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A Fair Mystery: The Story of a Coquette
"'I have found your model,' he said. 'You need not have been so precise. I thought no good would come of such secrecy.'
"'What model do you mean?' I asked.
"'Your model of "Innocence." I have seen the very face you copied,' he replied.
"'Indeed, where did you see it?'
"'In Italy, in a picture-gallery at Florence. She is incomparably beautiful. But how on earth you managed to induce her to sit for her portrait, I cannot imagine. They say she is the most exclusive lady in Florence.'
"'Indeed,' I said, gravely.
"'It is true. I saw her twice, once in the gallery, and once in the carriage with her husband.'
"Then I laughed aloud.
"'My dear Ross,' I said, 'I have let you wander on because you have told me such a strange story; it really seemed quite sad to interrupt you. You are perfectly wrong. To begin with, the young lady whose face I copied is young and unmarried; in the second place, I can answer for it, she has never been near Italy. She is, I know for certain, preparing to marry a gentleman with whom I am well acquainted.'
"He looked sullen and unconvinced.
"'You may say what you will,' he retorted, 'I swear it was the same face.'
"'And I swear that it was not,' I replied.
"So the matter ended. But, Earle, could it be that Ross Glynlyn spoke the truth – that she is in Florence?"
"But he said that lady was married," said Earle.
"That might be a mistake. It seems to me a clew worth following up."
And Earle thought the same.
CHAPTER XLI
"I CLAIM YOU AS MY OWN; I WILL NEVER RELEASE YOU!"
"I call this a coincidence," said Gregory Leslie, as the studio door opened and a gentleman entered – "a strange coincidence. If I had read it in a novel I should not have believed it."
Earle looked up inquiringly as a handsome young man, with a clever, artistic face, entered the room.
"Am I a coincidence?" inquired the new-comer.
"I did not say that; but, decidedly, your coming is one, Mr. Glynlyn. Allow me to introduce you – Mr. Moray."
The two gentlemen saluted each other with a smile, each feeling attracted by the other's face.
Then Mr. Leslie turned to his brother artist.
"It is strange that you should come in just at this minute, Ross, I was telling Mr. Moray how certain you were that you had seen the original of 'Innocence' in Florence."
"So I did," replied Ross. "You may contradict me as much as you like. It is not probable that I should make any mistake. The lady I saw had precisely the same face as the picture. It was the original herself or her twin sister."
"She has no twin sister," said Earle, incautiously.
"Ah! you know her, then," continued Mr. Glynlyn. "I assure you that I made no mistake. Our friend here may make as much mystery as he will. I am amazed that he should give me such little credit. Why should I say it if it were not true? And how could I possibly mistake that face for any other? If you know the young lady, you can in all probability corroborate what I say – namely, that she is in Florence."
"I cannot do so," said Earle, "for I am perfectly ignorant of her whereabouts."
Then he shook hands with the artist, for it seemed to him every moment spent there was lessening his chance of finding Doris. He would start at once for Florence. It was a frail clew, after all, feeble and weak, yet well worth following. Of course, it was all a mistake about her being married – she was a governess, not a married lady; yet that mistake seemed to him of very little consequence. The only doubt was that having made one mistake, was it likely the artist had made another?
"Good-bye," said Gregory Leslie, in answer to the farewell words of Earle. "Good-bye: you will let me hear how you get on."
Then he went. He never rested day or night until he was in Florence. Then, exhausted by the long journey, he was compelled to seek repose. He did what was wisest and best in going at once to the best hotel, the one most frequented by the English. There he made many inquiries. There were many English in Florence, but he did not hear of any young lady who was particularly beautiful. The people at the hotel spoke freely enough; they discussed every one and everything, but he heard no allusion to any one who in the least degree resembled Doris.
When he had rested himself he began his search in Florence. At first it seemed quite hopeless. He went through the churches, though he owned to himself that he need not hope to find her there. He went almost daily to the principal places of public resort; no evening passed without his going to the opera, but he never caught sight of a face like hers. Once he followed a girl with golden hair all through the principal streets of Florence; when he came nearer to her, he saw that the hair was neither so bright, so silky, or so abundant as that of Doris. The girl turned her face – it was not the fair, lovely face of the girl he worshiped.
He spent many hours each day in the picture-galleries. Some of the fairest pictures hung before his eyes, yet he, whose love for art and beauty was so passionate, never even saw them. He feared to look at the pictures on the wall, lest he should miss one of the living faces. He saw many, but among them he never saw her.
He spent a week in this fashion, and then his heart began to fail him; it was impossible that she should be in Florence, or surely before this he must have seen her. He wrote to Gregory Leslie and told him of his failure.
"I am afraid either your friend is mistaken or that she has gone away," he said. And if she had gone, where was he to look next?
Then he bethought himself if he could get an introduction to some of the principal houses in Florence; then if any party or fete were given, he should be sure to see her. Even in this he succeeded. With the help of Gregory Leslie he was introduced to some of the best houses in Florence. He met many English – he heard nothing of Doris. People thought he had a wonderful fancy; whenever he heard of any English children, he never rested until he had seen them. Some one told him that Lady Cloamell had three nice little girls; his heart beat high and fast; perhaps Doris was the governess – Doris lived, Doris lived. He armed himself with some pretty sketches, and then asked permission to see the little ladies.
Lady Cloamell was much gratified.
"Tell the governess to come with them," she said to the servant who went in search of them.
And Earle sat down with a white face and beating heart. It was all a waste of emotion.
When the governess did come in, she was ugly and gray-haired.
Poor Earle! he had to endure many such disappointments.
"She is not in Florence," he said to himself at last. "I must go elsewhere."
It was not until the hope was destroyed that he knew how strong it had been – the disappointment was bitter in the extreme.
He woke one morning resolved upon leaving Florence the next day. The sun was shining, the birds singing; his thoughts flew to England and the sweet summer mornings when he had wandered through the green lanes and fields with his love. His heart was heavy. He raised his despairing eyes to the bright heavens, and wondered how long it was to last.
The morning was fair and balmy; he thought that the air would refresh him, and perhaps when he felt less jaded and tired, some inspiration might come to him where to search next; so he walked through the gay streets of sunny Florence until he came to the lovely banks of the Arno. The scene was so fair – the pretty villas shining through the trees.
He walked along till he came to a green patch shaded by trees whose huge branches touched the water; there he sat down to rest. Oh! thank Heaven for that few minutes' rest. He laid his head against the trunk of a tree, and bared his brow to the fresh sweet breeze.
He had been there some little time when the sound of a woman's voice aroused him – the sweet laughing tones of a woman's voice.
"You may leave me," it said. "I shall not run away. I shall enjoy a rest by the river."
Dear Heaven! what voice was it? It touched the very depths of his heart, and sent a crimson flush to his brow. For one short moment he thought he was back again in the woods of Quainton. Then his heart seemed to stop beating; then he leaned, white, almost senseless, against the trees; then he heard it again.
"Do not forget my flowers; and remember the box for 'Satanella.' It is one of my favorite operas. Au revoir."
Then there was a sound of some one walking down the river-bank, the rustle of a silken dress, the half-song, half-murmur of a laughing voice. He saw a shadow fall between himself and the sunshine. Oh, Heaven! could it be she?
He drew aside the sheltering branches and looked out. There, on the bank below him, sat a young girl. At first he could only distinguish the rich dress of violet silk and black lace; then, when the mist cleared before his eyes, and he saw a profusion of golden hair shining like the sun, then he went toward her.
Oh, blessed sky above! Oh, shining sun! Oh, flowing river! Oh, great and merciful Heaven! was it she?
Nearer, and more like the shadow of a coming fate, he crept. Still she never moved. She sang of love that was never to die. Nearer and nearer he could see the white, arched neck, whose graceful turn he would have recognized anywhere. Nearer still, and he laid his hand on her shoulder.
"Doris," he said.
She turned quickly round. It was she.
He will never forget the ghastly pallor that came over her face. She started up with a dreadful cry.
"Earle! Earle! have you come to kill me?"
It was some moments before he could reply. Earth and sky seemed to meet; the ripple of the river was as a roar of water in his ears. His first impulse had been a fierce one. He, worn, haggard, heartbroken; she, brighter, fairer than ever, singing on the banks of the sunny Arno. Then he looked steadily at her.
"No," he said slowly; "I have not come to kill you; I do not wish to kill you. Death could not deal out such torture as your hands have dealt out to me."
"Poor Earle," she said pityingly; but the pity was more than he could bear.
"I am sent here," he continued, "by those who have a right to send. I do not need pity."
But she looked into his changed face.
"Poor Earle," she repeated; and the tone of her voice was so kind that for one moment he shuddered with dread.
"I must speak to you, Doris. I have been long in finding you – "
"Earle," she interrupted, "what has brought you here? I am not surprised. I have always felt that, sooner or later, I should see you. What has brought you here?"
"I have something to tell you," he replied. "I would have traveled the wide world over, but I would never have returned without seeing you."
"But why, of all other places, did you think of Florence?" she asked.
Then it seemed to him that she was simply trying to gain time, and to avoid what he had to say.
"Doris, I have come expressly to talk to you. Why I chose Florence matters but little; nothing matters between us except what I have to say."
"Oh, Earle," she cried, "I was so tired of Brackenside. I could not stay."
"Never mind Brackenside. We will not discuss it now. Will you sit down here, Doris, while I tell you my message?"
She seemed to have no thought of disobeying him. Silently enough she sat down, while he leaned against the tree. She was rather hurt to find that so much of her old influence over him seemed to be lost. She would have liked him to tremble and blush, yet he had not even sought to take her white hand in his own. He had not kissed her face, nor touched the long, golden hair that he had so warmly praised. He stood looking gravely at her; then he spoke.
"Doris," he said, "in the presence of Heaven you promised to be my wife. I do not absolve you from that promise, and until I do so, I claim you as my own."
A hot flush crimsoned his face, sudden passion gleamed in his eyes and quivered on his lips.
"I will never release you," he cried. "Death may take you from me; but of my own free will you shall never, so help me Heaven, be freed from your promise! You hear me?"
"Yes," she replied, in a low voice, "I hear."
"As the man you have promised to marry, as the man who alone on earth has the right to question you, tell me how you are living here now?"
"How am I living?" she replied, raising innocent eyes to his face. "I do not quite understand what you mean."
"I mean precisely what I say. With whom are you living, and what are you doing for a livelihood?"
"What a strange question, Earle. I told you; I am governess to some little children."
"You swear that before Heaven?"
"Before anything or any one you like," she replied, indifferently, smiling the while to herself.
CHAPTER XLII
"THIS IS YOUR REVENGE – TO HUMILIATE ME."
"I am bound to believe you," he said, "although my faith in you has been terribly shaken. I ask you because I heard that you passed here as a married lady. Is that true?"
A keen observer might have noticed that her face grew pale – that she trembled and seemed for one moment uncertain.
"Is it true?" repeated Earle.
In the eyes raised to his face there was such blank innocence of expression that, in spite of his doubts, he felt ashamed of himself and his words.
"You heard such a thing of me!" she said. "Why, who could have told you?"
"That matters little; I heard it. Is it true?"
"You puzzle me," she said, with the same startled expression. "Why should I do such a thing – why pass myself off as married? I do not understand – you puzzle me, Earle."
"Is it true, or not?" he repeated.
"No," she replied.
"You swear that, likewise, before Heaven?"
"Certainly," she said, promptly. "I do not understand."
Then he blamed himself for being hard upon her.
"We will not discuss it any more," he said, "I have other things to say to you."
She looked slightly embarrassed, the fact being that she had quite lost her fear of him, and was only pondering now upon what she should do to get him away. It would never do for Lord Vivianne to return and find him there; there would be a quarrel, to say the least of it. Besides, Lord Charles was not the most patient of men. What would he do if he heard this nonsense about Earle claiming her? She had no idea of going back with Earle – sooner or later she would tell him so. It was very awkward for her, and she heartily wished she had never seen him. She had no idea, even ever so faint, of going back to Brackenside. She resolved that while he was talking she would settle her future plan of action. At first she hardly listened to him, then by degrees his words began to have a strong, weird interest for her.
"Doris," he said, "I think I have brought the strangest message that one human being ever brought to another. Give me your full attention."
She turned her beautiful face to his, thinking that he was going to say something about love or marriage. Far different were the next words that fell upon her ear.
"Doris," he said, "you have always believed yourself to be the daughter of Mark and Patty Brace, have you not?"
"Yes," she replied, wonderingly, "what else could I believe? You are the son of Mrs. Moray, of Lindenholm, are you not?"
"Certainly; but that is beside the question. You never, even in your own mind, doubted the truth of what you say?"
She laughed the little, careless, sweet laugh that he remembered so well.
"To tell the plain truth, Earle, I never felt myself quite a Brace – the manners and tastes of those good people were so different to my own."
"Then what I have to say will not shock you. You had no great love for the simple farmer and his kindly wife?"
"If you wish for the truth, again I say no. I had no great love for them. They were good in their way – that way was not mine."
"So it seems," he retorted. "Then you will not suffer any great amount of pain if I tell you that Mark Brace is not your father, nor his kindly wife your mother?"
"Now, Earle, you are inventing a romance to please yourself."
"Does it please you, Doris? I leave inventions to yourself; I tell you the plain, honest truth – you are no relation of theirs."
"Who am I, then? If you take my old identity from me, you must, at least, give me a new one," she said, laughingly.
Her utter want of feeling and absence of all emotions annoyed him greatly.
"I will tell you a story," he said.
And with a grace and pathos all his own, he told the history of that night so long ago, when the little child was found at the door of the farm-house.
She looked incredulous.
"Do you mean to tell me that I was that child? A wretched little foundling! I do not believe one word of it. This is your revenge – to humiliate me."
"You will know better soon," he replied, quietly. "Yes, you were that little child. Patty Brace took you to her arms, and honest Mark Brace treated you like his own."
Her face flushed crimson, her lips curled with scorn, her eyes flashed light.
"I look very much like a foundling, do I not? Earle Moray, take your absurd stories elsewhere." She held up one white hand. "That looks like the hand of a foundling, does it not? Shame on you for trying to humiliate me! It is a pure invention. I do not believe one word of it, and I never shall."
"You have only heard the commencement," he replied, coolly. "Remember, I never used the word 'foundling' to you – you used it to yourself. It is not probable that I should do so when I know whose daughter you are."
"Ah! Do you know? May I ask what honorable parentage you have assigned to me? This grows amusing. Remember, before you say another word, that I distinctly refuse to believe you."
"You will change your mind," he said, quietly. "I have not the least doubt that I am here to tell you the simple truth, and to take you back to your father."
The impulse was strong upon her to say that she could not go, but she refrained, thinking it quite as wise and politic to hear first to what she was to return.
"You must not ask me how I know your history," said Earle, "but it suffices that I know it. Let me tell you also, it did not surprise me so very much. I always thought, myself, that you were, as you say, 'of a different kind.'"
He saw the color creep slowly over her face and a new light dawn in her eyes.
"You will, henceforward, occupy a very different position, Doris," he said, gravely; "your place will be henceforth among the nobility."
"Ah! that's better," she said in a low voice.
But he could see that she trembled with impatience. She had clasped her hands so tightly that the rings she wore made great dents in the tender flesh; still she would not betray her impatience.
"Your father is a nobleman, a wealthy British peer – Earl Linleigh – and you are his only child."
She grew white, even to the lips, and her breath came in quick gasps.
"Earl of Linleigh?" she repeated. "Are you quite sure you are not mistaken, Earle?"
"There is no mistake, Doris; your name and title is now Lady Doris Studleigh. Do you like it? Does it sound well?"
She drew her breath with a deep, heavy sigh.
"I cannot believe it, Earle," she said, "it seems quite impossible that it should be true. It is what I used to dream when a child, but I never thought the dream would be realized. I cannot believe it, Earle."
It was significant enough that she refused to believe him when she fancied that he wished to lower her in the social scale; but she never expressed the slightest doubt of his truth now, nor did even the faintest doubt occur to her. After the first emotion of surprise had passed, she looked at him again.
"My mother?" she said – "you have told me nothing about her. Who is she?"
"I have nothing to tell," he said; "I have nothing to say about her. I was commissioned simply to tell you this. I may add that your father's marriage was a private one, that he was for many years in India, and is now returning home to take possession of his estates."
"A private marriage!" she said, slowly. "I hope he has not married beneath him."
"There is no doubt but that the whole story of his marriage will be told to you," said Earle. "And now, Doris, listen to me – you must return with me; I cannot go without you. I promised that you should go back with me, and it is imperative. The marriage will not be declared until you reach home."
"It is so sudden," she said.
"Yes, but you surely cannot hesitate, Doris. Remember not only what awaits you – your golden future – but remember, also, it is your own parents who summon you."
"You do not quite understand, Earle. I have no hesitation in going. Of course I shall go, but I want time to think."
"If you fear the people you are staying with will not be willing for you to go, it is a great mistake; they could not possibly make any objection. I will see them for you, if you like."
She raised her head in quick alarm.
"No, I would rather not, it is not needful. Give me just ten minutes to decide. You are just; give me ten minutes in silence to think."
He remained mute and motionless by her side.
The Arno rippled musically at her feet; birds sang above her head.
"Tell me again;" she said, "what will my rank and title be?"
"You will be the Lady Doris Studleigh, only daughter of the Earl of Linleigh – "
"And my fortune?" she interrupted.
"Of that I know nothing; but I should say it must be large. You will probably be a wealthy heiress."
"And there is a place waiting for me in the grand world?"
"Most certainly," he replied.
"Now, then, let me think, Earle; I am all bewilderment and confusion. Let me arrange my ideas, then I will explain them to you."
He did not know why she sat so silent, while quiver after quiver of pain passed over her face – why her hands were so tightly clasped; but she in that hour was reaping the reward of her folly.
What had she done? Had she, by her wicked sin, by her intense self-love, her eagerness for pleasure and luxury, her little esteem for virtue, her frivolous views of vice – had she by all these forfeited that glorious birth-right which was hers? Had she lost all chance of this grand position which would fill the greatest desire of her heart? It was this most terrible fear that blanched her face and made her hands tremble, that caused her to sit like one over whom a terrible blight had fallen. In her passionate desire for change and luxury, for pleasure and gayety, she had never even thought of her own degradation; it was a view of the subject that she had not yet taken; she had only thought of the lighter side. Now it seemed to look her in the face with all its natural deformity. She shrunk abashed and frightened – horror-stricken – now that she saw her enormity in its full colors.
Still, it was not the sin that distressed her; that was nothing to her. It was the idea that through it she might lose the glorious future awaiting her; if this had not happened, she would never have regretted her fault. If it were known – if this proud nobleman knew that she had passed as the wife of a man to whom she was not married, would he ever receive her as his daughter? No; she knew enough of the world to be quite sure of that. Even Mark Brace would not do it. If he had the faintest possible idea of what her life had been since they parted, would he receive her, and think her a suitable companion for Mattie? No; she knew that he would not; he would have forgiven any sin save that. A disgraceful sin like hers he considered beyond pardon.
If Mark Brace, with his kindly, simple heart, could not pardon her, was it probable that Earl Linleigh would? No! The only hope that remained to her was to keep her past life, with its terrible blunder, a dead secret – there was no other resource. Could she do that? It was just possible.
Only yesterday she had been railing against her life, declaring that it was all a disappointment, that she saw no one, and was getting tired of it; now she felt thankful that it was so, that she had seen but few strange faces, and most of these had been Italian ones. So that if she could keep her secret, she trusted no one would recognize in Lady Doris Studleigh the person who had been known as Mrs. Conyers.
CHAPTER XLIII