Though Gil, within the tunnel of the gates, must have known what was taking place, Rudy could not see that she so much as turned her head. The light of the staff she held was dying.
Looking beyond Alwir and the Icefalcon into the darkness, Rudy saw to his horror that the light of the runes had entirely died. Ingold stood alone in a dark hollow of sounding metal, the only marks visible on the shivering steel the silver tracing of his own spells. Still Rudy saw him moving in the darkness, tracing signs that flickered and were swallowed by the malice of the Dark. Over the furious hail of blows on the gates, Rudy heard Alwir yell, “Shut the gates! I order you to stand off and shut them!”
The Icefalcon only stood, regarding him with cold, colorless eyes. Behind him, the tunnel had grown utterly dark.
The Chancellor cried something in his great battle voice, and his hand went to the hilt of his sword. Metal flashed in the reddish shadows of the torches as it swept free of its scabbard …
… and the faint hiss-ching of the edge singing clear was as audible and distinct as a note of music.
The sudden, utter silence that fell upon the hall was like a roaring in the ears. It was like an outdoor silence in so huge a place, for the first second unbroken even by a drawn breath among the several hundreds of people who had come to take problematical refuge in the Aisle. So deep was the hush that lay over them all that Rudy could hear clearly the soft, light tread of Ingold’s returning feet.
The wizard stepped through the dark gate, with Gil moving quietly at his heels. The old man took the door edge from Alwir’s clench and pushed it gently to. The faint, hollow boom of its closing reverberated to the ends of that soundless hall.
“The gates will hold against the Dark now.” Like the sound of the gates, Ingold’s grainy voice was low, but it carried to the farthest corners. “It may be that they will try to break in elsewhere tonight, but … I think the main danger is past.”
“You – foolish – old – bastard!” Alwir’s resonant voice grated over the words like a file. “Opening the inner doors could have been the death of us all!”
“They would never have held if the Dark Ones had forced the spells on the outer,” the wizard returned mildly. His face was very white, and his hair was matted dark with sweat, but only Gil stood close enough to him to see that his hands were not altogether steady. Quietly, she returned his staff to him and stood close by his elbow.
Alwir spoke as cuttingly as a flaying whip. “And is that something else that you, as a wizard, speak of with sole authority? As the only wizard in the Keep, do you feel justified in every crackpot scheme you care to pursue?”
Ingold raised heavy-lidded blue eyes to meet Alwir’s. “Not the only wizard,” he replied softly. “Ask your court mage Bektis.”
Alwir swung around. “Bektis!”
The word was snapped in the way a dog-handler might crack a whip on his boot to bring his dog belly-down to heel. The court mage disengaged himself with great dignity from the crowd that had formed itself before the western doors and came forward, the jumping torchlight salting fire over the bullion embroidery of his velvet sleeves.
“Whether the gates would have broken or not,” he said, stroking his waist-length silvery beard with delicate fingers, “it would have been perhaps better, had you consulted with others before any course was decided upon.” He looked haughtily down his nose at Ingold. Rudy could see his high, domed forehead all pearled with sweat.
“Indeed it would have,” another voice purred suddenly, low and dry and as thin as wind through bone, “had you been here.”
Bektis turned as if bitten. Govannin Narmenlion, Bishop of Gae, moved up the steps toward them at the head of a small company of the Red Monks, the bald-shaved warriors of the Church. Above the gory crimson of the episcopal robes, the Bishop’s face was thin and bone-hard, a skeleton with living coals burning in the dark eye sockets. Only the fullness of her lips betrayed her sex. Her harsh voice rode easily over the court mage’s indignant reply. “I commend your courage, Ingold Inglorion. But it is said that the Devil guards his own.”
Ingold bowed to her. “As does the Straight God, my lady,” he replied. “You know better than I in whose hands rest the people of the Keep.” He looked ready to pass out on his feet, but he met the chill, fanatic eyes levelly, and it was Govannin who turned away.
“And he was not the only one conspicuous by his absence, my lady Bishop,” Alwir added with sweet malice.
“Indeed,” the Bishop replied calmly. “Many were absent from their appointed posts. Others remained – to guard their stores of food, lest those be looted while they were gone.”
The Chancellor’s brows shot up, then plunged, hooding eyes that were the same morning-glory blue as his sister Minalde’s, but hard as the sapphires he wore around his neck. “Looted?”
“Or inventoried,” the Bishop went on softly, “to be marked for future—” Alwir’s mouth hardened dangerously “—reference.”
He lashed out, “And you think that in the midst of an attack by the Dark Ones—”
“The Faith must protect itself as it can,” she shot back at him. “To preserve our independence, we must be beholden to no secular power for bread.”
“As Lord of the Keep, I have the right to control—”
“Lord of the Keep!” Govannin spat scornfully. “The brother of the Regent for the true King, my lord, and that only. A man who consorts with wizards, who seeks to bring the Archmage, the very left hand of Satan, here among us. If you expect the blessings of the Straight God upon your endeavors …”
“The Straight God works in many ways,” Alwir grated. “If our strike against the Dark in their Nests is to succeed, we shall need both the troops of the Empire of Alketch in the south and the wizards of the west.”
Like flint, his words struck fire from those steely eyes. “The Straight God has no truck with the tools of Satan,” she snapped, “nor with those who foul their hands with such tools.”
“We are beyond the time when a ruler can pick and choose his tools.”
“There is never a time when siding with the Crooked One is excusable.”
Quietly, Gil took Ingold’s arm, and they descended the steps to the main body of the shadowed Aisle. The old man moved slowly, stiffly, leaning on his staff. Those who had crowded around to see the confrontation between wizard and Chancellor fell back from him, murmuring and making the sign against evil. Rudy fell quietly into step with them. He nodded back to where the Chancellor and the Bishop were still squabbling and shook his head. “I don’t believe this.”
“Oh, come, Rudy,” Ingold said mildly. “They haven’t any proof that I did more than endanger the whole Keep by opening the inner gates.” He glanced sideways, sunken eyes amused.
“But I saw the motherloving runes!” Rudy exploded. “They disappeared, goddammit!”
“Did they?” Gil looked across at him curiously. “You know, I didn’t see anything at all. I could feel – things, forces, in the air. But it was just – darkness.”
Frustrated, Rudy turned to Ingold for support. “Of course they did,” the wizard said. “But you were the only person in the Keep capable of seeing – you and Bektis.”
“And it would be worth Bektis’ job to say so,” Gil added wryly.
She looked tired, Rudy thought, and no wonder. Coming down from Karst and training with the Guards, Gil had begun to have the look of a half-starved alley cat. He had never understood her, either as an intolerant, intellectual scholar in California or now as a warrior of the Keep. But having seen her standing behind Ingold as he faced down all the armies of the night, Rudy felt an awe of her that amounted almost to fear.
“That’s how we wizards get our reputation for eccentricity,” Ingold went on in his mild, scratchy voice. “We do things that people don’t understand, for we see things differently and act as we deem fit. Those who are not mageborn cannot comprehend us and perforce must mistrust us or, rarely, trust us implicitly. It’s no wonder wizards have few friends and that those few are mostly other wizards.” They crossed a footbridge, fragments of lamplight glinting on the silent spill of ebony below. “And then, too, horrible things have been known to happen to those who befriend mages.”
The groups of people, the huddled families and restless, prowling watchers, were slowly trickling from the Aisle to return to the black mazes of the Keep. From the doorways on the lower levels, voices could be heard as patrols called to one another. Alwir and Govannin, each surrounded by a separate retinue, were making their way back up the Aisle, the venom in their voices audible, though distance and echoes blurred the words. By the gates a line of guards had been set, their drawn swords flickering eerily in the red torchlight. The opposed terrors of both noise and silence no longer filled the Keep. Rudy wondered how long it was until dawn.
“I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like if you guys do bring the Archmage and the Council of Wizards here,” Gil went on as they approached the darkness of the barracks. “Alwir’s going to try to use them against the Bishop, even as he’ll use the troops of the Empire of Alketch, if he can get them.”
“I have no doubt that he will get them,” Ingold said quietly. “But since the Alketch is practically a theocracy, he will be lucky if his precious allies don’t take his power and hand it over to the Church. He’ll need Lohiro on his side to balance that threat if he hopes to invade the Nests of the Dark and still have any sort of kingdom to rule afterward.”
“Ingold,” Rudy said uneasily, “I think I’ve seen the Archmage.”
The old man’s attention narrowed and focused like the beam of a laser. “Where? How?”
“Here, in the Keep. In this crystal kind of thing. I – I got lost.” The wizard raised a quizzical eyebrow at that, but said nothing. Rudy hesitantly described the room, the table, the crystal, and the visions he had seen.
Ingold listened intently until Rudy was done and then asked him, “Where was this room?”
“I don’t know,” Rudy said helplessly. “Someplace on the second level is all I know.”
Ingold was silent long enough for Gil to wonder what arcane curses revolved through his mind. Finally he sighed. “That is Lohiro,” he said. “I have seen him walk so, down the beach at Quo. But the thing that you speak of I have never seen before.” They stopped before the doors of the barracks. Ingold glanced over his shoulder, back into the darkness of the Aisle. Flickering lights ran to and fro there on hurrying ghostly feet, like spooks on a deadly earnest Halloween. He turned back to them. “I have sought for some word, some contact with Lohiro for a month now, ever since the fall of Gae.”
“Could you put off your departure?” Gil asked. “Worst-case, it wouldn’t take more than two days to find that room.”
The old man hesitated, obviously torn. At last he shook his head. “In two days, the storms will have moved down from the high glaciers to bury the Pass again.” He sighed. “If we leave tomorrow, I shall be turning them back the last day down the foothills as it is. After that it will be weeks before we can get out.”
“Wouldn’t it be worth it?” She glanced around, as if at the bleak world beyond the windowless walls of the Keep. “If you could make contact with him, he could start on his way here tomorrow and you’d cut your time in half.”
“Maybe,” the wizard said quietly. “If we find the room again. And if the crystal there is actually a means of communication, rather than simply observation. And if the image that you saw, Rudy, was not merely the echo of events long gone, or part of the illusions that surround Quo. Divination by crystal is by no means sure. You remember the Nest of the Dark in the valley to the north of here, Gil. By fire and crystal, it is still shown as blocked up, when you and I have been there and have seen that it has been open for years. And after all that,” he continued somberly, “we may still have to set out on this journey, when deep winter has locked down upon the plains. But I will ask you this, Gil …”
Their eyes met, and he grinned suddenly, as rueful as a schoolboy. “It seems to be my night for asking things of you.”
She grinned back. “I’ll ask you something someday.”
The old impish expression flitted briefly across his tired eyes. “God help me.” He smiled. “When we are gone, as your duties with the Guards give you time – look for this room for me. Lohiro will certainly want to see it when he comes.”
“All right,” Gil agreed quietly.
“Yeah, but she’ll have a hell of a time finding the place,” Rudy argued. “I mean, since she isn’t mage-born …”
Ingold and Gil exchanged a glance, a quick glitter of eyes in the light of the staff that stood between them. Then Ingold smiled. “That’s never stopped her.”
There was a moment of silence, then the wizard turned abruptly and vanished through the barracks door.
Gil sighed and looked back out into the random flurries of dark and light in the Aisle. In repose, Rudy noticed, her face had acquired a network of fine-penned lines around the eyes that hadn’t belonged to the shy, gawky scholar in the red Volkswagen. It had been a long night, and was wearing on toward dawn. Outside, if the Dark Ones waited, they waited in silence.
Nothing like starting out on a walk of more than fifteen hundred miles with only two hours’ sleep, he thought tiredly and prepared to turn into the barracks to see to his packing. But another thought crossed his mind, and he stopped. “Hey, Gil?”
Her attention came back from other things. The pale schoolmarm eyes turned to him.
“What would you think of somebody who – who’d leave someone he loves, to go after something he wants?”
Gil was silent for a moment, considering. “I don’t know,” she said finally. “Maybe that’s because I don’t understand love very well. I see people act out of what they say is love, but it’s like watching someone act from a really deep religious conviction – it’s incomprehensible to me. My parents – my mother – wanted certain things for me and couldn’t understand that all I wanted was to be a scholar. Couldn’t see that I’d rather live in a crummy little office in the history department of UCLA than in the classiest hundred-thousand-dollar home in Orange County. And she said she loved me. Over and over and over. So I’m the wrong expert to ask about love, Rudy. But as for leaving someone to go after something you want … Leaving them for how long? How badly do they need you to stay? It’s all situational. Everything’s situational.”
Manlike, Rudy shied from the specific. “Well, like if you had only a short time together and had a choice of spending it with this person you loved or being separated from them because of – of something you wanted. Something you wanted more than anything in the world, except them.”
Gil shook her raveled braid back over her shoulder. “What makes you think you have a choice?”
Rudy gulped. “Hunh?”
Her voice was as chilly and neutral as her eyes. “Only a wizard can find the City of Quo, Rudy. Ingold’s got the Dark Ones on his trail, God only knows why. He needs another wizard to back him up. If you hadn’t volunteered to go looking for the Archmage with him, Rudy, you’d probably have been drafted.”
A long moment of silence followed, while Rudy digested that one. Love and the loneliness of exile fought in him against the burning memory of that first instant of the knowledge of his own power, the instant he had called forth fire from darkness. The double need in him for love and power seemed to rise over him like the tide, with a confusion of memories: Ingold standing in a shining web of runes; the darkness of Minalde’s watching eyes; and the sweep of pearlescent waves washing over a half-buried skull.
In the end it all meant very little. He would go because it was required of him that he go.
“You got a great way of putting things, spook,” he muttered tiredly.
Gil shrugged. “Booklearning,” she explained. “It rots the brain. Get some sleep, punk. You have a long walk in the morning.”
It was a small and very tired group that gathered on the steps of the Keep three hours later in the gray chill of dawn. Standing, shivering, beside Ingold in the misty snowlight, Rudy reflected to himself that in some cases it was better to have no sleep than too little. As far as he knew, Ingold hadn’t been to bed at all. Every time he’d waked up through the confused remainder of the night, he’d seen the old man sitting beside the fire with the demon-smoke of his foul-smelling tea in wreaths around his head, staring into the yellowed chip of crystal he carried, while Gil and the Icefalcon assembled provisions for the journey with their usual silent efficiency.
After three days of storms, the Vale of Renweth lay bleak and snowbound all around them, a white, rolling sea breaking against the black rocks of the surrounding cliffs. To the west, the shallow trace of the road climbed toward the dark notch of Sarda Pass, almost hidden in roiling gray cloud; to the east, it wound, descending through what a week ago had been sun-tinted meadows of long grass and a scattering of woods, on out of the Vale past the broken bridge of the Arrow Gorge and down to the Dark-haunted lowlands by the Arrow River. Northward the land rose, mile after forested mile, like a fjord between the high cliffs of the Rampart Range and the greater bulk of the Snowy Mountains, to meet the cold meadows of the timberline and the white walls where the glaciers began.
But around the Keep itself, the ground was clear. Hunks of snow mixed with chopped dirt had been ripped up by the violence of the Dark Ones’ assault and lay scattered, like the spew of a frozen volcano, hundreds of feet from the walls. The walls themselves were unmarked, the black gates that had roared like gongs under that power and fury unscratched.
Winds sneered down the Vale, roaring in the trees. Rudy shivered wretchedly in his damp cloak and wondered if he’d ever be warm again. Beside him, the Icefalcon was saying to Ingold, “I hope you packed shovels, unless you plan on turning yourselves into eagles and flying over the Pass. Winter’s hardly begun and they say Gettlesand across the mountains is buried deep in snow.”
Even as a rank novice in the arts of wizardry, Rudy knew that few mages would risk changing their being into the being of a beast, and then only under conditions of extreme emergency. But to nonwizards, magic was magic; and from the outside, shape-craftiness looked much the same as simple illusion. On the other hand, Rudy did think longingly of conjuring up a snowmobile.
The Icefalcon continued in the same light, uninflected tone. “I imagine my own journey will be easier – provided I don’t get my horse stolen.”
“Your journey?” Gil asked, surprised.
Pale eyebrows elevated fractionally. “Hadn’t you heard? I’m the one who has been chosen to ride south to the Alketch with my lord Alwir’s letters to the Emperor, asking his help with troops.”
Ingold laid a hand gently on Gil’s shoulder to stop her next angry words. “It was a logical choice,” he said smoothly. “Alwir picked the messenger with the best chance of survival.”
Who coincidentally happened to be the man who kept him from shutting the doors on you last night, Rudy added. But, like Gil, he held his peace.
Unruffled, Ingold searched through his voluminous robes and eventually located a small hand-worn token of carved wood that he gave to the pale captain. “I leave you with this,” he said. The Icefalcon took it and turned it over in curious fingers. It was dark and smoke-stained, obviously old. Rudy had the impression that it was shaped like some living thing, but it was neither human nor any animal that he recognized. “It is imbued with the Rune of the Veil,” Ingold explained, “the rune that turns aside the eyes and the mind. It will by no means make you invisible, but it may help you on your journey.”
The Icefalcon inclined his head in thanks, while Ingold pulled on his worn blue mittens and wound ten feet of knitted gray muffler around his neck, so that the ends fluttered like banners in the chilly winds. Around the corner of the Keep, a gaggle of the herdkids appeared, Keep orphans in charge of looking after the stock. Most of them were running aimlessly, shrieking with laughter and hurling snowballs as if they hadn’t been playing keep-away with death through the night. But a couple of them were leading a donkey, a scrawny miserable beast with the Earth Cross of the Faith branded on one bony hip. The donkey represented a major victory for Alwir and Ingold, since the Church owned most of the stock in the Keep. Rudy suspected Govannin had had the thing exorcised and blessed.
Other shadows appeared in the darkness of the gates. Alwir stepped forth into the wan light, dark and elegant and as unmarred as the walls, followed by Janus, Melantrys, Gnift of the Guards, and Tomec Tirkenson, who in a few days would himself be leaving with his troops, his stock, and his followers, to take the long road over the Pass to Gettlesand. Of Govannin the Bishop of Gae, there was no sign. True to her word, she would have no truck with the tools of Satan, nor lend her countenance to their endeavor.
Ingold left his friends and walked up the steps toward the Chancellor, Rudy heard the drift of words, Alwir’s voice deep and melodious, Ingold’s reply warm and grainy. He glanced sideways at Gil and saw her looking hard and strained, her eyes narrowed and cold. He felt the tension rising off her like smoke, misery and worry and fear. Well, hell, why not? he thought. If the old man buys it out on the plains, she’s in for a long stay.
We both are. The thought was frightening.
“Hey, spook?”
She glanced forbiddingly at him.
“Take care of yourself while we’re gone, okay?”
She evidently told herself to relax and did so, slightly. “I’m not the one who’s gonna need taking care of,” she said. “All I have to do is sit tight and keep the door shut.”
It was on the tip of Rudy’s tongue to ask Gil to look after Alde for him, but on second thought, he couldn’t imagine someone as tough and hard-hearted as Gil getting along with the shy, retiring Minalde.
Gil sighed. “Have a good trip, punk,” she added. “Don’t screw up and turn yourself into a frog.”
“At this point, I doubt he could manage even that,” Ingold said judiciously, coming back down to them. The rulers of the Keep were disappearing back into the shadows of the gates. After a moment the Icefalcon followed them, his dark cloak sweeping the loose powder snow that sprinkled the steps. “For the present he’s quite harmless.”
“Thanks loads,” Rudy grumbled.
“Enjoy it,” Ingold urged. “There’s a great deal to be said for being unable to destroy inadvertently those whom you love. And you surely will not be harmless by the time we return, if we return.”
“The pair of you,” Rudy sighed, “are the worst couple of pessimists I’ve ever met in my life. No wonder you get along so well.”
Gil and Ingold unconsciously closed ranks against the common foe. “Clear analysis of any situation,” Ingold declared, “is often mistaken for pessimism.”
“The two shouldn’t be confused,” Gil added. “I’ll explain the difference to you one day.”
“Thanks,” Rudy said glumly. “I’ll look forward to it.”
He turned and started down the steps. For a moment Ingold and Gil stood alone before the doors of the Keep, but Rudy was collecting the lead-rope of the burro from the head herdkid and did not see what, if anything, passed between them there. A moment later the wizard came down to join him, huddling deeper into his dark mantle against the stinging wind. As they plowed their way along the buried path toward the road that would take them through and over Sarda Pass, Rudy glanced back once, to see Gil standing on the steps, her bruised hands tucked into her sword belt, watching them go. An icy skiff of breeze dashed blown snow into his eyes; he thought he saw another shape, black-cloaked and small, standing in the vast shadows of the gates; but when he looked again, there was no sign.
