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His Innocent Seduction
And now, this. Why?
Nothing adds up.
‘Millie...’ I groan, and now I step closer. Her chin tilts at a defiant angle. ‘I want you,’ I say thickly. ‘I’m surprised by how much, to be completely honest. But I’m not the kind of guy who takes advantage of anyone.’ Out of nowhere, I think of my mum, and the way my dad made an art form of walking all over her. I am not Clint Brophy. I never will be. I soften my voice. ‘If this is because you’re hurting or sad or something has happened, I need to know that now.’
She reaches for her wine again, sips it, then replaces the glass.
‘My mother died.’ She says the words clinically, but that doesn’t matter. I hear the throb of grief as it bursts through her.
‘When?’ My own response is clinical too, like I’m in court, where I make it a necessary habit to keep my emotions at bay, even when I feel them deeply.
‘A while ago.’
‘I see.’ I don’t.
‘She died.’ Millie swallows, her throat jerking convulsively. ‘And after the funeral, after everything had calmed down, I packed up my life and came away. I’m travelling because she never got a chance to. I put my life on hold when she was sick, Michael. I put everything on hold because she needed me.’
Her fingers curl around the bottom of her shirt and, as I watch, she lifts it up slowly, painstakingly slowly, inching it over her flat stomach, to her breasts, then over her head. She looks at me as she drops it to the floor, at her feet.
‘But now... I want to make up for lost time. I want to do everything and see everything and I want to sleep with a guy. I want to be fucked by someone hot and who I’m really attracted to. I want to be fucked by someone who knows what they’re doing. I want to learn from a master.’ She wiggles her brows, but I’ve stopped looking at her face. Hell, I’ve practically stopped breathing.
How many times have I fantasised about her tits?
How many times have I imagined what they’d look like beneath the shirts she wears to work?
More than I can remember.
And the reality is so much blindingly better than my fantasies.
Full and round, pale cream in colour, barely contained by a scrap of lace fabric, her dainty peach nipples visible beneath the fabric.
My dick jerks in my pants.
I step closer.
Her breathing gets louder.
‘You want to learn from a master?’ I repeat, moving closer still.
She nods wordlessly.
‘You want to learn about sex?’
Another nod, her eyes burning through my soul. A soul I am on the precipice of selling to the devil...
‘Fine.’
She exhales with my simple declaration, her relief as evident as that which I feel in my chest. I close the distance between us, reaching behind her and unhooking her bra. She makes a noise from deep in her throat. ‘But I have rules.’
Her head jerks to mine. She’s so close I could drop just an inch and kiss her.
‘What rules?’ She’s thinking the same thing as me, her eyes chasing my mouth.
I roll my hips to show her how turned on I am. She groans.
‘You’ve missed out on so much.’
She still doesn’t speak.
‘It’s not just sex, Millie.’
I drop the bra down beside her then cup my hand over one of her full, round breasts. She makes a choking noise. Her innocence is captivating.
I keep my eyes on her as I take her nipple between my thumb and forefinger, lightly at first, rolling it a little, watching as pleasure darts through her, contorting her face, bringing her eyes shut.
Then I clamp my fingers on it more tightly, until her hips buck forward. I don’t let go. I keep my grip there and she whimpers, her eyes saucer-wide.
‘Sex isn’t just sex.’ The words are gruff. Suddenly, I release my grip and she moans, her own hand lifting to her breast, running over her nipple as though she can’t believe how sensitive they are.
I drop my head, taking her nipple in my mouth, and now my teeth clamp down on it, hard enough to make her body slam into mine and an expletive to drop from her full, pink lips.
‘I’ll fuck you, Millie, on two conditions.’
‘What are they?’ Breathy, saturated with pleasure, intense.
‘First, I get to show you everything that comes first. I want to go down on you until you’re exploding with pleasure. I want to tease and torment your body with every damned thing it can possibly feel and then—only then—will we have sex.’
‘Why?’ she whispers, but she’s wrapped her arms around my waist and she’s moving her hips, desperate to get my hard cock closer to her cunt.
‘Because it’s what you deserve.’
I move my mouth to her other breast, this one unused to my touch. I flick her nipple with my tongue and she cries out my name, tilting her head back towards the stars.
‘And second?’ She digs her nails into my hair and now she’s lifting her legs, trying to get them wrapped around me, trying to get closer still.
‘It doesn’t happen until I say so.’
At this she stills, her body rigid in my arms suddenly. No, not rigid. She’s trembling, desire an unstoppable force.
‘I can’t do this until I know you won’t regret it. It’s just how I’m wired. I’m not that kind of man.’
‘A man who fucks random women?’
‘You’re not a random woman now,’ I say seriously. ‘You’re a twenty-three-year-old virgin who just buried her mum, and you deserve your first time to be mind-blowing and one hundred percent guaranteed to be something you won’t wake up and wish didn’t happen.’
‘And you think that’s what you’ll give me? Mind-blowing sex?’
At that, the silent challenge in her words, I can’t help it. I drop to my knees in front of her, kneeling at her feet as I separate the button of her jeans and then push the zip down.
I hear her breath—so forced, so raspy.
I push her lace thong lower, just enough for my tongue to be able to reach her wet clit. I stroke it and she runs her hands through my hair, her needs a palpable force between us.
‘Agree,’ I demand, my fingers splayed on her hips, holding her steady. ‘Agree to do it how I want, and I’ll be the first man to fuck you, Millie.’
She doesn’t say anything. I move my tongue a little faster. Fuck, she tastes good. I ache for her. I ache for her to the point where I almost want to scrap my stupid rules and just make this happen now. Right here.
But she whispers, ‘Yes...’ and I know it’s the right choice—for both of us.
I stand up before she comes again, feeling like a right bastard but wanting her to ache for me as I am for her.
‘That’s enough for now.’
She stares at me like I’m the worst kind of asshole on earth.
‘No.’
I laugh softly, showing my torment. ‘I’ll have my driver take you home.’
She glares at me. ‘No.’
I laugh again. ‘Come back Friday.’
‘Friday?’ She looks at me with anger and then amusement. ‘You’re unbelievable.’
‘And you’re impatient.’
She nods. ‘Maybe. But only because I’ve waited a long time for this.’
My eyes spark with hers. ‘And a few more nights won’t kill you...’
She pulls a face, steps back from me and straightens her jeans. ‘I wouldn’t bank on that.’
CHAPTER THREE
THREE NIGHTS LATER we are back in his penthouse, and I can say with certainty that he was abso-fucking-lutely wrong about one important thing. Waiting has almost killed me. Waiting, longing, yearning.
When he sent me home the other night, it was like I was a grenade with the pin pulled. I have been slowly exploding ever since, the slightest touch an agony. Bras are now my enemy and my salvation—the fabric against my nipples is a form of torture that I frankly love.
But it’s not enough. I need Michael. I don’t want to fuck around with endless foreplay. I’m twenty-three and I want to have sex.
The resolution I’ve formed since leaving his place the other night sits inside my chest like the first flash of a sparkler’s ignition. It hums and buzzes beneath my breast, fizzing life and light into my veins, demanding attention.
I’m not letting him put an end to this again.
I want him. He wants me. No more of this ‘be patient’ bullshit. This is the night I’m going to lose my virginity. He probably doesn’t realise that yet, though.
He loads the balls into the pool triangle with precision and experience, as though it’s an action he’s undertaken thousands of times, and I watch him unashamedly. He’s dressed for work, except he’s shrugged out of his suit jacket at some point and rolled his shirtsleeves up to expose tanned, toned forearms that are doing funny things to my tummy. I’m not sure there’s anything hotter than Michael Brophy in a state of casual undress.
He leans forward and his eyes flicker to mine. Something in his gaze arrests my breath and makes my head spin.
‘You’ve really never played?’
I shake my head.
‘You have missed out on a lot,’ he tsks, and my stomach clenches. He straightens, pushing away from the table and striding around to me slowly, almost sauntering, so I have a few moments to calm my fluttering pulse. It doesn’t help. Standing right in front of me, his eyes scan my face and then drop lower, to the hint of cleavage exposed by the silk camisole I slipped into. Teamed with jeans and stilettos, it felt like a good mix of casual and sexy when I left my house. I’m nothing like the women he usually takes home but he’s looking at me as though I’m the sexiest person he’s ever known.
‘You look...beautiful.’
My pulse races, but I level a droll stare at him. ‘I told you, I don’t need compliments.’
He runs his finger higher, to the base of my throat, his touch just a whisper where my pulse is raging. I want to pick up where we left off. I want him on his knees in front of me. And so much more.
I suck in a shallow, rasping breath. We’re so close that if I lean forward, my nipples will brush his chest and suddenly I ache for that touch. I sway, just enough, and at the moment of contact, sharp bolts of electricity fire through me, hot and pulsing. His eyes show amusement when they meet mine.
‘You’re going to break.’ He reaches behind me and in doing so traps me in a prison of his arms. My breath snags in my throat.
‘Break what?’ I don’t recognise my own voice.
He leans closer, dipping his head forward, buzzing his lips over my temple. I jerk with need. ‘The balls.’ He stands, his smile teasing.
Frustration unfurls inside me. ‘Look, Michael.’ I take his lead, standing up straighter, my stare unflinching. ‘I get that you have a whole thing going on here, but you know I just want to go straight to bed, right?’
His grin deepens; my stomach swoops. ‘You’re so impatient,’ he murmurs, appraising me.
‘So you’ve said,’ I murmur, then sigh. ‘It’s not like this is premature. I’m twenty-three. I’m curious.’
‘Naturally.’ He nods, but makes no effort to touch me. ‘I got this for you.’ He holds out a cue. It makes no sense.
‘Got what for me?’
‘A shorter cue. Mine are all for someone my height, which you’re not. This’ll be easier for you to play with.’
‘Oh.’ I frown, my forehead crinkling. ‘I don’t want to play pool.’
His laugh is throaty. ‘Sure you do. What’ll you drink?’
‘I—’
I’m on the brink of arguing, but he lifts a finger to my lips, staring at me as he holds it firmly in place.
‘Indulge me.’
My heart lurches. ‘Fine,’ I sigh, momentarily conceding to him—even when I know I won’t, for long. ‘How do I “break”?’
‘You’ve no idea?’ He sounds so Irish. I want to lick him all up. And later, I think I will.
‘No, I mean, I’ve seen it in movies, but I have literally never held a pool cue in my life.’
‘Show me what you’ve seen.’
I shoot him a look and then lean over the table, aiming the stick at the neat cluster of balls in the middle of the table. ‘And I’m aiming for the pockets?’
‘Sure.’ He nods, and then his body is close, his arm wrapped around me, his face right beside mine. ‘It’s hard to break and sink in one go. Really, you just want to scatter the balls as much as possible.’
‘Do I?’ I turn to face him and my lips are almost on his cheek. He doesn’t take his focus off the table.
‘So pull back the cue a little, like this, and stare straight down the length at the white ball.’
He smells so freaking good up close. Butterflies have taken over my body and batter my insides to mush.
‘It takes practice to know how hard you need to hit a ball to get it to sink. You’ll learn that.’
There is so much I want to learn.
‘Ready?’ And, out of nowhere, he looks at me. We’re so close. Our eyes lock and, at this distance, it’s with an intensity that seems to lurch me catastrophically sideways. Desire singes me.
‘Uh huh.’
His arm guides mine backwards, and it’s with his help that I drive the cue forward. It connects with the white ball, making a satisfying ‘clonk’ noise. The white ball rushes forward, careening into the triangle. Order becomes disarray as striped and solid coloured balls riot across the dark green surface.
Quite by accident, and to my utter surprise, a gleeful striped ball sprints towards a corner, dropping into a pocket with an unmistakable swoosh.
‘You’re going for stripes, then.’
He lifts away from me; I feel his absence like a rush of cold air, but I cover it, straightening, smiling. ‘Was that good?’
He nods slowly. ‘Very.’
‘Well—’ I lift a brow and curl my hand around the pool cue, as though I was born holding one ‘—I should warn you, I’m very competitive.’
‘I’m counting on it. Beer?’
‘Why not?’
I stare at him as he walks away, as I’ve been wanting to do since I arrived at his apartment. His body is the work of angels. Firm, toned, muscular yet somehow neat. If I didn’t know him to be a renowned lawyer, I’d think he had an outdoor job, something that required him to be on his feet a lot, using his body’s strength.
He returns with two beer bottles, holding them by the neck, and passes one to me when he’s close enough. ‘Your turn again.’
‘Sure.’ I sip the beer, its cool, familiar flavour welcome. I eye the table. ‘So I can only hit the white one?’
He nods. ‘Don’t worry too much about that in this round. While you’re learning, we can relax the rules.’
‘What if I like rules?’ I enquire archly, sipping the beer again, this time slowly, savouring the feeling of my lips on the bottle top, and his attention on my face.
‘You’ll learn not to.’
‘Now, now, Mr Brophy. You can’t tell me you’re not a rule follower from way back?’
‘What makes you say that?’
‘Your job, for one.’ I move around the table, eyeing the balls. I have no experience, but there doesn’t seem to be a single easy shot.
‘You don’t think being a defence barrister requires me to view rules with a level of flexibility?’
‘Sure.’ And flexibility is what I want. Flexibility with his rules, because I’m going to sleep with him tonight, to hell with whatever gradual seduction he’s got planned. I lean over the table, but knowing he’s watching me makes my fingers shake a little. I stand up straighter again. ‘Help me?’
His eyes hold mine as he rests his beer bottle on the lip of the pool table and moves back to me. He frames my body once more but I don’t line the cue up. I stay as I am, breathing him in, revelling in his proximity and perfection.
‘Don’t forget you can use the table’s edge to your advantage.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Bounce back. Look.’ Once more, he guides my hand and, with his help, I make the white ball connect with a striped ball. It flies across the table, hits the edge and comes close to rolling into the pocket. But not quite.
I make a sound of disappointment, but in truth I don’t care.
‘My turn.’ When he stands up, he lets his hand run down my back, just lightly and quickly, so it’s a second or two at most, but I shiver at the contact, yearning for more.
I don’t bother to hide my watchfulness as he crosses to the wall and pulls out a different length cue.
He strikes the ball and sinks two of his own in the pockets. I pull a face. ‘You’re not going to go easy on me, huh?’
He grins. ‘Would you want me to?’
I shake my head. My pulse pounds through me.
‘You might be inexperienced, Millie, but something tells me you’re a quick learner.’
My heart races at his double entendre. ‘Why do you say that?’
He moves around the table and frames his next shot. ‘Am I wrong?’
I watch as he leans forward, looking like a pro pool player. He taps the ball lightly this time and it saunters across the table top, convincing a solid colour to tip into the corner with a lazy nudge.
‘No.’
He smiles at me, and then comes around to my side. ‘Want to play my next shot?’
‘Sure.’
‘Which ball would you aim for?’
Two of his are near pockets. I choose one at random.
‘Let’s try it.’ He waits for me to take up a place on the edge of the table then hands me his cue. His body wraps around mine and we lean forward. The angle is difficult and, in order to get close, I have to flatten myself across the table. He matches me, his chest against my back, the pool table hard beneath me.
His weight on me is a pleasure and a distraction.
‘Ready?’
‘Uh huh.’ The sound emerges as a thick whisper.
‘Good.’ His hand curves around my butt cheek. ‘Just spread your legs a bit wider.’
I shoot him a look over my shoulder; he’s watching me intently.
‘It gives you better stability.’
I arch a brow.
‘I’m serious.’
‘Okay.’ I do as he suggested, stepping my feet out. His hand, on my butt, curves around to my front. I hold my breath, the cue unsteady in my fingertips now. He finds the top of my jeans and begins to unzip them, slowly.
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