, that you are keeping us in suspense, and Lady Estelle is our only child. Be brief, for her mother's sake, if not for my own."
The earl continued:
"Do not think me a coward, your grace; I have faced the enemy in open fight as often as any soldier. I never fled from a foe, but I would sooner face a regiment of foes, each with a drawn sword in his hand, than stand before you to tell what I have to tell."
"Be brief, my lord," was the impatient comment. "Be brief."
"In a few words, then, your grace, I loved your daughter. I won her love, and privately, unknown to any person, save one, we were married twenty years ago."
The duchess uttered a low cry of sorrow and dismay. The duke suddenly dropped into his chair like a man who had been shot. A painful silence fell over the room, broken only by the sobs of Lady Estelle.
"Married!" said the duke, at last. "Oh, Heaven! has my daughter so cruelly deceived me?"
"The fault was all mine, your grace; shooting would be far too good for me. I persuaded her, I followed her, I made her wretched, I gave her no peace until she consented."
"Oh! Estelle, my daughter, is it true?" cried the duke. "Is it – can it be true?"
Estelle's only answer was a series of heartbreaking sobs.
"It is true, your grace," said the earl. "If any suffering could undo it, I would suffer the extremity of torture. I repent with my whole heart; let me pray your grace not to turn a deaf ear to my repentance."
The duke made no answer, but laid his head on his clasped hands.
"I had better tell you all," continued the earl, in a low voice. "We were married. I call Heaven to witness that the fault was all mine, and that I intended to act loyally, honorably, and truthfully to my dear wife; but we were unfortunate. I was proud and jealous, she was proud and impatient; she taunted me always by saying the Studleighs were all faithless. We quarreled at last, and both of us were too proud to be the first to seek forgiveness. Then, in a fit of desperate rage, I exchanged into a regiment ordered to India, and, with the exception of one letter, no word has been exchanged between us since."
The duke did not raise his head.
The duchess gave a long, shuddering moan.
"There is one thing more – oh, Heaven! how could I be so cruel? – when I had been gone some five months, my poor wife, my unhappy wife, became a mother."
"I do not believe it!" cried the duke. "I will not believe it! It is an infamous lie."
"It is the solemn truth, your grace."
"Stephanie, my wife," cried the duke, despairingly, "do you believe this? Do you believe the child we have loved and cherished has deceived us so cruelly?"
The duchess left her daughter's side and went over to him. She laid her hand on his.
"We must bear it together," she said. "It is the first great trial of our lives – we must make the best of it."
"To be deceived – to smile on us, to kiss us, to sit by us, to share the same roof, to kneel at the same altar, and yet to keep such a secret from us! Why, Stephanie, it cannot be true."
The duchess was not one of the demonstrative kind, but she was so deeply touched by the pain in his voice, that she clasped her arms round his neck.
"I can only say one thing to comfort you, my husband. We have spent the greater part of our lives together, and in no single thing have I deceived you yet. Let the remembrance of your wife's loyalty soften the thought of your daughter's treachery."
The next moment the daughter whom he had loved as the very pride and joy of his life, was kneeling and sobbing at his feet.
"It was not treachery, papa; do not give it so bad a name. I was very young, and I loved him very much; except you and mamma, I loved no one else. Ah! papa, do not turn from me; I have suffered so terribly – I have never been happy for one moment since. I loved you so dearly I never could bear to look at your face and remember how I had deceived you. I have been so unhappy, so wretched, so miserable, I cannot tell you. Pity me – do not be angry with me. I loved you both, and my heart was torn in two. Kiss me, dear, and forgive me."
But he turned away from the pitiful, pleading voice and beseeching face.
"I cannot forgive you, Estelle," he said; "the pain is too great."
"Then I will kneel here until I die," she cried, passionately; "I will never leave you until you say that you pardon me!"
The duke raised his face, and when the Earl of Linleigh saw it he started back. It was as though a blight had fallen over it – it was changed, haggard, gray – twenty years older than when he had entered the room. The earl felt more remorse when he caught sight of that pale face than he had ever before known.
"Lord Linleigh," said the duke, "I want you to give me details – the details of your marriage; how and where it took place; who were the witnesses. I shall want to see the copy of the register; I shall want the certificate of the child's birth and death."
"It is not dead!" cried Lord Linleigh, in astonishment.
"Not dead!" repeated the duke. "Do you mean to tell me, my lord, I have had a grandchild living all these years, and have known nothing about it. Do you mean to tell me that a descendant of the Herefords has been born, and I have never even seen it? Great Heaven! what have I done, that I should have this to endure?"
"I was ashamed of the story of my marriage," said the earl, "but, if possible, I am still more ashamed of the history of my child. My poor wife was ill-advised when she acted as she did."
A certain nervous tremor came over the duchess. She remembered many things that the duke had forgotten, and a presentiment of the truth came over her.
"Estelle," she said, "tell us where your child was born, and who helped you to deceive us?"
Obediently enough, she told the whole story.
"We must not blame poor Lady Delapain," said the duke, kindly; "of the dead no ill should be spoken. Rely upon it, she did it for the kindest and best. Now, tell us, Estelle, what you did with this unhappy child."
But Lady Estelle hid her face.
"Ulric," she said to her husband, "will you tell for me?"
They listened with a shock of horror and surprise. So this little foundling, over whose story they had wondered and pondered, of whose future the duchess had prophesied such evil, was of their own race, a Hereford. It seemed to the duke and duchess that they could never forget that humiliation, never recover from it.
The duke rose from his chair; he held out one trembling hand to his wife.
"Come away, Stephanie," he said; "this has been too much for me. I thought I was stronger. Come away! We can talk it over better alone – we shall get over it better alone. We have no daughter now, dear – we are quite alone. Our daughter has been some one else's wife for twenty years. Come away!"
The duchess, since Lord Linleigh had told Doris' story, had never once looked at her daughter. She seemed the stronger of the two as they turned to quit the room together. The duke, never speaking to his daughter, said to his guest:
"I will talk this over with my wife, and we will tell you after dinner what is our decision."
"Oh, Ulric!" cried Lady Estelle, "they will never forgive me. What shall I do?"
But he kissed her face and consoled her.
"It will all come right," he said. "Of course it was a terrible shock to them both, that Brackenside business especially. I am very sorry over that; but they will forgive you. By this time to-morrow we shall all be laughing over it, trust me, darling."
But Lord Linleigh, before this time to-morrow, had to hear something which startled even him, and he could boast of tolerably strong nerves.
CHAPTER XLVII
THE DUKE'S PLAN
That was surely the most silent and somber dinner-party ever held at the Castle. The four who sat down to the table owned to themselves that it was a terrible mistake – they ought to have had some stranger present, if only to break the ice. Even the servants wondered, as they looked from one grave face to another, what unusual cloud had fallen over their superiors. The duke looked as though years had passed over his head since morning, when he went riding away, the picture of a prosperous, genial, happy-hearted nobleman. His hair seemed to have grown grayer, the lines on his face deeper; the stately figure stooped as it had never done before; the star on his breast shone in mockery, and contrasted cruelly with the worn, haggard face above.
The duchess, in her superb dress of black velvet, with its point-lace and diamonds, looked unhappy. She had lost none of her dignity – women reserve that under the most trying circumstances – but there was a hesitation and faltering in her clear voice no one had ever heard before.
Lord Linleigh did his best to restore something like cheerfulness. The worst was over for him now; the story was told, and it was not given to men of his race to feel dull for long. They had the happy faculty of recovering from any blow, no matter how severe, in a marvelously short space of time. His confession was made, the story told, the worst known, and what had he to fear? Things would soon come right. He should take his beautiful wife to Linleigh, and their daughter would soon join them; the whole story would soon blow over, then who so happy as he? He was not troubled with any extra amount of conscience, with any keen sense of regret, so he told stories of his Indian life, and as far as possible tried to improve the general aspect of things.
Lady Estelle had, perhaps in all her life, never looked more beautiful. Her usual gentle languor had left her; there was a rich color on her fair face, a light in her eyes – she, too, was relieved. The ordeal she had dreaded for so many years was over at last – the punishment would follow. She read her father's face too accurately to doubt that; still, the worst was over.
Dinner was ended at last. The well-trained servants had quitted the dining-room, the door was closed, and then the duke, looking very grave, said:
"Her grace and myself have been talking over matters, and have decided upon a certain course of conduct. I shall be happy if it suits your views, if it does not, however deeply I may feel it, you must henceforth both be strangers to me."
Lady Estelle looked wistfully at him; but his face was stern, and she knew that just then all pleading would be vain.
"You owe me something, Estelle," he said. "You have dealt me a blow I never thought to suffer, and you ought to sacrifice something to atone to me for it."
"I will sacrifice almost anything," she said; "that is, anything except my husband."
"I need not tell you," continued the duke, "that I feel the disgrace and shame of the story I have just heard far more than you do who have told it. I feel it so keenly, that if it were known, I should never again show my face. I should never hold up my head again among my peers; in fact, I could not endure to live and to know that such a history could be told of my daughter. My wife feels it as keenly as myself, therefore we have come to a fixed resolution."
"May I ask what it is?" said the earl.
"It is this – that the shameful secret be kept a secret still. I do not question the validity of the marriage. I own that, as far as I can see and understand, it was a perfectly legal ceremony; but with my consent it shall never be known. I would rather – far rather, Heaven knows – see the daughter whom I have loved so tenderly and so proudly, dead, than have this known."
The Earl and Countess of Linleigh looked at each other. This was very different to what they had expected to hear.
"I do not see," murmured the earl, "how it can possibly be avoided – it must be known."
"I have thought of a plan which will obviate the necessity," said the duke, in his most stately manner. "Permit me to explain it. I grant that the existence of this unfortunate girl renders it doubly difficult. Still, I protest, by the spotless name the Herefords have ever borne, by my pride of race, by the nobility of my ancestry, by the honor of my house – I protest against letting the world know how my daughter has deceived me. But for the existence of this girl, I would propose that the marriage be annulled. Respect must be paid to her rights; she is at present your sole heiress, and the heiress of my daughter. In all conscience, honor and loyalty, we are bound to recognize her rights."