Simple Truths of Life

We walked with her in the evening park under the illumination of lanterns, and talked about various topics. Only occasionally there was a short silence among us.

She agreed to give me her profile on social networks, which she wrote down on my phone. She did not give me the phone number itself, since she did not answer calls because of her phobia. By the way, at the time of writing these lines, Yana no longer has that phobia, since she had to overcome it because of her work – which is great news!

When we were heading to the metro across the Krymsky Bridge, Yana herself asked me to tell her about reincarnation, but it was a very long topic which I postponed and told her a few days later in VK.

We have not met again, but we correspond in VK sometimes.

Me getting acquainted with her, which happened literally the next day after my despair, helped me to become inspired again. There were people with similar interests who did care, and who were ready to listen.

Then, thanks to Yana, I finally decided to record my telekinesis session. I recorded myself with just my camera. Only the thread and part of my head were visible, but that was better than nothing. In that video, you can clearly see how the tip of the thread is unusually (not like in a draft/wind) moving from side to side – sometimes these movements are very sharp. I wanted to record another session where I would also film myself using my phone’s camera, but I have not yet had the time and opportunity to do it.

In the course of my telekinesis practices in the summer, I realized that telekinesis works, apparently, at will, and not by thought or imagination. I will explain. I often had the feeling that in order to telekinetically move the tip of the thread, you need to treat it like a part of your own body – as if it was your limb. For example, this is similar to the movement of a hand – we do not imagine how it moves, and we do not think about its movement when we want it to move. All we do is project our will and the hand moves. The process is similar to how we move things telekinetically. I want to mention that Thiaooubians often said that they can do this or that “at will”. I will say again that serious scientific research is required here.

Considering that even Thiaooubians cannot travel by levitation faster than 7 kilometers per hour, it becomes clear that Thao was not joking when she said that the Spirit has an “exceptional spiritual force”.22 It seems to me this is exactly what is required to set the entire Universe in motion!

In the meantime, it was clear that Yana did not want to be my girlfriend, and therefore I decided to take a ride to Ostankino on the weekend – either on 22nd or 23rd of August.

There was no E. The girl to whom I left my contacts said that she gave them to E a few weeks ago. But E never wrote me. Of course, it was very clear that I did not interest her, but then it could have been so because she had the wrong information about me.

After waiting for a few hours, while asking a few people if they had seen E that day, I never met her. I wanted to come there again on next weekend as I did not want to give up after going all this way.

Analyzing recent events, it was clear that the lack of communication had a very strong effect on my psychological state, and on my chances not only to get acquainted with a girl, but also to interest her. I thought of approaching girls just for chatting, and not for the specific acquaintance. Although they are very similar, the first option does not force anything, but the second can be misinterpreted by someone as the need to enter into a relationship almost at the first minute of acquaintance.

Then it is important from a psychological point of view, because if a person sets a goal to find his second half and does not find it day after day, then he could begin to feel worthless, perhaps even a failure. But if a person puts segments of mini goals between the main goal and himself, for example, just to communicate with people of the opposite sex, which can be done almost on any day, then the person, on the contrary, will be inspired, since he will not suffer failures (here is the same story as with people who want to stop masturbating completely, and then blame themselves after another masturbation for being weak). Also, a person will gain experience of communication and, possibly, learn something new for himself. Then this approach will only raise your chances of finding a girlfriend, since you will not be nervous and you will be yourself while talking to a single girl, since you will not initially set yourself grandiose plans to win her heart.

I want to write that girls can also (naturally!) approach guys themselves in order to get acquainted, and there is nothing bad or vulgar in this. The logic is that it does not matter how the acquaintance begins – whether the girl herself comes up to meet the guy, or the guy approaches her – further events will still go the same way; namely, people are going to get to know each other in further communication and, based on this knowledge and other data – for example, whether there is a spiritual affinity between them or not, which will show how ideal they are for each other – they will decide whether they want to be together or not. It is simple. Remember that meeting the opposite sex [usually] does not mean that you will go choosing wedding rings on the next day!

So, while walking in the evening in Gorky Park, I went up to get acquainted with a woman who was most likely over thirty. She said that getting acquainted with her is not the best idea. I asked her if we could just chat, and she agreed.

Her name was Katya. As was often the case that summer, me mentioning my book prompted people to ask for details. Without losing anything, I practiced telling my story about Thiaoouba and about my experience with Thiaooubians, the reasons for the creation of the Universe, Palantius, and some other things. I noted for myself that even though Katya tried to listen to me, she still tried to look for alternative interpretations of some of the things I said.

For example, she said that the things Michel wrote (I said only about the creation of the Universe) are part of many religions, hinting that Michel had people to copy off from. I think she either failed to hear me talking about why I know that the book is true, or I needed to be clearer when telling my story – or maybe both.

I do not remember if during our quick conversation I mentioned to her the simple truth that many religions were originally based on truth, but over time, many truths mixed with legends and, in some cases, deliberate distortions. Therefore, it is not surprising that people could in one way or another hear about many of the things that Thiaooubians taught Michel, and also us through his book.

As it turned out, Katya was married. She wished me luck in all my endeavors, we said goodbye and went our separate ways.

On Tuesday, August 25, I went for a walk in Izmailovsky Park. It is not very crowded and I usually go there mainly to just take a walk.

Sitting near the monument to Lenin, I saw a girl walking into the park. She was alone, and I decided to approach her.

The girl asked me why I wanted to get acquainted, since she was in a relationship; although she had not seen her boyfriend for a while. I said that I was looking for a girlfriend to have a relationship, but we could just chat.

I began to tell Yulia, as the girl was called, almost memorized things about my work on the book. Without losing anything, I myself decided to start a conversation about my experience with Auras. To my unexpected joy, Yulia was also interested in Auras and even took a photo of her Aura many years ago. I told her a little about Auras, and then we talked on various other topics while walking in the park.

Then Yulia by herself decided to ask me about my story with the book “Thiaoouba Prophecy”. Immediately after revealing that Michel Desmarquet had been taken to another planet, I asked Yulia if everything was okay. She replied that she believes in life on other planets and in other things related to this topic. I continued to tell her my story, which you already know.

I decided to tell her about my early sexual experience, its negative consequences, and about my erroneous decision to go to a prostitute. Yulia again reacted to the whole story with full understanding, also noting that Natasha should have had an exotic appearance, since she has ancestors of different nationalities – yes, that is how I remember her…

Then Yulia herself told me several details of her personal life, in which there were also some mistakes.

I got a little upset when I heard about her experience with drugs. Worried about her, I asked Yulia if she had ever used hallucinogenic drugs, saying that under their influence our soul is saturated with false data, and recovery can take several lifetimes – if hallucinogens have been taken for a very long time. Fortunately, she has tried them only once, and she no longer has the desire to use any drugs.

We talked about various other topics on the way to the hotel, and at the same time we exchanged phone numbers.

Yulia was glad to meet me and thanked me for telling her so much. She also did not mind meeting again and talking more.

Walking away towards the setting sun, I was very inspired by my unexpected acquaintance with Yulia. There were people who were also interested in Auras and other spiritual things after all.

Then my acquaintance with Yulia helped me to start working on my book again with newly found enthusiasm – I could hardly find the strength and desire to continue translating my book into English after my communication with E and Olya. Although I thought about the need to complete the book as quickly as possible; this would not only complete an important period of my life, giving meaning to everything that I had to experience and learn in it, but I would also not need to talk about Auras and other as yet little-known spiritual things on the first day of meeting girls. Perhaps, if a person gets to know me better, he will not make hasty and wrong conclusions about me…

The chances of finding a girlfriend with similar interests also slightly increased in my mind.

But I was hoping that maybe E would also want to listen to me, and so I decided to go one last time to Ostankino on the weekend and to try to talk to her.

Walking by the pond near the place where I had met E a few weeks earlier, I saw a girl walking very fast with a dog. She walked past me, and I turned my head to look at her, not being sure if she really looked familiar to me. Could it have been E, given that more than a month had passed since our short meeting?

Anyway, if it really was her, then I could approach her at the dog shelter.

A few minutes later I saw that girl again. I wanted to go up to her and find out if she was E, but the girl suddenly ran with the dog to the shelter. Perhaps she was in a hurry to take another dog for a walk? Although there were a lot of volunteers, there were many times more dogs, and each one needed to be walked and fed.

Soon, that girl went out with another dog. I could not approach her, as she went on the lawn with two other women. Soon they went slowly to walk with the dogs under the trees. Could it be E? The girl had different hairstyle and different clothes, and I had doubts.

I decided it was time to end this whole strange period of my life, and I slowly walked towards the exit from the oak grove, intending to go to VDNKh.

I was near the road crossing when I saw the three young women coming out onto the asphalt. I thought that I would lose if I just walk up to them and ask my question.

I was not even close to them when the previously noticed girl addressed me somewhat rudely and formally by name (for the first time calling me “Evgeny”, and not “Zhenya”) and asked not to walk after her – but I did not walk after her!

Walking closer I politely said “здравствуйте!” (hi!), to which E replied with a sharp and rude “до свидания!” (bye!). If it was not for my acquaintances with Yana and Yulia, then perhaps I would have been upset by such an unfounded cold attitude towards me, given that I did not wish anyone anything bad – on the contrary, I spent a lot of time and energy trying to help other people to have a better and worthy a life…

Well, it really was E, but I did not recognize her at all, and from the surprise of the whole situation I even asked the girl if it was her – it was. Because of her unexpected rudeness, I suddenly did not feel like talking to her at all, but since I was there, I decided to say that I wanted to talk to her. E had no desire to speak with me. I said nothing more to her and slowly went for a walk around VDNKh.

I want to clarify that before E, only one girl out of hundreds told me a rude “bye!” to my “hi!”.

I remembered the words of my father, when a very long time ago he told me how he went to confess his love to a girl, and it turned out that she was not worth it – I think I had similar feelings towards E.

Well, it is important not only to find a girlfriend, but it is even more important to find a girlfriend who will not “gnaw” on your brains – this is a light version of what the married woman Katya told me a while ago in Gorky Park.

I would like to briefly clarify one point related to psychology. When addressing a person with a formal “you” (Вы), I usually feel a mental barrier and a feeling as if I and the interlocutor are separated by some distance, but after switching to an informal “you” (ты) I immediately psychologically feel the difference in how I perceive the interlocutor, and here I can already open up, feeling that the interlocutor and I are close and have normal, friendly communication – even if we may part after the conversation and never see each other again. When E addressed me as “Вы” – and we switched to “ты” almost immediately after we met – I took it as her disrespect for me; as a sign that she does not want to be close to me and is trying to distance herself from me – her free choice, of course.

Having touched on the topic of psychology, I will also add how during the summer of 2020 I would sometimes return to masturbation, and then on the same day I would go to the other end of the city where I would calmly walk, without experiencing any health problems. This again showed me that my early problems with cardiac arrhythmias and breathing after masturbation were associated with psychology and neurosis, and they happened, by and large, due to my worries and thoughts, which I myself chose to have in my head instead of quickly understanding at what moment I made a mistake that led to the unplanned masturbation, remembering it, and then just focusing my mind on the real material world.

And speaking about the mistake and unplanned masturbation, I deliberately chose to masturbate about once every two weeks while I do not have a girlfriend. In doing so I try to find a balance point between excessive masturbation and the absence of any sexual release at all. But I sometimes wonder if it is still a mistake not to quit masturbating completely.

After VDNKh, I had lunch and then went to Gorky Park where an interesting case of synchronicity occurred.

I saw a girl walking alone and decided to catch up with her. Once I was by her side, I told her about my desire to get to know her in case she does not have a boyfriend or husband.

She looked at me for a while and then said that firstly she needed water. I replied that the water kiosk was a few meters from us. The girl went into the rose garden, looked around, and said that earlier there was water there. Then the girl turned around and walked in the other direction – perhaps failing to catch what I told her about the kiosk.

Thinking that we were getting acquainted, I asked her name.

Veronica told it and then asked me a couple of questions about how I met [with girls]; whether I only approached single girls, or I also approached those who were not alone – I replied that sometimes I approached a group of girls, but only if they were not busy chatting with each other. This summer I decided to step out of my comfort zone even further in order to have a better chance of finding a girlfriend, and also to have a better chance of just chatting with someone and learning something new.

Then she started giving me advice to go and get to know all the dancers who danced on the dance floor by the Moscow River – not a good sign; but I still thought she had no one since she started talking to me after I asked her if she had a husband or boyfriend.

Then Veronica asked me if I was going to keep to “ходить за ней” (walk after her) – the very words that E told me a few hours earlier. Being a little puzzled, I asked Veronica if we were getting acquainted or not – to which she replied that she had a boyfriend, and that she had already told me about it. I mentioned that I asked her if she had someone and she did not tell me anything; but Veronica kept insisting on her words. I said goodbye to her.

I thought then, how interesting it was that on the same day two different girls told me the same thing, and in both cases both girls did not understand the whole situation, making me guilty in their own eyes. I do not think that I myself did anything wrong in both cases.

Then I remembered how a couple of days ago I had a conversation with a girl in the rose garden of Gorky Park. Both she and Veronica mentioned dancing. It made me wonder if Veronica could have been that same girl? If I was to assume that this is the case, there are several lessons to be learned.

Firstly, it was another sign that you should not be shy to take a good look at the girls you talk to. I sometimes thought that it is quite possible that I had already approached to meet the same girl several times, because I simply did not remember her appearance. This, in general, is not at all surprising, since girls often use different cosmetics, and also often change their hairstyles and clothes – the main reasons why I did not recognize E.

Secondly, this moment reminded me of the so-called first impression.

It may seem strange, and I am not sure myself what the exact reason is, but when I accidentally heard the girl in the rose garden talking on the phone and answering her interlocutor that she had not epilated the “oyster” yet, I started to be slightly repelled by that girl. This is odd considering my years of problematic experience with pornography. But despite my slight disgust, I still decided to talk to that girl when she finished talking on the phone, in order to learn something new for myself. She had a boyfriend, and in the further conversation she emphasized that the main thing is not to despair in search of a girlfriend.

As for Veronica, even after her words not to follow her, she still remains pretty for me in my memory. If Veronica and the girl from the rosary are really one and the same person, then one could conclude that one should not rely heavily on the first impression, but it is better to draw conclusions about a person based on several impressions after several meetings. By the way, the girl from the rosary was talking about the same when she told me that people can be in different moods on different days and segments of days, and finding a person at such a moment can lead to a completely wrong conclusion about him.

We continued to correspond with Yulia in WhatsApp. She had serious personal problems – her boyfriend beat her badly. I tried to cheer Yulia up and advised her to meditate and concentrate instead of using alcohol and cigarettes, which she began to lightly use to soothe the physical and psychological pain. She appreciated it.

After some time, I met with Yulia for the second time to take a walk, but I was in even worse shape than when we first met, and I will not be at all surprised if Yulia will never want to meet again. But at least we continue to text each other from time to time.

The reason for this regression lies in the fact that I allowed myself to heavily think about the details of my acquaintance with E, thinking and imagining what went wrong that day, what I should have done differently… The irony of this regression lies in what I said to E about how I managed to make great progress in my life, letting go of almost all thoughts and fantasies… and so she was destined to become one of the links in the chain that temporarily returned me to the abyss of almost constant thinking and fantasies… But I was able to realize the negative effects of my decisions, and I left only the knowledge I learned from that life lesson, regaining control over myself.

Thanks to the people with whom I was able to talk over the summer of 2020, by and large it became clear to me that, on the one hand, my life experience is quite unique and unusual compared to the experience of many other people of our time, but on the other hand, it is quite ordinary experience for a person living on a planet of the first category. I was clearly not the only one who had problems and who suffered.

Simply put, I made a big problem out of my whole life and my experience, but that problem never really existed – this is an ordinary life, and I should not put this or that experience of my life much higher than another. This approach will help to shed the burden from the shoulders that exists only in a person's head, but at the same time is well reflected in his general behavior – body language, speech, and facial expressions.

The material and spiritual knowledge acquired this summer also helped me shed even more light on a dream that I had almost 14 years ago. Mirror reflection told me then in the dream: “I will never let you get out of yourself.” The word “never” is used only when you are absolutely sure that something will happen (or, alternatively, not happen), and so it means 100%. Where can we find one hundred percent in the Universe? At its very foundation – in cause and effect, when absolutely all actions have absolutely precise consequences. Correct decisions will one hundred percent bring happiness, but wrong decisions will one hundred percent bring suffering. The fact is that a person’s decision to have conversations in his head is a mistake, and it causes negative consequences in the form of tense facial expressions which, in turn, after a certain time can cause damage to the physical body. That is, I cannot build fantasies in my head and expect that my face will not show this or there will be no other negative consequences – this is not possible according to the Law of the Universe (this is the same as on an ordinary summer day to put an ordinary metal pot of water over an ordinary fire and wait for the water in the pot to freeze). Perhaps my old dream spoke about this in an abstract way. Dreams do not occur to us to do harm, but on the contrary – to help us. But we need to learn our lesson ourselves and look for the meaning of something. Nobody will give us anything on a plate.

The Golden Mean

In the end, I would like to devote a few pages to how people sense themselves, and to balance in our human lives.

In fact, this is a very serious topic, especially nowadays, when the words “transgender” and “transsexual” can be heard very often.

Unfortunately, due to the lack of knowledge about reincarnation, some people have taken matters to the extreme, and therefore they are making a mistake.

When you pull the swing back from its resting state to its extreme point, you are giving it potential energy. And when you let go of the pulled back swing, it now has kinetic energy. Having it, the swing will not stop instantly in the middle, at the state of rest, but it will almost reach the opposite extreme point. Due to the friction of the rope and the resistance of the air, the swing will be losing some of its energy and eventually will again reach the middle point between the two extremes and come to the state of rest – the balanced state.

I noticed that people, being part of the Universe, also tend to rush from one extreme to another. That is, a person, being at the extreme point, sooner or later will be disappointed in it (since the extreme is a mistake, and all mistakes lead to suffering), and when this happens, that person due to lack of certain knowledge can go to the other erroneous extreme, considering it the right decision, as it seems to him that the opposite of something that is a wrong thing must be the right thing. This is not true. Only the middle point that contains all the best of the two extremes is the right decision (we can determine what is useful and what is harmful, using logic and common sense). And if the swing slows down due to the loss of its energy due to friction of the rope and collisions with molecules in the atmosphere, then people slow down due to the accumulation of spiritual and material knowledge, which more and more protect a person from making serious errors – roughly speaking, a person is brought into balance thanks to the resistance of his knowledge.