The Best is Yet to Come

Praise for The Best is Yet to Come

‘The kind of emotional and heartwarming read that do not disturb signs were made for. This is Colins at her best’ Mike Gayle, Half a World Away

‘Uplifting, warm and full of heart. I loved it!’ Cathy Bramley, A Patchwork Family

‘A gorgeous warm novel about finding hope and friendship in the most unexpected places’ Paige Toon, The Minute I Saw You

‘I can’t remember the last time I related to a character as much as Izzy! A warm and touching read about identity and friendship and all that’s in-between’ The Unmumsy Mum

‘Will break your heart and put it back together again. A touching, emotional, uplifting and life-affirming tale about the importance of love and friendship’ Isabelle Broom, Hello, Again

‘Heartwarming and full of hope, I fell in love with Arthur and Izzy as they fell in love with each other’ Clare Pooley, The Authenticity Project

‘Absolutely gorgeous – heartwarming and emotional. I loved it!’ Rachael Lucas, The Telephone Box Library

‘Warm, wonderful and life-affirming’ Cressida McLaughlin, The Cornish Cream Tea Summer

‘A proper feel-good story about an unexpected friendship that brought a happy tear to my eye’ Josie Lloyd, The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club

‘Joyful, uplifting and wise. Just the tonic for our times – a love song to kindness and connection. I loved it’ Katie Marsh, My Everything

‘Tender, hopeful and uplifting’ Emma Cooper, The First Time I Saw You

‘A special book about love and friendship that will touch your heart. I loved it’ Alex Brown, A Postcard from Italy

‘What a gem! It had me weeping and smiling and I couldn’t put it down’ Emily Kerr, Who Does He Think He Is

‘Uplifting, heartwarming and utterly life-affirming’ Jessica Ryn, The Extraordinary Hope of Dawn Brightside

‘Emotional, uplifting and bursting with hope. This is a story about learning how to live again’ Nicola Gill, The Neighbours

‘A heartwarming story that reels you in from the first page – a story of friendship and community with two unforgettable characters’ Lynsey James, The Single Dad’s Handbook

‘An uplifting novel about an unexpected friendship that’s poignant and wise. Full of emotion, with real heart-in-mouth moments, I adored it!’ Anna Bell, The Man I Didn’t Marry

‘Deftly examines the complex emotions of early motherhood, loneliness and forgiveness in a beautiful tale that warmed my heart’ Pernille Hughes, Probably the Best Kiss in the World

‘A wonderfully big-hearted story about kindness and connection. A total tonic’ Emilya Hall, The Thousand Lights Hotel

‘A ray of sunshine in a dreary year and an uplifting reminder that we’re better together’ Elle Croft, The Guilty Wife

KATY COLINS learned there is always a second chance in life. Jilted before her wedding, she sold all she owned, filled a backpack and booked a one-way ticket to the other side of the world.

Her solo travels inspired her to pen ‘The Lonely Hearts Travel Club’ series and saw her dubbed the ‘Backpacking Bridget Jones’ by the global media. And, in a stunning twist of fate, Katy found her happy-ever-after by marrying the journalist who shared her story with the world.

She now lives in the middle of England with her husband, John, and two young children.

You can find out more about Katy, her writing and her travels at www.katycolins.com or @notwedordead on social media platforms.

Also by Katy Colins

Chasing the Sun

How to Say Goodbye

The Lonely Heart Travel Club series:

Destination: Thailand

Destination: India

Destination: Chile

Copyright

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First published in Great Britain by HQ in 2021

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Contents

Cover

Praise

About the Author

Booklist

Title Page

Copyright

Note to Readers

Chapter 1: Izzy

Chapter 2: Arthur

Chapter 3: Izzy

Chapter 4: Arthur

Chapter 5: Izzy

Chapter 6: Arthur

Chapter 7: Izzy

Chapter 8: Arthur

Chapter 9: Izzy

Chapter 10: Arthur

Chapter 11: Izzy

Chapter 12: Arthur

Chapter 13: Izzy

Chapter 14: Arthur

Chapter 15: Izzy

Chapter 16: Arthur

Chapter 17: Izzy

Chapter 18: Arthur

Chapter 19: Izzy

Chapter 20: Arthur

Chapter 21: Izzy

Chapter 22: Arthur

Chapter 23: Izzy

Chapter 24: Arthur

Chapter 25: Izzy

Chapter 26: Arthur

Chapter 27: Izzy

Chapter 28: Arthur

Chapter 29: Izzy

Chapter 30: Arthur

Chapter 31: Izzy

Chapter 32: Arthur

Chapter 33: Izzy

Chapter 34: Arthur

Chapter 35: Izzy

Chapter 36: Arthur

Chapter 37: Izzy

Chapter 38: Arthur

Chapter 39: Arthur

Chapter 40: Izzy

Chapter 41: Arthur

Author’s Note

Acknowledgements

Extract

About the Publisher

Chapter 1

Izzy

Izzy wished she could stop crying. She sniffed loudly and glanced at her phone – there were still six hours until Andrew came home. Six hours until she would be rescued. Three hundred and sixty long minutes left to endure, unless he called to say he was going to be late, again. That may tip her over the edge. She had been proud of herself this morning for managing to hold back the tears until his car had left the drive. He had been too busy connecting his phone to the car’s Bluetooth to see her stare out of the rain-splattered window at him, visibly overwhelmed by the prospect of another day with no purpose other than to survive. The cold, grey February day loomed long, not helped by the swollen sky and determined rain clouds to scupper any plans she might have had to brace the outdoors.

She grabbed a tissue, the last in the box, and blew her nose. Some days she couldn’t exactly remember why she was crying but right now it was because she had reached her limit. This bone-aching exhaustion was certainly slowly killing her. Grit rested in her eyes, her limbs constantly ached and pounding headaches were never far away. If she could just get more than three hours of sleep in one go then she was sure she could take on anything the world threw at her. She cupped her hands over her ears to drown out her newborn daughter’s cries. The torturous sound made her heart feel like it was being stabbed with a thousand jagged pieces of glass.

Izzy had decided to try the ‘cry it out’ method, one that her mother-in-law had suggested – among many other snippets of advice – in a bid to get Evie to sleep. It had seemed so simple. You made sure your baby was fed, clean and winded – then you laid them in their cot to sleep. You checked on them when they cried, after three minutes, but never picked them up in the hope that they would eventually settle themselves.

Anything was worth a shot at this desperate stage. In the five weeks since bringing Evie home from the hospital Izzy had tried everything – from using stuffed animals that played lullabies on a loop, to rocking her, to blasting white noise from her iPhone. Nothing worked. She was ‘lucky’ if her daughter managed to settle for a couple of hours each night.

According to her phone timer, it had only been forty-two seconds since she last checked on her. Izzy bit down on her bottom lip as the steady cries grew in volume from upstairs. All she wanted was five minutes of peace, downstairs, on her own. Enough time to enjoy a hot cup of tea, or even take a superquick shower and wash her greasy hair instead of constantly relying on dry shampoo. Enough time to sit in silence and clear her head. If she was really honest with herself, what she wanted was to have her old life back. She could never ever say this out loud to anyone. Even just thinking it made her feel a little bit sick. But it was true. She had imagined maternity leave to feel like one long, lovely weekend with idyllic family outings discovering local hidden gems that she’d never had the time to explore before. Or long, lazy pub lunches as her peaceful baby napped, or even time to dedicate to a new hobby, but it wasn’t like that at all. Right now Izzy longed to have a purpose; some place to be, something that fulfilled her, as she clearly wasn’t cut out to be a mother.

Izzy glanced around the messy lounge to find the remote control. Perhaps she could turn the volume up really loud to block the crying out. The room had been taken over by gaudy plastic and stuffed toys. ‘Welcome to the world’ new baby cards in every possible shade of pink you could imagine cluttered the surfaces, she should probably get round to taking them down. A once shiny helium balloon in the shape of a baby bottle was slowly deflating in the corner. Four bunches of flowers, all way past their best, were shedding brown petals across the carpet that needed a decent hoover. Damp, sicky muslins were discarded across the sofa. Half drunk, cold cups of tea and snotty, balled-up tissues from her last big cry lined the side table. She couldn’t see the remote anywhere in amongst this chaos. She began flinging cushions to the floor, her exasperation growing in sync with the volume of Evie’s cries.

Sleep training was hell. How did other mums do it? How did they let their babies cry and cry and cry? It was taking all her willpower to stick it out until her phone alarm went off. She glanced at her screen, it had been one minute and seven seconds – she wasn’t even halfway. Just then the chime of her doorbell startled her. Who the hell was that? The postman had already been and she certainly wasn’t expecting visitors this time in the afternoon. She wiped her wet eyes with her sleeve and shuffled in her slippers to the front door, flinging it open.

Izzy stared at the delivery man standing on her doorstep holding a parcel. He was in his mid-eighties, with neatly combed baby-fine white hair, much older than the usual Amazon delivery guy. She couldn’t remember what life-changing gadget she’d ordered this time that promised to fix everything. Desperate to get through another night feed she had taken to scouring the internet for anything that guaranteed a decent chunk of sleep. One-click ordering and next-day delivery was both a blessing and a curse.

‘Hello.’ The many wrinkles on his face reminded her of an overcooked jacket potato. ‘I’m Arthur. From number thirty-nine.’ His voice was deep and low. The kind of voice used to being spoken over. That was the house opposite, the one on the corner of the cul-de-sac. Perhaps the parcel wasn’t for her and had he actually come to complain about the noise. He probably presumed something terrible was taking place inside, thanks to Evie’s ear-splitting screams.

‘I’m sorry to bother you but I’ve had this delivered to me by mistake,’ he said, clearing his throat, holding out the slim brown cardboard box. It was the exact same shade of brown as his trousers and his thick overcoat that was missing a button.

‘It’s been labelled correctly, but it’s been left at my door by accident. I’m sorry if it was anything urgent. I did try and call over yesterday but you must have been out.’

Izzy had been in all day but she’d ignored the doorbell. Yesterday had been a rough day, even worse than today, if that was possible.

She eventually found her voice. ‘Thanks.’

Evie’s cries were getting louder, shooting down the stairs, under her skin and into her bones.

‘Oh,’ The old man looked as if he had only just heard the terrible noise. ‘I’m sorry to have disturbed you. I hope I didn’t wake—’

‘No, she wasn’t asleep. She’s allergic to it,’ Izzy said.

‘Oh, oh dear. I—’

‘She’s not! It was a joke, a poor one,’ Izzy explained hurriedly. ‘She’s fine, just fighting a much-needed nap.’

‘Ah, OK…’ He shifted on his feet as if waiting for something. ‘Shall I just leave it here or…?’

The package! She took it from his large veiny hands, the movement making her dressing gown flutter open. The old man’s gaze fell on her pink faded unicorn slippers that matched the pyjama set she was still wearing at ten past two in the afternoon. He kindly turned away as Izzy quickly grabbed the dressing gown tie and pulled it tight. Great, she cringed, she had just exposed the large wet patch around her right boob where her breast pad had leaked. She was suddenly aware of her own body odour, a heady mix of sweat and puked-up breast milk. It was days like this when she felt like she was in someone else’s body, living someone else’s life.

‘Thanks for dropping it round,’ she coughed, swallowing back tears of mortification.

‘You’re welcome, dear,’ he said softly, a sort of worried look dancing across his large hazel-coloured eyes behind his thick glasses. ‘Take care now.’

Izzy closed the door, letting out a weary sigh. She tore open the cardboard and pulled out 101 Ways to Mother Like a Boss. Another baby how-to book from her mother-in-law. This must be the fourth one she had sent her in as many weeks. Izzy knew she meant well, clearly wanting to do something to help, but it was so far off the mark. When did she have time to sit and read an entire book? What was wrong with sending a stonking box of posh chocolates or a gift basket filled with fancy smellies? She tossed the book on the stairs where it would remain, unread, until she next did a clear-out for the charity shop.

‘Why not sort out your own problems instead of getting involved in mine?!’ she grumbled, fully aware that talking to yourself was the first sign of madness. Her phone alarm began to beep, the three minutes were up. Thank God. Her nerves couldn’t handle the cry-it-out method ever again.

Izzy raced to pick up a red-faced Evie from her cot and bring her back downstairs. She fell to the sofa, aware of the tingling sensation in her boobs. It didn’t seem possible but perhaps she was still hungry. Izzy unhooked her feeding bra and momentarily winced as Evie latched. She may never sleep again but at least she had cracked breastfeeding, that counted for something, didn’t it? Within seconds her daughter was calmer. Izzy wished she could say the same about herself. Her ears were still ringing from the traumatic experience. She lolled her head back on the sofa to ignore the state of the lounge. She had literally achieved nothing today apart from tend to Evie and re-boil the kettle but never actually make that cup of tea she longed for. Did other mums feel this way or was she the only one? Her Instagram feed was full of perfectly made-up new mums celebrating the wonders of motherhood and how they hashtag cherished every minute. Izzy did not cherish every minute.

She looked around for the remote; the only way to blot out the self-doubting thoughts was to fill her tired mind with rubbish telly. Reality TV shows had become her lifeline, her escapism from the monotony of newborn life. Sure, it was probably frying what little of her brain cells she had left that hadn’t been eradicated from the torture of sleep deprivation, but it wasn’t like she had to be up on current affairs for any office discussions. The last person she had spoken to, bar Evie and Andrew, was that old man, she was sure he’d said his name was Arthur. The realisation troubled her. She tried to cast her mind back to when she’d had a conversation that wasn’t mindless small talk with a supermarket cashier. Apart from the congratulatory messages from colleagues and friends she hadn’t heard from anyone properly in weeks, but then everyone was so busy with their own lives. She realised that the last adult interaction outside of her home was probably with the midwife who had discharged them from her care.

Izzy was convinced that appointment had been a mistake, she wasn’t ready to be booted out into the big wide world with a baby. Couldn’t they see how white her knuckles had turned from tightly clinging on to the sides of the straight-backed chair in the clinic? Didn’t they – the qualified professionals – not have doubts that they were handing the most precious thing in the world to someone clearly so incompetent? But no, apparently not. She had been left in charge of this tiny, unhappy, demanding baby all on her own once Andrew returned to work after his paternity leave ended. Not that he was much help whilst he was off but it was better than fending for herself. Back then happy adrenalin raced around her body, shielding her from the devastating hormonal rollercoaster she was about to ride solo.

Surely there should be some advanced level of training required for keeping a human alive? It was a big deal. Everything she’d learnt at her antenatal classes had vanished the moment she was handed her tightly swaddled daughter after a ‘textbook’ labour and birth. She’d nodded dazedly as beaming midwives congratulated her and clucked around before leaving her leaking, sore and bone-tired. It felt like she had gone into battle, but instead of time to recuperate she was then sent straight back into another war zone, this one without any troops for support.

Izzy was convinced Andrew was working longer hours to avoid spending time in the bombsite of their home with a sobbing irrational wife and a frustrated pink-faced daughter. He didn’t know what to do with either of these demanding women.

‘Oh give me strength!’ she groaned as her eyes finally fell on where the remote control was – hidden behind an empty family bag of Kettle Chips, way out of her reach. Her frustrated cry startled Evie, who tugged at Izzy’s cracked nipple.

‘Owww!’

Izzy began to cry once more. No one told her it was going to be this hard.

Chapter 2

Arthur

They say time flies when you’re having fun but when you’re waiting to die the opposite is true. No one understood this more than Arthur Winter. He also conceded that a bout of insomnia only highlighted how arduous everything was. He had had another rough night tossing and turning, chasing sleep that never came. When he’d finally dozed off, around 3 a.m., the sound of the bin lorries trundling into the cul-de-sac had jolted him from this superficial slumber. He must have drifted back to sleep as he now woke to the sounds of car doors slamming and people chatting below his bedroom window. The morning school run.

There was a time when Arthur had leisurely embraced the lack of a commute but now he knew better; he needed to get up and get out of bed. No good came from lying there thinking. If he had learnt anything since living alone, it was that he had to keep his mind and body as active as possible to avoid the dark clouds that were never far on his horizon. Instead of succumbing to the lure of another hour or so wrapped under the warm duvet, he slowly forced himself up. He winced at his aching joints, scrambled a hand on the bedside table for his glasses and let out a deep yawn.

‘Let’s get it over with,’ he muttered to himself.

He pulled open his curtains to be greeted with a dull sky, as if the sun was matching his lack of energy to shine any brighter. At least it had stopped raining for the first morning in what felt like a very long time. Arthur slipped on his worn dressing gown that had once been a brilliant royal blue and mentally ran through his to-do list. Wake up. Well, that had been ticked off, accompanied by the daily sense of disappointment.

Get up – tick. He headed to the bathroom. Take a shower – tick.

He preferred to have baths but found he was struggling to get in and out of the tub. Once he’d even nodded off and had woken with a gasp and a coughing fit as water trickled down his nostrils. That was not the way he’d planned to go, so had taken showers ever since.

Get dressed – tick.

Arthur had a uniform of a shirt, pullover, slacks and comfortable lace-up leather shoes that he still made sure to polish, even if he wasn’t exactly sure why. All in the muted palette of biscuit brown. No trends to follow, no patterns to match, no umming and ahhing over what to wear; it was the same each and every day. In the height of summer he would swap the pullover for a sleeveless one. A jerkin, that’s what Pearl called it. Fastening the shirt buttons was growing trickier but he persevered.

Give the house a quick once-over – tick. By that he meant plump the dark green velvet sofa cushions and squirt some furniture polish on a cloth and give the set of framed photographs that stood proudly on the mantelpiece a brisk wipe.

‘Good morning, my darling.’ The butter yellow cloth danced over Pearl’s smiling face. His own smile faltered. ‘I’m still here.’

The black-and-white one was from their wedding day, they looked so alarmingly young. Next to that was a shot of the pair of them on a beach in Benidorm. He could count on one hand the number of times they had been abroad, it was all very overrated. He wasn’t even sure why Pearl had bothered to frame this photo that a particularly dull couple from the same hotel had offered to take as they all waited for the nightly entertainment. As an out of tune Frank Sinatra tribute act had warbled, they’d raised their overpriced ice cream cones and smiled for the camera. It hadn’t particularly felt like a moment worth capturing.