SINEUS: Forbidden Truth

SINEUS: Forbidden Truth

Nikolai Petrov

© Nikolai Petrov, 2025

ISBN 978-5-0068-1503-2

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Sineus: Forbidden Truth

The Toll of the Bell

The air in the great hall of Belogorod was thick with incense and the silent weight of expectation. Twenty nobles stood in two rigid lines, their faces pale and solemn in the flat grey light filtering through high, arched windows. They watched the man at the center of the room. They watched their Knyaz, Sineus Belov. He stood before the city’s founding charter, a heavy scroll of cured hide unrolled upon a dark oak lectern. The ink on its surface was a map of their official past.

Beside him, a man in the plain grey robes of an arbiter held the instrument of their salvation. It was the Sekach Pamyati, a blade forged from dark, non-reflective steel that seemed to drink the light around it. Its purpose was not to kill a man, but to cut what a man remembered. The arbiter held it poised, the tip hovering a finger’s breadth above a single line of text on the charter. He did not move. He waited for the command.

All authority for the act rested with Sineus. The arbiter was merely the hand; the Knyaz was the will. The nobles watched him, their collective gaze a physical pressure. They needed this. They needed their history to be stronger, their foundations purer. They needed to forget the weakness of that first winter. Sineus felt their need as a chill in the air, a hunger for a more convenient truth. He knew the cost. He alone would see it.

His gaze rested on the arbiter’s steady hand, then on the charter itself. He could almost see the memory clinging to the faded ink – a brittle, desperate thing made of empty grain bins, frozen earth, and the gaunt faces of children. A shameful memory. A human one. He was about to command its execution.

He met the arbiter’s gaze. The man’s eyes were empty, professional. A tool waiting to be used. Sineus gave a single, sharp nod.

A subtle shift went through the hall, a collective intake of breath from the assembled nobles. The ceremony moved to its final stage. The arbiter’s hand, impossibly steady, lowered the Sekach Pamyati. The dark blade touched the cured hide of the charter. There was no sound of tearing, no scrape of metal on leather. The blade simply sank into the line of text as if passing through smoke.

The arbiter made a slow, deliberate slice, following the words that described a famine long past. To the watching nobles, it was a simple, symbolic gesture. But Sineus saw the truth of it. He saw it without the aid of a Clarity Lens, a tool lesser men needed. A shimmering thread, pale as woodsmoke and thin as spun silk, lifted from the charter. It was the memory itself, severed from its anchor in the physical world.

The thread of memory, a ghostly echo of starvation and fear, detached completely from the scroll. It hung in the air for a single, silent moment, a fragile wisp of a truth that no longer had a home. Then, it began to dissipate. It did not vanish. It was drawn away, pulled eastward toward the great, grey wound on the horizon where all such forgotten things gathered.

A sound passed through the hall. It was a quiet, unconscious sigh, released in unison from the 20 nobles. They stood straighter. The tension in their shoulders eased. They felt a weight lift from them, a burden of history they no longer had to carry. Their past was now stronger, their lineage cleaner. A false sense of purity settled over them, warm and reassuring. Sineus could almost measure the shift in their confidence, a foolish bravery bought with a lie.

He did not share their relief. He turned away from the desecrated charter and the proud, ignorant faces of his lords. He walked to the high arched window and looked out over the stone walls of Belogorod, toward the dark ribbon of the river and the flat, grey lands beyond. His gaze fixed on the horizon.

There, the Echoing Blight churned, a permanent wall of fog that marked the edge of un-reality. As he watched, a direct consequence of the act just performed, the fog visibly darkened. A patch of it, kilometers long, swirled with a sick, greasy light. It pulsed once, and its edge crept forward, swallowing another three meters of the riverlands. The density of the roiling mists thickened by a fraction, a change no one else would notice for a week. But Sineus saw it. He saw the price.

A high-pitched rasping sound echoed in the silence of his mind. It was the noise a wound in the world makes, a thin, tearing vibration that set his teeth on edge. He felt it as a cold spot deep in his gut, a personal toll for the ceremony that only he was forced to pay. The lie had been told. The Blight had been fed. Reality was weaker for it.

From the high tower of the citadel, a single, deep bell began to toll. Its sound rolled across the city, announcing to the common folk that the ritual was complete. It was a sound of victory, a proclamation that their history had been perfected, their foundations secured. The people in the streets below would hear it and feel pride.

To Sineus, standing at the window and watching the Blight’s slow advance, the bell sounded hollow. It was the toll for a battle won and a war lost, the ringing pronouncement of a debt that was coming due.

Dust motes danced in the grey light slanting through the window. The faint smell of cooling wax and old incense hung in the still air.

The price of the lie crept closer across the land.

A Map of Ghosts

The echo of the great bell faded, leaving only the whisper of maps in the Knyaz’s study. Sineus Belov stood over a heavy oak table, his finger tracing a line south. The parchment was old, the lands it depicted stained with the borders of forgotten skirmishes. His route cut across them all, a single, desperate path aimed at a name whispered in folktales. The Sunken Scriptorium of Ur. A journey of 1200 kilometers.

The air in the room was cold, smelling of old paper, beeswax, and the dregs of tea left in a cup hours ago. The hearth was a black mouth, empty of fire. Outside the tall window, the sky over Belogorod was the color of slate. A fitting light for the day’s work. The rasping sound in his mind had quieted to a dull thrum, a constant reminder of the wound he had just ordered inflicted upon the world.

A man cleared his throat by the cold hearth. Pavel Orlov, his advisor for forty years, a man who had served Sineus’s father before him, stood with a posture as rigid as a surveyor’s rod. His robes were immaculate, his face a careful mask of disapproval. He was a man of ledgers and treaties, a man who believed in the strength of high walls and full granaries.

“You cannot go, Knyaz,” Pavel’s voice was dry, like dust stirred in a sealed room. “The decision is reckless. Our walls are strong. Our history is clean. We have reserves to withstand a siege for two years.”

Sineus did not look up from the map. He could feel the weight of Pavel’s logic, the sensible, suffocating truth of it. Consolidate. Fortify. Trust in the strength that had been so carefully curated, one severed memory at a time.

“This Scriptorium is a folktale, a scholar’s fantasy,” Pavel pressed on, taking a step closer. “To risk yourself on such a rumor is to abandon your duties here. We must consolidate our strength, not scatter it on a fool’s hope.”

Sineus finally lifted his head. His gaze drifted from his advisor’s earnest face to the stone wall of the study behind him. The ache behind his eyes, a familiar companion, sharpened for a moment. He saw the wall as Pavel saw it: solid, grey, a testament to Belogorod’s permanence. But he also saw the Pod-sloy, the ghostly layer of what was.

Shimmering figures, thin as smoke, clung to the stones. He saw the masons, their faces smudged with grime and exhaustion, their hands raw. He saw the one who fell from the scaffolding, his memory a silent scream trapped in the mortar. He saw the boy who carried water, his short life ending in a winter cough. Their memories were the true price of the wall. Unrecorded. Un-purged.

They were real.

“Their walls were strong, too, Pavel,” Sineus said, his voice quiet. He turned his gaze back to his advisor, letting the man see the certainty in his eyes.

He let the silence hang for a moment.

“The Blight does not break walls,” Sineus stated, the words landing like stones in the quiet room. “It un-makes them.”

Pavel Orlov opened his mouth to offer another rebuttal, another fact from his ledgers. He saw the look on his Knyaz’s face. The words died in his throat. He could not argue with a truth he could not see. He simply bowed his head, a stiff, formal gesture of defeat, and fell silent. The argument was over.

With the decision settled, a quiet efficiency took over. Sineus moved from the table, the debate finished. He carefully rolled up the map of the southern deserts, the one showing the route to the Sunken Scriptorium. He tied it with a simple leather cord. The journey was no longer a possibility discussed over cold tea. It was now inevitable. A thing waiting only for his first step.

He walked to a plain wooden chest in the corner of the room. From it, he gathered a small leather pack. The contents were sparse, chosen for function over comfort. Hard biscuits and dried meat, enough for three days. A single skin for water. A tightly rolled woolen bed-blanket. It was the pack of a scout, not a prince. It was a statement. He would travel light and fast.

A third man had been in the room the entire time, silent as the stone walls. He stood by the door, a mountain of quiet presence. Fedor Sokolov, captain of his personal guard. A veteran of the northern border wars, his face was a roadmap of old scars, and he moved with the heavy grace of a lifelong warrior. He watched the exchange with Pavel, his expression unreadable. His trust was not in maps or histories, but in the bite of the axe resting on his back.

His hand rested on its pommel now. A familiar, reassuring gesture.

As Sineus shouldered the small pack, Fedor gave a single, short nod. His loyalty was not a matter for debate. It was as solid as the iron in his blade. Sineus had his first and only guaranteed ally for the journey. Pavel Orlov was the mind of Belogorod, its memory and its caution. Fedor Sokolov was its fist.

Sineus looked once more around the study. The maps, the books, the cold hearth. A room of ghosts and plans. He had made his choice.

The scent of beeswax hung faintly in the air. The silence was broken only by the soft scuff of his boots on the stone floor.

He walked out of the room of maps and into the world.

The Whispering Road

They traveled south. Sineus Belov set a hard pace, his long strides eating up the damp earth. His bodyguard, Fedor Sokolov, matched him step for step, a silent, broad-shouldered presence at his left. The veteran warrior moved with an economy of motion, his gaze sweeping the terrain, his hand never far from the axe on his back. They put distance between themselves and the white stone walls of Belogorod.

To their east, a constant companion. The Echoing Blight. It was a churning, silent wall of grey fog that stretched from the earth to the low sky, marking the edge of the world. They kept it roughly eight kilometers away, a safe enough distance that the land still felt real under their boots. But its presence was a weight, a constant pressure against the senses.

The air grew colder. It was a damp, unnatural chill that had nothing to do with the season. It clung to their woolen cloaks and settled deep in their bones. Fedor grunted, pulling his collar tighter.

“The cold bites deeper here, Knyaz,” Fedor said.

Sineus nodded, his eyes fixed on the hazy line of the Blight. He felt the temperature drop, a change of at least five degrees from the lands nearer the city. But he felt something more. A low thrumming at the edge of his perception.

It was the Blight. It did not just consume. It radiated.

A whisper started in the back of his mind. It was not a word, but the ghost of a sound, like a thousand forgotten voices all speaking at once, too far away to be understood. The ache behind his eyes, his constant companion, sharpened.

“Do you hear anything?” Sineus asked, his voice low.

Fedor stopped for a moment, head cocked. His scarred face was a mask of concentration. He listened.

“Just the wind in the pines,” he said, his gaze sweeping the sparse woods around them. “Nothing else.”

Sineus did not press the point. Fedor saw the world that was. He saw the physical threat, the enemy you could put an axe to. He did not see the Pod-sloy, the shimmering layer of what had been. He did not hear the screams of torn reality. For that, Sineus was grateful. One man carrying that burden was enough.

They walked on, the whispers growing from a faint hiss to a constant, sibilant chorus just beneath the sound of the wind. It was the sound of lost things. A child’s lullaby, a merchant’s final calculation, a soldier’s dying oath. All of it was shredded into meaningless noise.

They reached the rendezvous point by midday. A sparse woodland of pine and birch, where green moss grew thick on the northern faces of the grey rocks. The place felt old. It felt watchful.

A figure stepped out from behind a thick-boled pine. It was a woman, young, dressed in practical, layered hides of brown and green. She carried no weapon, only a simple leather satchel. Her dark hair was tied back, and her face was lean, with eyes that seemed to miss nothing. She was Alani Vainu, their guide. A woman of the Forest Folk.

She gave a short, simple nod. No bow, no title. Her people did not deal in such things.

“You are late,” she said. Her voice was clear and quiet.

“We made the time we could,” Sineus replied.

Fedor shifted his weight, his hand resting on the pommel of his axe. He did not trust this. The Forest Folk were strange, their ways not the ways of city dwellers or soldiers. They navigated by feelings, by the whispers of the land itself. It was a superstition he could not afford to rely on.

Alani’s gaze swept over them, lingering on Sineus for a moment longer than Fedor. She seemed to see the weariness in him, the faint tension around his eyes that spoke of the Blight’s constant pressure.

She turned without another word and started walking.

“This way.”

They followed. She led them not toward the wide, clear valley that offered the most direct path south, but up a steep, rocky ridge. The going was harder, forcing them to watch their footing on the loose stones.

“The valley is faster,” Fedor grunted after ten minutes of climbing.

Alani did not look back. “Faster is not always safer.”

Sineus looked down into the valley. It seemed peaceful. A stream cut through a meadow of pale, dry grass. It was an easy path. Too easy. He felt the whispers from the Blight to the east, but there was another feeling here. A sour note in the quiet landscape.

“What is down there?” he asked Alani.

She stopped and turned, her dark eyes meeting his. For the first time, he saw the depth of her focus, the way she seemed to be listening to something far beyond the wind.

“Pain,” she said simply. “Old pain. A memory of a hunt that went wrong. A whole village, lost to hunger and a bitter winter. The memory is strong. It has curdled.”

She pointed a slim finger toward the ridge path ahead.

“The ground here does not scream.”

She turned and continued her climb, leaving them to follow. Fedor looked at Sineus, his expression a mixture of disbelief and concern. A screaming ground. It was madness.

But Sineus understood. He did not feel the land as she did, but he heard the whispers of the Blight. He knew that memory was a tangible thing. A painful memory, left to fester, could become a poison in the earth itself.

He nodded to Fedor. They would follow the guide.

The wind rustled the high branches of the pines. A lone bird called out from the ridge they were about to climb.

The woman from the forest led them toward the silent ridge

Creature of Memory

Dusk settled like fine grey ash, stealing the color from the pines. The light failed first in the hollows, filling them with a dark, pooling ink that crept slowly up the slopes. They were two hundred meters up the ridge Alani Vainu had chosen, a spine of rock and thin soil. The air was cold, sharp with the scent of pine needles and damp stone. Sineus felt the chill not just on his skin, but as a pressure behind his eyes, a constant thrum from the wall of the Echoing Blight still visible miles to the east.

Alani, their guide from the Forest Folk, moved with a quiet certainty. She wore simple hides and carried no map, yet she navigated the broken terrain as if following a well-known path. She paused, her head tilted, listening to a silence only she could interpret. Fedor Sokolov, the veteran captain of Sineus’s guard, watched her with open distrust. His hand rested on the worn grip of his axe. He trusted steel, stone, and the evidence of his own eyes. This woman offered none of that.

The woods grew thicker here. The trees were dark pillars holding up a bruised purple sky. Visibility dropped with every step. The world shrank to a circle of grey twilight maybe two hundred meters across. The whispers in Sineus’s mind grew louder, snagging on the edges of his thoughts. They were a meaningless chorus, the shredded remnants of things the world had forced itself to forget.

A sound cut through the wind. It was not a whisper. It was a snap. A dry branch breaking under a heavy foot.

Fedor stopped instantly, his body coiled. He was a statue of worn leather and grim intent. He held up a hand, his gaze fixed on the gloom ahead. Alani froze beside him, her focus not on the sound, but on the very ground beneath her feet, as if feeling for a tremor.

Something moved in the trees, a flicker of motion in the deep shadows twenty meters away. It was low to the ground, loping with an uneven gait. It stepped from the cover of a thicket of young birch.

It had the rough shape of a wolf, but it was wrong. The proportions were twisted. Its front limbs were too long, ending in things that looked horribly like human hands. Its back legs were thick and canine, but they bent at an unnatural angle. The fur was a patchy, unhealthy grey, stretched tight over a gaunt frame. It was a thing stitched together from pieces that did not belong.

Sineus felt a spike of cold that had nothing to do with the evening air. He could see it as Fedor did, a physical monster. But through the Pod-sloy, he saw more. It was a shimmering collage of mismatched memories. The desperate hunger of a starving wolf. The terror of a man lost in the woods. The confusion of a stray dog. It was not a creature born of nature. It was an artifact of the Blight.

Then it opened its mouth, and the sound it made was the worst part of all. It was not a growl or a howl. It was the high, thin wail of a lost child. A sound of pure, helpless misery that clawed at the inside of the skull.

The sound broke Fedor’s stillness. He did not hesitate. He was a man built to answer threats.

“Knyaz, behind me,” he commanded, his voice a low rumble.

He moved forward, his axe now in his hand. The heavy blade was a wedge of dark, comforting steel. He took a position between Sineus and the creature, his broad shoulders a solid wall. He was the anchor to the physical world, a world where monsters could be fought and killed.

The creature’s cry cut off. Its head swiveled, its mismatched eyes fixing not on the immediate threat of the warrior, but past him. They locked onto Sineus.

It knew what he was.

With a speed that defied its broken form, the wolf-thing lunged. It did not go for Fedor. It bounded past him in a blur of grey fur and wrong limbs, its path a straight line for Sineus. It was unnaturally fast, a flicker of malice in the dying light.

Fedor roared in frustration, turning to bring his axe around, but the creature was already past him. It covered the ten meters in a heartbeat. Its jaws opened, revealing not wolf’s teeth, but a jumble of sharp, needle-like points.

Sineus had no time to draw a weapon, no time to even brace himself.

Then Alani was there.

She threw herself from the side, moving with a desperate, fluid grace. She did not have a weapon. She did not have armor. She put her own body in the path of the attack, a shield of flesh and bone.

The creature slammed into her. The impact was a sickening thud. Alani cried out, a sharp gasp of pain. The creature’s claws, the ones on its horribly human hands, tore through the leather of her tunic and deep into the flesh of her left arm.

Dark blood welled instantly, staining her sleeve.

The act gave Fedor the moment he needed. His axe swung in a clean, brutal arc. The steel bit deep into the creature’s neck. There was no sound of crunching bone, only a wet, tearing noise. The blow was decisive. It nearly took the head from the body.

The creature’s momentum carried it forward, and it collapsed in a heap at Sineus’s feet. Its body shuddered once, then went still.

For a second, it lay there, a dead thing of fur and flesh. Then it began to unravel.

It did not bleed. It dissolved. The form wavered, turning into a thick, foul-smelling mist. The stench was of rot and sour earth, of things left too long in the dark. The mist swirled, and from it came one final, sorrowful whisper that faded into the wind.

In moments, it was gone. Nothing remained on the damp soil. No body, no blood, no track. Only a wounded ally and the lingering, sick smell of its un-making.

The forest was silent again, the only sound the ragged breathing of three people in the cold, grey dusk.

The wind stirred the high branches of the pines, their needles whispering against the coming night. The first star appeared, a tiny, cold point of light in the darkening sky.

Alani was on the ground, clutching her arm, her face pale and tight with pain, and the journey south had just become much harder.

Campfire Truths

They found shelter in the lee of a granite outcropping, a jagged wall of stone that broke the wind. The place felt ancient, the rock worn smooth by centuries of rain and ice. Sineus worked by the light of a new fire, its flames small and hungry in the deep twilight. His first task was Alani. The guide sat with her back against the stone, her face pale, her jaw set against the pain. Her left arm was a ruin of torn leather and dark, sluggishly bleeding cloth.

He knelt beside her, pulling the waterskin from his pack. He poured a small amount of the precious liquid onto a strip of clean linen he had torn from his own undershirt. The fabric was plain, the work of a Belogorod weaver, but it was clean. That was all that mattered. Fedor stood guard at the edge of the firelight, a broad-shouldered silhouette against the encroaching dark. His axe was clean, but his distrust of the woods was a palpable thing.

“This will be cold,” Sineus said, his voice low.

Alani gave a short, sharp nod. She did not look away as he began to clean the wound.

The gash was deep. Three parallel furrows raked across her forearm, laid open to the muscle. The Blight-stitched wolf had not been a creature of normal flesh, but its claws had been real enough. He worked with a slow, steady hand, wiping away the blood and grime. The smell of iron and damp earth filled the small space between them. He saw the faint tremor in her hand, the tightness around her eyes.

She did not make a sound.

He finished cleaning the wound, the linen now stained a dark crimson. The bleeding had slowed. He applied a poultice of crushed moss he had gathered earlier, a trick learned from a border scout long ago, then bound the arm tightly with another, wider strip of cloth. He tied the knot with practiced efficiency. It was a simple, secure knot. The kind that holds.