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If my assumption about what dreams are made of is true, then it can be assumed that our mind needs far less energy to manipulate those smaller particles which dreams are made of. If this is so, then we can assume why we live in a more “higher level” material world – here we are not able to create our own Laws of the Universe by our own free will, but are forced to live with those Laws that the Superior Intelligence created for us – and, to some extent, itself, since we are one.
Having said all this, I assume that the Higher Self of a person can be responsible for most of what people see in their lucid dreams.
Where is the place where lucid dreams occur? If those particles are much smaller than an electron, then it may be closer than you think…
I did not think that I would write more about dreams, but on May 26, 2020 I had another lucid dream, the details of which were rather unusual for me not to mention it, given that dreams play an important role in my life.
First, I will say that after my first successful lucid dream, I thought about what else I could try to do and learn in them. I thought about looking at myself in the mirror; ask people around to remember the code word in order to actually write it on a certain website – of course, it is unlikely that other people in lucid dreams really have a particle of the Spirit in themselves and therefore they are not “real”, but then who knows; I also fleetingly wondered if you can change your body in a lucid dream; and I also thought about the manifestation of objects in such dreams.
In another dream that I had that same night, but it was not lucid, I was in the village – but everything was not the same way it is in reality. I remember that at one moment I was under the rain on a field at an old stop. Two pipes protruded from it in the middle, standing next to each other. The stop itself was more like a bench with a roof, which saved me from the rain. The scene was taking place on the site of Malye Gorki, if you go from the chapel in the direction of the farm, but there were no houses around. There were either fields or forests everywhere. Opposite the stop there was another one, that looked almost identical. It was on the other side of the road, which was more like a path and was barely noticeable, being overgrown with grass. In the dream, I went to walk further, despite the rain which was no longer so strong. I think that at that time I saw a towering elm tree on my right hand – this is how I knew that I was in the village. I left the forest, which in reality would physically be located between the turn to the farm and the chapel, and tried to remember the entrance to it, do that to tell my friends about my find – and this is despite the fact that there was a road leading to the forest, and while it was covered in grass, but was still clearly visible. I did not see a single building or a single person, as well as animals, anywhere on the horizon.
I woke up and after a while fell asleep again to have a new dream.
So, here is the description of my sixth lucid dream that was similar in length to my previous lucid dream.
I do not remember why, but I had a plastic window frame. I carried it with me and came to the village of Ignatovo where for some reason lived my childhood friend Anton. And he lived in a house where my grandmother used to live in reality. But the house was like a hybrid version of the real house in Ignatovo and our house in Malye Gorki. Stas was also in the house.
We were installing a window that was made in 3D, but it still felt heavy – which I mentioned in the dream – how can a not real window frame existing in a computer be heavy? Thanks to ray tracing, that frame really reflected the light and there was a feeling that it was real. We installed it in a window on the left side of the house where there were long windows consisting of three frames – as in the Little House. We replaced the old right wooden frame with a new one made in 3D. Then I noticed that my friend already had plastic windows installed on almost all other windows. I think that I decided to ask if he needed my window, so as I could take it to my house in Malye Gorki if he did not.
The placement of some rooms was unusual – they reminded me of the rooms that I saw on the second floor of Vladik’s house in Malye Gorki.
Here I had thoughts appear that it was a dream and I could try to gain control over it. With this, I focused on the here and now and gained control of my body.
I was in the house and I thought what to do: go inside where, most likely, old acquaintances were, or run out. I ran out.
It turned out that I was in my village house in Malye Gorki, which surprised me because during my whole dream I thought we were in Ignatovo, even though the house did sometimes look like our village house.
As far as I remember, it was sunny. I went out onto the gravel road in front of the house and looked around, without a clear goal or plan on where I should go in this lucid dream and what to do. I went towards the chapel.
When I was near the neighbor’s poplar, I looked to the left. To the left of Ira’s house and her neighbor Katya, everything was changed a lot. New two-story houses were being built in the backyards, the design of which I tried to remember – I remember how I noted the curled wall of one house. Other buildings were either unfinished or destroyed. I noted for myself how the village was turning into a dacha, a settlement where one house stands right next to the other in all directions.
Going a little further, I decided to say hello to people who were sitting on a bench by Katya’s house. I only remember a strong man who was without a shirt. His skin was tanned. For some reason, I did not notice them when I was looking at new buildings.
And so, I said hello and… here I realized that my voice was female!
Then, going further, I greeted someone sitting on a bench near Ira’s house. My voice was still female!
I looked down my body to see if it was also female. I do not know why, but I was wearing a lot of clothes, considering that it was, apparently, the summer. Perhaps I could see the outlines of small breasts, and it may well be that the femoral part was also wider than the “usual” that I see in the real self. I do not remember if in the lucid dream I touched “my female breasts” – words that I never thought I would ever be uttering…
Now I was at Vladik’s house, and then Marina came out. She was very glad to see me and rushed to hug me. Realizing that this is a dream, we started… kissing on the lips. My friend did not oppose this at all, and I had the thought that I had been in a male body, everything would have been completely different… I think that it soon became clear that Marina was married and I dismissed all thoughts about sex with her? I do not remember exactly the details.
Then came Vladik, whom I modestly hug with my hand around his back, patting his shoulder blade slightly. Apparently, both Vladik and Marina were adolescents.
In the lucid dream, I knew that Marina knew me, but in the girl’s body, for a long time, and we were friends… well, or girlfriends, given the unusual situation of my body in that lucid dream.
With our hands around each other’s backs, Marina and I went along the road towards the chapel. We were talking about something.
Soon, I remembered to ask Marina to remember “3 6 9” and write these numbers to me in a message on VK when she wakes up. I asked her to repeat what I had told her, but, jokingly, she gave a different number. I think I asked her to remember my words again.
Having passed the house of Yana, we stopped, and after talking about something I mentioned to Marina, who was already standing a meter and a half away from me, that we are currently in a lucid dream. I think I expected surprise from her, but she was not at all surprised to hear this.
As far as I remember, at that time I already had my own male voice – I do not know at what moment the change took place.
Perhaps the conversation continued and it may well be that we went further, since the next thing that I remember, we were already at the chapel.
I do not know why it got dark on the street, as if it was already dusk – either clouds covered the sky, or it was just evening.
If I remember correctly, Marina gave me the choice to go to Natasha, or continue our journey to another part of the village. I wanted to go to Natasha, and I had the thought that I wanted to try to have sex in a lucid dream – with Natasha or Marina, and maybe with both, I do not remember; also at that moment I remembered Marina’s marriage, which for some reason suddenly ceased to be a barrier – was it the fact that it was just a dream, even if it was lucid, that I decided to play naughty and see what happens?
We went through the gate and passed the first house, when suddenly from an indefinite direction an alarming, unpleasant and unique sound began to be heard. I had never heard that sound before. Marina immediately stopped me and exclaimed that this sound means danger. I agreed with her, and we went back. The sound died down as we left and completely disappeared when we were already beyond the fence.
I think we went in the direction of turning to the farm, and I told Marina that I need to meet people like her more often in lucid dreams, people who know something about dreams and can teach me.
The dream disappeared and I woke up.
A long time, I was thinking that while one of our psychic bodies is immortal, the other is born and dies simultaneously with the physical body and, accordingly, also has an effect on how we see and feel ourselves in our new physical body.
I remembered these thoughts, since when in my unusual lucid dream I was in a girl’s body, psychologically I could feel a slight difference in her thinking and worldview coming from her female body – she really felt like a girl, and not like a man in a girl’s body, but at the same time my previous thoughts about how we all think like people remain valid. It is also important to note that at one time I clearly sensed that that girl liked guys.
I thought after that dream that this mortal psychological body might have something to do with why women like men and men like women. But then I thought about animals, who consist of only 3 bodies. Can animals, in addition to a physical and physiological body, also have a psychological body (which is not the psyche of a person)? If not, then there must be another reason why in nature creatures are drawn to the opposite sex…
Why could I even feel in my lucid dream what it is like to be a girl who likes guys, while I am a guy of traditional sexual orientation, and I am more than happy with being a man? People do actions based on the knowledge they have; therefore, I would assume that data (knowledge), that were temporarily recorded in me in that dream, played a role here.
Here I remember how we preview our lives with our Higher Self, and then the material knowledge gained is erased from our soul. Perhaps, during such dreams, the necessary data is written into one of our psychological bodies, for example, and then erased? I do not think that data is written into the soul, since knowledge from the soul can be erased only in the River of Oblivion, and this happens when you do not have a physical body and you are with your Higher Self. Why a psychological body? Because sex drive refers, in part, to psychology, to how we see the world and its various details – knowledge also plays a primary role here.
Here we must also remember that the soul is not the only immortal human body. It may well be that other mortal and immortal bodies can also store knowledge and data that our intellect can use. The psyche, for example, is part of the soul, and, apparently, data can also be stored in it, which remains and passes with us into the next lives.
Here we can also touch on the topic of homosexuality. Thao said that a homosexual is a neurotic. I have always been of a traditional sexual orientation, but I think that because of my childhood homosexual experience due to ignorance in conjunction with the neurosis, I sometimes felt strange urges to get slightly aroused when I saw handsome guys.
Having knowledge from Thiaoouba, I immediately realized what was happening, and, like in the case of planetophobia and the vision of “It,” I simply took these urges for what they were – for the logical consequence of my nervous state – and I removed them. I was not afraid of this condition and did not try to forget about it or “run away” from it – it is important to understand that the problem can be eliminated only with complete openness to it and acceptance of its real existence. As a result, I no longer have these symptoms when I see beautiful people of my gender.
I will return to the topic of homosexuality at the end of the book, but for now I want to draw your attention to what you may have already noticed yourself. In my lucid dream I felt like a girl who liked guys, and yet at the same time she happily kissed a girl. This… contradiction is important.
This lucid dream also led me to realize that in my previous lucid dream, where I was at school, I was still a young man of smaller stature than I am now. In that first long lucid dream, I did not pay attention, but as I recall, I had to raise my head up to look at adults in “my” apartment, and when schoolchildren of short stature, who were no more than 13 years of age, approached me on the street , their eyes were at the level of mine. Most likely throughout all that lucid dream I was a child of short stature, but since I was still in my “familiar” body, I had no reason to try to examine it.
It is very interesting how in lucid dreams we can be in different bodies that feel very realistic.
As for the unusual monotonous sound that signaled danger, I feel that the danger came from my thoughts about sex with friends, and not from what or whom we could meet if we went further to the house. That is, even in lucid dreams, you should not commit bad deeds, and even more so crimes. Perhaps this refers to the fact that our psyche, and maybe our soul, will still absorb bad, negative data from our actions in lucid dreams which can be negatively manifested in real life when this negative data will contribute to our committing errors.
If you are interested, no one wrote me “3 6 9”. It is logical to assume that all people in lucid dreams are simply “robots” that exist to create a specific story – something like an animated film where it is difficult to distinguish a real person from a person created in 3D.
Is it possible that different people may be in the same dream? If my thoughts that lucid dreams are created from very small particles that exist in the Universe are correct, then it may well be. We need more serious scientific research in this area.
What I have little doubt is that dreams do not occur in the imagination, since having my experience with fantasies, I can say that dreams, unlike the imagination, are clearly “felt” – albeit not in the same way as what we reality feels like to us. For this reason, I am again inclined to believe that dreams are created from small particles.
Let me remind you that the Superior Intelligence, being a pure spirit, decided to create the physical world precisely in order to be able to feel it with the help of a special creature – human (Thao speaks about this when she tells Michel about the “Ovoastromic Force”). For this reason, I believe that everything that we can feel is the matter that was created by the Superior Intelligence. Lucid dreams can be viewed as a very miniature version of the real world where, quite possibly, there are physical features that are not in our higher-level “real world”.
Some time later, I had another lucid dream in which I was in some dark building. There was nobody in it but me. The setting reminded me somewhat of the video game Silent Hill 3, which had similar locations in office buildings. I did not have a strong desire to stay in that building, and I went to the exit. Approaching the main door, I had the clear understanding appear that if I went out, the dream would end. But my soul really wanted to be outside, and I opened the door. The dream did actually end.
It turns out that even though we have control over our bodies in a lucid dream, this is not our dream; we are like a guest in it. It is interesting to note here that the Higher Self will not give a solution to the problem in the morning if that solution is not useful to it. It may well be – and this is just one of the speculations – that the Higher Self created that dream for me so that I could learn a certain lesson from it, but when I decided to play by my own rules, the Higher Self “canceled” that dream, because what I could learn outside the building would not benefit it. But then, thinking about all this, would I be making all these assumptions if I had not decided to do it my own way by opening the front door?
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My previous discussion about lucid dreams reminded me of how, on January 13, 2014, I made a post in the Thiaoouba Prophecy XP group about two unnamed bodies of people. But of interest here is the dispute that arose in the comments regarding what the Spirit is made of.
I already mentioned that Thao “dictated” to Michel the details while he was writing his book. Moreover, since Michel had just made his journey, he still clearly remembered many things. Many people know that over time people tend to forget the details, and therefore it is best to write important moments of life in a diary. Because of these facts, together with my life experience proving the veracity of Michel Desmarquet's book “Thiaoouba Prophecy”, I know that all the details in Michel's book must be perfectly accurate. For this reason, I have repeatedly had to correct various people in the group, pointing them the words of their comments and posts that contradict the knowledge from Thiaoouba Prophecy.
So, Michel Desmarquet gave a lecture in 1997 where he said that the Spirit is made of electrons. It is worth saying that Michel Desmarquet reiterates that the Spirit, or the Superior Intelligence, is made of electrons in his audio interview with Michael Meanwell “Thiaoouba Truth”.
Unfortunately, this is not so, if we take into account what was written by Michel Desmarquet in the book, when Thao still had the opportunity to help him without making a mistake for which she would have to pay with suffering.
It must be said that the words “pure spirit” are mentioned earlier in the book too, and they definitely speak of the Superior Intelligence. Here are all 4 mentions from Michel Desmarquet’s book “Abduction to the 9th Planet”:
1) Page 116: “As you have heard, in the beginning there was the Spirit alone and he created, by his immense force, all that exists materially. He created the planets, the suns, plants, animals, with one goal in mind: to satisfy his spiritual need. This is quite logical since he is purely spirit.”.16
2) Page 121: “We know you have already been favourably impressed by what you have seen on our planet. As you see more, you will appreciate that it is what you would call on Earth, ‘a paradise’; and yet, compared with true happiness, when you become a pure spirit, it is still nothing.”.17
3) Page 206: “(3) And he said, ‘Lord and master, if I have found grace in your eyes, I beg you not to go far from your servant.’ Abraham invites the three men to stay. The scribe refers to them as men one minute and yet one of them is also called ‘the Lord God’. He speaks to them and each time, it is the one referred to as ‘the Lord God’ who replies. Now, the priests of the Roman Catholic Church find this in formal contradiction with their views, as do many other religions, for they will tell you that no one can imagine the face of God – that one would be blinded by it. In a sense they are right, since the Creator, being a pure spirit, has no face!”.18
4) Page 251: “I know, but I intend helping you to understand. An Astral body is not quite what you would call a pure spirit. On Earth, there is a belief that the spirit is made of nothing. This is false. The Astral body is composed of billions of electrons, exactly marrying your physical shape.”.19
The book clearly states that the electrons of the Astral bodies were created at the time of the creation of the Universe, and they have a life expectancy of about ten billion trillion of our years. Further, on the same page, Thao says that “an Astral body is not quite what you would call a pure spirit”.
Then Thao tells that the Astral body is made of billions of electrons. This once again shows that there is a difference between the Astral body (soul, spirit) and the pure spirit (Superior Intelligence, The Spirit), which is a part of the Superior Intelligence, with whom we reunite after passing through our life cycles, leaving all our bodies (Astral, psychic, and others).
It is worth clarifying that when the word “spirit” (with a small letter and without the word “pure(ly)” before it) is mentioned in the book “Thiaoouba Prophecy”, it means the Astral body/soul, and only the word “Spirit” (with a capital letter) means the Superior Intelligence.
A little lower on the same page, Thao says the following: “Like all things electronic, the Astral body – tool of the Higher-self – is quite a delicate tool.”.20 A tool is what was created by an intellectual entity in order to fulfill its needs.
And in the fourth chapter, Thao teaches Michel Desmarquet: “In the beginning there was nothing except darkness and a spirit – THE Spirit”. And in the sixth chapter, Thaora says the following: “As you have heard, in the beginning there was the Spirit alone and he created, by his immense force, all that exists materially”. We can see from these quotes that initially there was only the Spirit, and everything that exists materially is, in one way or another, an instrument of the Spirit.
I think that the aforementioned mistake of Michel's lecture lies in the fact that after ten years Michel Desmarquet simply forgot some details and confused the Higher Self with the Spirit. The Higher Self does actually consist of electrons, being the same creation of the Spirit as everything else that exists materially.
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In chapter four, when Thao talks about how worlds, suns, and atoms were formed in billions of years, we can find the following note: “for the Creator of course, it is eternally the ‘present’, but it is more at the level of our understanding to count by billions of years”.21 In my childhood, I sometimes realized the impossibility of life because of time. There should always be a beginning in material life, and therefore life could not exist indefinitely, since life is a cause and effect, or the interaction of many material “particles” with each other in accordance with the Laws of the Universe. And yet, it is obvious that life exists even if a person lives in the imagination. This means that the Spirit (the Superior Intelligence) always exists, and it is logical that the Universe was created by the Intellect. Only intelligence can set in motion space and the matter created from it. Without the wish of the intellect to create something, everything would be motionless – which is what Thao and Thaora taught us.
I have always been intrigued by the fact that in the Parallel Universe of the Earth, time is “suspended”, as Thao said. For this reason, people and other creatures, who got into that Universe by accident and are still in it, have no desire to eat or drink, and do not age in the Parallel Universe. But at the same time, creatures can easily move, and it seems that it takes them the same time it does in our Universe. For many years I thought about how this is possible. I think you know that in order to find the speed you need to divide the distance by time, and dividing by zero usually gives an “error” in the calculator. Some people point out that dividing by zero gives negative and positive infinity – depending on whether the dividend is less than zero or not.
My thoughts about the Universe and the Superior Intelligence, who exists forever, have led me to a very simple conclusion – that from which material particles are “created” also exists forever!
In the book Thiaoouba Prophecy, Thao very often uses the word “vibration”. Reading the book, we can conclude that everything is a simple vibration! And this is logical.
Thiaoouba numbers explain why zero is a circle. This shape has no angles, no beginning, and no end. It is “eternal”. About the same thing happens with the “foundation” (space) of all matter – it is eternal and cannot be created or destroyed – it simply is, just like the Spirit.