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Love Works Wonders: A Novel
"I am glad you are both here," she said; "I have something to tell you." The blush and the smile deepened. "Perhaps you can guess what it is. Miss Hastings, you are smiling – Pauline, you do not look at me. Captain Langton has asked me to be his wife, and I have consented."
Then she paused. Miss Hastings congratulated her, and wished her much happiness. Pauline started at first, clasping her hands while her face grew white, and then she recovered herself and kept perfect silence.
"Pauline," said Lady Darrell, "I am very happy; do not shadow my happiness. Will you not wish me joy?"
"I cannot," replied the girl, in a trembling voice; "you will have no joy."
Then, seeing Lady Darrell's wondering face, she seemed to recover herself more completely.
"I will wish you," she said, bitterly, "as much happiness as you deserve."
"That would be but little," returned Lady Darrell, with a faint laugh; "I do not hold myself a particularly deserving person."
Then Miss Hastings, thinking they might come to a better understanding alone, went away, leaving them together.
Lady Darrell went up to the girl. She laid her hands on her arm appealingly, and raised her face with a pleading expression.
"Pauline," she said, her lips trembling with emotion, "after all, I was your uncle's wife; for his sake you might show me a little kindness. Marriage is a tie for life, not a bond for one day. Oh, Pauline, Pauline, if there is any reason why I should not marry Aubrey Langton, tell it – for Heaven's sake, tell it! Your manner is always so strange to him; if you know anything against him, tell me now before it is too late – tell me!"
There fell over them a profound silence, broken only by the sweet, cheery music of a bird singing in the cedar tree, and the faint sighing of the wind among the leaves.
"Tell me, for Heaven's sake!" repeated Lady Darrell, her grasp tightening on Pauline's arm.
"I have nothing to tell," was the curt reply. "Pray do not hold my arm so tightly, Lady Darrell; I have nothing to tell."
"Do not deceive me – there must be some reason for your strange manner. Tell it to me now, before it is too late."
There was almost an agony of pleading in her face and voice, but Pauline turned resolutely away, leaving her beneath the cedar alone.
"I must be mistaken," Lady Darrell thought. "What can she know of him? I must be wrong to doubt him; surely if I doubt him I shall doubt Heaven itself. It is her manner – her awkward manner – nothing more."
And she tried her best to dismiss all thoughts of Pauline from her mind, and give herself to her newly-found happiness.
"Pauline," said Miss Hastings, sorrowfully, when she rejoined the girl, "I cannot understand you."
"I do not quite understand myself," returned Miss Darrell. "I did not think I had any weakness or pity in my heart, but I find it is there."
"You frighten me," said Miss Hastings. "What makes you so strange? O, Pauline, throw it off, this black shadow that envelopes you, and forget this idea of vengeance which has so completely changed you!"
She looked up with a smile – a hard, bitter smile.
"I shall have had my revenge," she said, gloomily, "when she has married him."
Nor could any entreaties, any prayers of the kind-hearted woman move her to say more.
Whether the mysterious and uncertain aspect of things preyed upon Miss Hastings' mind, whether she grieved over her pupil and allowed that grief to disturb her, was never revealed, but in the month of August she became seriously ill – not ill enough to be obliged to keep her room, but her health and her strength failed her, and day by day she became weaker and less able to make any exertion.
Lady Darrell sent for Doctor Helmstone, and he advised Miss Hastings to go to the sea-side at once, and to remain there during the autumn. At her earnest request Pauline consented to accompany her.
"The change will do you good as well as myself," said the anxious lady; and Miss Darrell saw that she was thinking how much better it would be that she should leave Darrell Court.
"I will go," she said. "I know what you are thinking of. My vengeance is nearly accomplished. There is no reason now why I should remain here."
After many consultations it was agreed that they should go to the pretty little watering-place called Omberleigh. Many things recommended it; the coast was sheltered, the scenery beautiful, the little town itself very quiet, the visitors were few and of the higher class. It was not possible to find a prettier spot than Omberleigh.
Lady Darrell was generosity itself! In her quiet, amiable way she liked Miss Hastings as well as she was capable of liking any one. She insisted upon making all kinds of arrangements for the governess – she was to have every comfort, every luxury.
"And you must do nothing," she said, in her most caressing manner, "but try to get well. I shall expect to see you looking quite young and blooming when you return."
Lady Darrell had already written to Omberleigh, and, through an agent there, had secured beautiful apartments. When Miss Hastings half remonstrated with her, she laughed.
"I have nothing to do," she said, "but make every one happy; and it is my duty to find you always a comfortable home."
Lady Darrell looked, as she was in those days, a most happy woman. She seemed to have grown younger and fairer. The height of her ambition, the height of her happiness, was reached at last. She was rich in the world's goods, and it was in her power to make the man she loved rich and powerful too. She was, for the first time in her life, pleasing her own heart; and happiness made her more tender, more amiable, more considerate and thoughtful for others.
Lady Hampton mourned over the great mistake her niece was making. She had whispered in confidence to all her dear friends that Elinor was really going to throw herself away on the captain after all. It was such a pity, she said, when Lord Aynsley was so deeply in love with her.
"But then," she concluded, with a sigh, "it is a matter in which I cannot interfere."
Yet, looking at Lady Darrell's bright, happy face, she could not quite regret the captain's existence.
"You will not be lonely, Lady Darrell," said Miss Hastings, the evening before her journey.
She never forgot the light that spread over the fair young face – the intense happiness that shone in the blue eyes.
"No," she returned, with a sigh of unutterable content, "I shall never be lonely again. I have thoughts and memories that keep my heart warm – all loneliness or sorrow is over for me."
On the morrow Miss Darrell and the governess were to go to Omberleigh, but the same night Lady Darrell went to Pauline's room.
"I hope you will excuse me," she said, when the girl looked up in haughty surprise. "I want to say a few words to you before you go."
The cool, formal terms on which they lived were set aside, and for the first time Lady Darrell visited Pauline in her room.
"I want to ask you one great favor," continued Lady Darrell. "Will you promise me that Miss Hastings shall not want for anything? She is far from strong."
"I shall consider Miss Hastings my own especial charge," said Pauline.
"But you must allow me to help you. I have a very great affection for her, and desire nothing better than to prove it by kind actions."
"Miss Hastings would be very grateful to you if she knew it," said Pauline.
"But I do not want her to be grateful. I do not want her to know anything about it. With all her gentleness, Miss Hastings has an independence quite her own – an independence that I respect greatly; but it is quite possible, you know, Pauline, to manage an invalid – to provide good wine and little delicacies."
"I will do all that myself," observed the young girl.
Lady Darrell went nearer to her.
"Pauline," she said, gently, "you have always repelled every effort of mine; you would not be friends with me. But now, dear – now that I am so much happier, that I have no cloud in my sky save the shadow of your averted face – be a little kinder to me. Say that you forgive me, if I have wronged you."
"You have wronged me, Lady Darrell, and you know it. For me to talk of forgiveness is only a farce; it is too late for that. I have had my revenge!"
Lady Darrell looked up at her with a startled face.
"What is that you say, Pauline?"
"I repeat it," said the girl, huskily – "I have had my revenge!"
"What can you mean? Nothing of moment has happened to me. You are jesting, Pauline."
"It would be well for you if I were," said the girl; "but I tell you in all truth I have had my revenge!"
And those words sounded in Lady Darrell's ears long after Pauline had left Darrell Court.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
THE STRANGER ON THE SANDS
The tide was coming in, the sun setting over the sea; the crimson and golden light seemed to be reflected in each drop of water until the waves were one mass of heaving roseate gold; a sweet western wind laden with rich, aromatic odors from the pine woods seemed to kiss the waves as they touched the shore and broke into sheets of beautiful white foam. It was such a sunset and such a sea – such a calm and holy stillness. The golden waters stretched out as far and wide as the eye could reach. The yellow sands were clear and smooth; the cliffs that bounded the coast were steep and covered with luxuriant green foliage. Pauline Darrell had gone to the beach, leaving Miss Hastings, who already felt much better, to the enjoyment of an hour's solitude.
There was a small niche in one of the rocks, and the young girl sat down in it, with the broad, beautiful expanse of water spread out before her, and the shining waves breaking at her feet. She had brought a book with her, but she read little; the story did not please her. The hero of it was too perfect. With her eyes fixed on the golden, heaving expanse of water, she was thinking of the difference between men in books and men in real life. In books they were all either brave or vicious – either very noble or very base.
She passed in review all the men she had ever known, beginning with her kind-hearted, genial father, the clever humorist artist, who could define a man's character in an epigram so skillfully. He was no hero of romance; he liked his cigar, his "glass," and his jest. She thought of all his rugged, picturesque artist-comrades, blunt of speech, honest of heart, open-handed, generous, self-sacrificing men, who never envied a comrade's prosperity, nor did even their greatest enemy an evil turn; yet they were not heroes of romance. She thought of Sir Oswald – the stately gentleman of the old school, who had held his name and race so dear, yet had made so fatal an error in his marriage and will. She thought of the captain, handsome and polished in manner, and her face grew pale as she remembered him. She thought of Lord Aynsley, for whom she had a friendly liking, not unmixed with wonder that he could so deeply love the fair, soft-voiced, inane Lady Darrell.
Then she began to reflect how strange it was that she had lived until now, yet had never seen a man whom she could love. Her beautiful lips curled in scorn as she thought of it.
"If ever I love any one at all," she said to herself, "it must be some one whom I feel to be my master. I could not love a man who was weak in body, soul, heart, or mind. I must feel that he is my master; that my soul yields to his; that I can look up to him as the real guiding star of my life, as the guide of my actions. If ever I meet such a man, and vow to love him, what will my love do for me? I do not think I could fall in love with a book-hero either; they are too coldly perfect. I should like a hero with some human faults, with a touch of pride capable of being roused into passion."
Suddenly, as the thought shaped itself in her mind, she saw a tall figure crossing the sands – the figure of a man, walking quickly.
He stopped at some little distance from the cliff, and then threw himself on the sand. His eyes were fixed on the restless, beautiful sea; and she, attracted by his striking masculine beauty, the statuesque attitude, the grand, free grace of the strong limbs, the royal carriage of the kingly head, watched him. In the Louvre she had seen some marvelous statues, and he reminded her of them. There was one of Antinous, with a grand, noble face, a royal head covered with clusters of hair, and the stranger reminded her of it.
She looked at him in wonder. She had seen picturesque-looking men – dandies, fops – but this was the first time she had ever seen a noble and magnificent-looking man.
"If his soul is like his face," she thought to herself, "he is a hero."
She watched him quite unconsciously, admiration gradually entering her heart.
"I should like to hear him speak," she thought. "I know just what kind of voice ought to go with that face."
It was a dreamy spot, a dreamy hour, and he was all unconscious of her presence. The face she was watching was like some grand, harmonious poem to her; and as she so watched there came to her the memory of the story of Lancelot and Elaine. The restless golden waters, the yellow sands, the cliffs, all faded from her view, and she, with her vivid imagination, saw before her the castle court where Elaine first saw him, lifted her eyes and read his lineaments, and then loved him with a love that was her doom. The face on which she gazed was marked by no great and guilty love – it was the face of Lancelot before his fall, when he shone noblest, purest, and grandest of all King Arthur's knights.
"It was for his face Elaine loved him," thought the girl – "grand and noble as is the face on which the sun shines now."
Then she went through the whole of that marvelous story; she thought of the purity, the delicate grace, the fair loveliness of Elaine, as contrasted with the passionate love which, flung back upon itself, led her to prefer death to life – of that strange, keen, passionate love that so suddenly changed the whole world for the maid of Astolat.
"And I would rather be like her," said the girl to herself; "I would rather die loving the highest and the best than live loving one less worthy."
It had seized her imagination, this beautiful story of a deathless love.
"I too could have done as Elaine did," she thought; "for love cannot come to me wearing the guise it wears to others. I could read the true nobility of a man's soul in his face; I could love him, asking no love in return. I could die so loving him, and believing him greatest and best."
Then, as she mused, the sunlight deepened on the sea, the rose became purple, the waters one beaming mass of bright color, and he who had so unconsciously aroused her sleeping soul to life rose and walked away over the sands. She watched him as he passed out of sight.
"I may never see him again," she thought; "but I shall remember his face until I die."
A great calm seemed to fall over her; the very depths of her heart had been stirred. She had been wondering so short a time before if she should ever meet any one at all approaching the ideal standard of excellence she had set up in her mind. It seemed like an answer to her thoughts when he crossed the sands.
"I may never see him again," she said; "but I shall always remember that I have met one whom I could have loved."
She sat there until the sun had set over the waters and the moon had risen; and all the time she saw before her but one image – the face that had charmed her as nothing in life had ever done before. Then, startled to find that it had grown so late, she rose and crossed the sands. Once she turned to look at the sea, and a curious thought came to her that there, by the side of the restless, shining waters, she had met her fate. Then she tried to laugh at the notion.
"To waste one's whole heart in loving a face," she thought, "would be absurd. Yet the sweetest of all heroines – Elaine – did so."
A great calm, one that lulled her brooding discontent, that stilled her angry despair, that seemed to raise her above the earth, that refined and beautified every thought, was upon her. She reached home, and Miss Hastings, looking at the beautiful face on which she had never seen so sweet an expression, so tender a light before, wondered what had come over her. So, too, like Elaine —
All night his face before her lived,and the face was
Dark, splendid, sparkling in the silence, fullOf noble things.All unconsciously, all unknowingly, the love had come to her that was to work wonders – the love that was to be her redemption.
CHAPTER XXXV.
THE STORY OF ELAINE
Miss Hastings laid down the newspaper, with a quick glance of pleased surprise.
"I am glad that I came to Omberleigh," she said. "Imagine, Pauline, who is here. You have heard me speak of the St. Lawrences. I educated Laura St. Lawrence, and she married well and went to India. Her husband holds a very high appointment there. Lady St. Lawrence is here with her son, Sir Vane. I am so pleased."
"And I am pleased for you," responded Pauline, with the new gentleness that sat so well upon her.
"I must go and see them," continued Miss Hastings. "They are staying at Sea View. We can soon find out where Sea View is."
"St. Lawrence!" said Pauline, musingly; "I like the name; it has a pleasant sound."
"They are noble people who bear it," observed Miss Hastings. "Lady St. Lawrence was always my ideal of a thoroughbred English gentlewoman. I never heard how it was, but the greater part of their fortune was lost when Sir Arthur died. He left but this one son, Vane; and, although he has the title, he has but little to support it with. I know their family estates were all sold. Lady St. Lawrence has a small fortune of her own; but it is not much."
Again Pauline repeated the name to herself – "Vane St. Lawrence!" – thinking there was a sound as of half-forgotten music in it. That was a name that would have suited the face she had watched on the sands.
"Vane St. Lawrence!"
Unconsciously to herself she had said the words aloud. Miss Hastings looked up quickly.
"Did you speak, my dear?" she asked; and Pauline wondered to find her face suddenly grow warm with a burning blush.
"I think," said Miss Hastings, presently, "that I should like to visit them at once. Lady St. Lawrence may not be staying long, and I should never forgive myself if I were to miss her. Will you come with me, Pauline?"
"Yes, willingly."
She was ready to go anywhere, to do anything, with that great, wonderful love, that great, grand calm, filling her heart and soul.
For the first time the sight of her own magnificent loveliness pleased her.
"I may see him again," she thought to herself with almost child-like simplicity, "and I should like him to think of me."
She took more pains than she had ever taken before; and the picturesque taste that was part of her character greatly assisted her. Her dress was of purple silk, plain, rich, and graceful; her hat, with its drooping purple plume, looked like a crown on the beautiful head. She could no more help looking royal and queenly than she could help the color of her eyes and hair. Miss Hastings looked up with a smile of surprise, the proud face was so wonderfully beautiful – the light that never yet shone on land or sea was shining on it.
"Why, Pauline," she said, laughing, "Lady St. Lawrence will think I am taking the Queen of Sheba in disguise! What strange change is coming over you, child?"
What indeed? Was it the shadow of the love that was to redeem her – to work wonders in her character? Was it the light that came from the half-awakening soul? Wiser women than good, kindly, simple-hearted Miss Hastings might have been puzzled.
They were not long in finding Sea View – a pretty villa a little way out of the town, standing at the foot of a cliff, surrounded by trees and flowers – one of the prettiest spots in Omberleigh. They were shown into the drawing-room, the windows of which commanded a magnificent view of the sea.
Before they had been there many minutes there entered a fair, gentle, gracious lady, whose eyes filled with tears as she greeted Miss Hastings warmly.
"You are like a spirit from the past," she said. "I can see Laura a little child again as I look at you. Nothing could have pleased me so much as seeing you."
Then she looked admiringly at the beautiful girl by her side. Miss Hastings introduced her.
"Miss Darrell," she said, "it seems strange that I should meet you. My husband in his youth knew Sir Oswald well."
Lady St. Lawrence was just what Miss Hastings had described her – a thoroughly high-bred English lady. In figure she was tall and upright; her face had been beautiful in its youth, and was even now comely and fair; the luxuriant brown hair was streaked here and there with silver. She wore a dress of rich brocade, with some becoming arrangement of flowers and lace on her head; she was charming in her lady-like simplicity and gentleness.
Pauline, knowing that the two ladies would have much to talk about, asked permission to amuse herself with some books she saw upon the table.
"They belong to my son," said Lady St. Lawrence, with a smile.
There were Tennyson, Keats, and Byron, and written inside of each, in a bold, clear hand, was the name "Vane St. Lawrence." Pauline lost herself again in the sweet story of Elaine, from which she was aroused at intervals by the repetition of the words – "My son Vane."
She could not help hearing some part of Lady St. Lawrence's confidential communication, and it was to the effect how deeply she deplored the blindness of her son, who might marry his cousin Lillith Davenant, one of the wealthiest heiresses in England. Miss Hastings was all kindly sympathy.
"It would be such an excellent thing for him," continued Lady St. Lawrence; "and Lillith is a very nice girl. But it is useless counseling him; Vane is like his father. Sir Arthur, you know, always would have his own way."
Pauline began to feel interested in this Vane St. Lawrence, who refused to marry the wealthy heiress because he did not love her.
"He must be somewhat like me," she said to herself with a smile.
Then the conversation changed, and Lady St. Lawrence began to speak of her daughter Laura and her children. Pauline returned to Elaine, and soon forgot everything else.
She was aroused by a slight stir. She heard Lady St. Lawrence say:
"My dear Vane, how you startled me!"
Looking up, she saw before her the same face that had engrossed her thoughts and fancy!
She was nearer to it now, and could see more plainly the exquisite refinement of the beautiful mouth, the clear, ardent expression of the bold, frank eyes, the gracious lines of the clustering hair. Her heart seemed almost to stand still – it was as though she had suddenly been brought face to face with a phantom.
He was bending over Lady St. Lawrence, talking eagerly to her – he was greeting Miss Hastings with much warmth and cordiality. Pauline had time to recover herself before Lady St. Lawrence remembered her. She had time to still the wild beating of her heart – to steady her trembling lips – but the flush was still on her beautiful face and the light in her eyes when he came up to her.
Lady St. Lawrence spoke, but the words sounded to Pauline as though they came from afar off; yet they were very simple.
"Miss Darrell," she said, "let me introduce my son to you."
Then she went back to Miss Hastings, eager to renew the conversation interrupted by the entrance of her son.
What did Sir Vane see in those dark eyes that held him captive? What was looking at him through that most beautiful face? What was it that seemed to draw his heart and soul from him, never to become his own again? To any other stranger he would have spoken indifferent words of greeting and welcome; to this dark-eyed girl he could say nothing. When souls have spoken, lips have not much to say.
They were both silent for some minutes; and then Sir Vane tried to recover himself. What had happened to him? What strange, magic influence was upon him? Ten minutes since he had entered that room heart-whole, fancy-free, with laughter on his lips, and no thought of coming fate. Ten minutes had worked wonders of change; he was standing now in a kind of trance, looking into the grand depths of those dark eyes wherein he had lost himself.