Scales of Justice

Nurse Kettle said: ‘Good evening, Miss Rose. Good evening, Doctor. Hope it’s all right my taking the short cut.’ She glanced with decorum at Dr Lacklander. ‘The child with the abscess,’ she said, in explanation of her own appearance.

‘Ah, yes,’ Dr Lacklander said. ‘I’ve had a look at her. It’s your gardener’s little girl, Rose.’

They both began to talk to Nurse Kettle who listened with an expression of good humour. She was a romantic woman and took pleasure in the look of excitement on Dr Lacklander’s face and of shyness on Rose’s.

‘Nurse Kettle,’ Dr Lacklander said rapidly, ‘like a perfect angel, is going to look after my grandfather tonight. I don’t know what we should have done without her.’

‘And by that same token,’ Nurse Kettle added, ‘I’d better go on me way rejoicing or I shall be late on duty.’

They smiled and nodded at her. She squared her shoulders, glanced in a jocular manner at her bicycle and stumped off with it through the rose garden.

‘Well,’ she thought, ‘if that’s not a case, I’ve never seen young love before. Blow me down flat, but I never guessed! Fancy!’

As much refreshed by this incident as she would have been by a good strong cup of tea, she made her way to the gardener’s cottage, her last port of call before going up to Nunspardon.

When her figure, stoutly clad in her District Nurse’s uniform, had bobbed its way out of the enclosed garden, Rose Cartarette and Mark Lacklander looked at each other and laughed nervously.

Lacklander said: ‘She’s a fantastically good sort, old Kettle, but at that particular moment I could have done without her. I mustn’t stay, I suppose.’

‘Don’t you want to see my papa?’

‘Yes. But I shouldn’t wait. Not that one can do anything much for the grandparent, but they like me to be there.’

‘I’ll tell Daddy as soon as he comes in. He’ll go up at once, of course.’

‘We’d be very grateful. Grandfather sets great store by his coming.’

Mark Lacklander looked at Rose over the basket he carried and said unsteadily: ‘Darling.’

‘Don’t,’ she said. ‘Honestly; don’t.’

‘No? Are you warning me off, Rose? Is it all a dead loss?’

She made a small ineloquent gesture, tried to speak and said nothing.

‘Well,’ Lacklander said, ‘I may as well tell you that I was going to ask if you’d marry me. I love you very dearly and I thought we seemed to sort of suit. Was I wrong about that?’

‘No,’ Rose said.

‘Well, I know I wasn’t. Obviously, we suit. So for pity’s sake what’s up? Don’t tell me you love me like a brother, because I can’t believe it.’

‘You needn’t try to.’

‘Well, then?’

‘I can’t think of getting engaged, much less married.’

‘Ah!’ Lacklander ejaculated. ‘Now we’re coming to it! This is going to be what I suspected. Oh, for God’s sake let me get rid of this bloody basket! Here. Come over to the bench. I’m not going till I’ve cleared this up.’

She followed him and they sat down together on a garden seat with the basket of roses at their feet. He took her by the wrist and stripped the heavy glove off her hand. ‘Now, tell me,’ he demanded. ‘Do you love me?’

‘You needn’t bellow it at me like that. Yes, I do.’

‘Rose, darling! I was so panicked you’d say you didn’t.’

‘Please listen, Mark. You’re not going to agree with a syllable of this, but please listen.’

‘All right. I know what it’s going to be but … all right.’

‘You can see what it’s like here. I mean the domestic set-up. You must have seen for yourself how much difference it makes to Daddy my being on tap.’

‘You are so funny when you use colloquialisms … a little girl shutting her eyes and firing off a popgun. All right; your father likes to have you about. So he well might and so he still would if we married. We’d probably live half our time at Nunspardon.’

‘It’s much more than that.’ Rose hesitated. She had drawn away from him and sat with her hands pressed together between her knees. She wore a long house-dress, her hair was drawn back into a knot at the base of her neck but a single fine strand had escaped and shone on her forehead. She used very little make-up and could afford this economy for she was a beautiful girl.

She said: ‘It’s simply that his second marriage hasn’t been a success. If I left him now he’d really and truly have nothing to live for. Really.’

‘Nonsense,’ Mark said uneasily.

‘He’s never been able to do without me. Even when I was little. Nanny and I and my governess all following the drum. So many countries and journeys. And then after the war when he was given all those special jobs: Vienna and Rome and Paris. I never went to school because he hated the idea of separation.’

‘All wrong, of course. Only half a life.’

‘No, no, no, that’s not true, honestly. It was a wonderfully rich life. I saw and heard and learnt all sorts of splendid things other girls miss.’

‘All the same …’

‘No, honestly, it was grand.’

‘You should have been allowed to get under your own steam.’

‘It wasn’t a case of being allowed. I was allowed almost anything I wanted. And when I did get under my own steam just see what happened! He was sent with that mission to Singapore and I stayed in Grenoble and took a course at the University. He was delayed and delayed … and I found out afterwards that he was wretchedly at a loose end. And then … it was while he was there … he met Kitty.’

Lacklander closed his well-kept doctor’s hand over the lower half of his face and behind it made an indeterminate sound.

‘Well,’ Rose said, ‘it turned out as badly as it possibly could, and it goes on getting worse, and if I’d been there I don’t think it would have happened.’

‘Why not? He’d have been just as likely to meet her. And even if he hadn’t, my heavenly and darling Rose, you cannot be allowed to think of yourself as a twister of the tail of fate.’

‘If I’d been there …’

‘Now look here!’ said Lacklander. ‘Look at it like this. If you removed yourself to Nunspardon as my wife, he and your stepmother might get together in a quick comeback.’

‘Oh, no,’ Rose said. ‘No, Mark. There’s not a chance of that.’

‘How do you know? Listen. We’re in love. I love you so desperately much it’s almost more than I can endure. I know I shall never meet anybody else who could make me so happy and, incredible though it may seem, I don’t believe you will either. I won’t be put off, Rose. You shall marry me and if your father’s life here is too unsatisfactory, well, we’ll find some way of improving it. Perhaps if they part company he could come to us.’

‘Never! Don’t you see? He couldn’t bear it. He’d feel sort of extraneous.’

‘I’m going to talk to him. I shall tell him I want to marry you.’

‘No, Mark, darling! No … please …’

His hand closed momentarily over hers. Then he was on his feet and had taken up the basket of roses. ‘Good evening, Mrs Cartarette,’ he said. ‘We’re robbing your garden for my grandmother. You’re very much ahead of us at Hammer with your roses.’

Kitty Cartarette had turned in by the green archway and was looking thoughtfully at them.

IV

The second Mrs Cartarette did not match her Edwardian name. She did not look like a Kitty. She was so fair that without her make-up she would have seemed bleached. Her figure was well-disciplined and her face had been skilfully drawn up into a beautifully cared-for mask. Her greatest asset was her acquired inscrutability. This, of itself, made a femme fatale of Kitty Cartarette. She had, as it were, been manipulated into a menace. She was dressed with some elaboration and, presumably because she was in the garden, she wore gloves.

‘How nice to see you, Mark,’ she said. ‘I thought I heard your voices. Is this a professional call?’

Mark said: ‘Partly so at least. I ran down with a message for Colonel Cartarette, and I had a look at your gardener’s small girl.’

‘How too kind,’ she said, glancing from Mark to her stepdaughter. She moved up to him and with her gloved hand took a dark rose from the basket and held it against her mouth.

‘What a smell!’ she said. ‘Almost improper, it’s so strong. Maurice is not in, but he won’t be long. Shall we go up?’

She led the way to the house. Exotic wafts of something that was not roses drifted in her wake. She kept her torso rigid as she walked and slightly swayed her hips. ‘Very expensive,’ Mark Lacklander thought; ‘but not entirely exclusive. Why on earth did he marry her?’

Mrs Cartarette’s pin heels tapped along the flagstone path to a group of garden furniture heaped with cushions. A tray with a decanter and brandy glasses was set out on a white iron table. She let herself down on a swinging seat, put up her feet, and arranged herself for Mark to look at.

‘Poorest Rose,’ she said, glancing at her stepdaughter, ‘you’re wearing such suitable gloves. Do cope with your scratchy namesakes for Mark. A box perhaps.’

‘Please don’t bother,’ Mark said. ‘I’ll take them as they are.’

‘We can’t allow that,’ Mrs Cartarette murmured. ‘You doctors mustn’t scratch your lovely hands, you know.’

Rose took the basket from him. He watched her go into the house and turned abruptly at the sound of Mrs Cartarette’s voice.

‘Let’s have a little drink, shall we?’ she said. ‘That’s Maurice’s pet brandy and meant to be too wonderful. Give me an infinitesimal drop and yourself a nice big one. I really prefer crème de menthe, but Maurice and Rose think it a common taste so I have to restrain my carnal appetite.’

Mark gave her the brandy. ‘I won’t, if you don’t mind,’ he said. ‘I’m by way of being on duty.’

‘Really? Who are you going to hover over, apart from the gardener’s child?’

‘My grandfather,’ Mark said.

‘How awful of me not to realize,’ she rejoined with the utmost composure. ‘How is Sir Harold?’

‘Not so well this evening, I’m afraid. In fact, I must get back. If I go by the river path perhaps I’ll meet the Colonel.’

‘Almost sure to, I should think,’ she agreed indifferently, ‘unless he’s poaching for that fabled fish on Mr Phinn’s preserves which, of course, he’s much too county to think of doing, whatever the old boy may say to the contrary.’

Mark said formally: ‘I’ll go that way, then, and hope to see him.’

She waved her rose at him in dismissal and held out her left hand in a gesture that he found distressingly second rate. He took it with his own left and shook it crisply.

‘Will you give your father a message from me?’ she said. ‘I know how worried he must be about your grandfather. Do tell him I wish so much one could help.’

The hand inside the glove gave his a sharp little squeeze and was withdrawn. ‘Don’t forget,’ she said.

Rose came back with the flowers in a box. Mark thought: ‘I can’t leave her like this, half-way through a proposal, damn it.’ He said coolly: ‘Come and meet your father. You don’t take enough exercise.’

‘I live in a state of almost perpetual motion,’ she rejoined, ‘and I’m not suitably shod or dressed for the river path.’

Mrs Cartarette gave a little laugh. ‘Poor Mark!’ she murmured. ‘But in any case, Rose, here comes your father.’

Colonel Cartarette had emerged from a spinney halfway down the hill and was climbing up through the rough grass below the lawn. He was followed by his spaniel, Skip, an old, obedient dog. The evening light had faded to a bleached greyness. Silvered grass, trees, lawns, flowers and the mildly curving thread of the shadowed trout stream joined in an announcement of oncoming night. Through this setting Colonel Cartarette moved as if he were an expression both of its substance and its spirit. It was as if from the remote past, through a quiet progression of dusks, his figure had come up from the valley of the Chyne.

When he saw the group by the lawn he lifted his hand in greeting. Mark went down to meet him. Rose, aware of her stepmother’s heightened curiosity, watched him with profound misgiving.

Colonel Cartarette was a native of Swevenings. His instincts were those of a countryman and he had never quite lost his air of belonging to the soil. His tastes, however, were for the arts and his talents for the conduct of government services in foreign places. This odd assortment of elements had set no particular mark upon their host. It was not until he spoke that something of his personality appeared.

‘Good evening, Mark,’ he called as soon as they were within comfortable earshot of each other. ‘My dear chap, what do you think? I’ve damned near bagged the Old ’Un.’

‘No!’ Mark shouted with appropriate enthusiasm.

‘I assure you! The Old ’Un! Below the bridge in his usual lurk, you know. I could see him …’

And as he panted up the hill the Colonel completed his classic tale of a magnificent strike, a homeric struggle and a broken cast. Mark, in spite of his own preoccupations, listened with interest. The Old ’Un was famous in Swevenings: a trout of magnitude and cunning, the despair and desire of every rod in the district.

‘… so I lost him,’ the Colonel ended, opening his eyes very wide and at the same time grinning for sympathy at Mark. ‘What a thing! By jove, if I’d got him I really believe old Phinn would have murdered me.’

‘Are you still at war, sir?’

‘Afraid so. The chap’s impossible, you know Good God, he’s accused me in so many words of poaching. Mad! How’s your grandfather?’

Mark said: ‘He’s failing pretty rapidly, I’m afraid. There’s nothing we can do. It’s on his account I’m here, sir.’ And he delivered his message.

‘I’ll come at once,’ the Colonel said. ‘Better drive round. Just give me a minute or two to clean up. Come with me, won’t you?’

But Mark felt suddenly that he could not face another encounter with Rose and said he would go home at once by the river path and would prepare his grandfather for the Colonel’s arrival.

He stood for a moment looking back through the dusk towards the house. He saw Rose gather up the full skirt of her housecoat and run across the lawn, and he saw her father set down his creel and rod, take off his hat and wait for her, his bald head gleaming. She joined her hands behind his neck and kissed him. They went on towards the house arm-in-arm. Mrs Cartarette’s hammock had begun to swing to and fro.

Mark turned away and walked quickly down into the valley and across Bottom Bridge.

The Old ’Un, with Colonel Cartarette’s cast in his jaw, lurked tranquilly under the bridge.

CHAPTER 2

Nunspardon

Sir Harold Lacklander watched Nurse Kettle as she moved about his room. Mark had given him something that had reduced his nightmare of discomfort and for the moment he seemed to enjoy the tragic self-importance that is the prerogative of the very ill. He preferred Nurse Kettle to the day-nurse. She was after all a native of the neighbouring village of Chyning and this gave him the same satisfaction as the knowledge that the flowers on his table came out of the Nunspardon conservatories.

He knew now that he was dying. His grandson had not told him in so many words but he had read the fact of death in the boy’s face and in the behaviour of his own wife and son. Seven years ago he had been furious when Mark wished to become a doctor; a Lacklander and the only grandson. He had made it as difficult as he could for Mark. But he was glad now to have the Lacklander nose bending over him and the Lacklander hands doing the things doctors seemed to think necessary. He would have taken a sort of pleasure in the eminence to which approaching death had raised him if he had not been tormented by the most grievous of all ills. He had a sense of guilt upon him.

‘Long time,’ he said. He used as few words as possible because with every one he uttered it was as if he squandered a measure of his dwindling capital. Nurse Kettle placed herself where he could see and hear her easily, and said: ‘Doctor Mark says the Colonel will be here quite soon. He’s been fishing.’

‘Luck?’

‘I don’t know. He’ll tell you.’

‘Old’n.’

‘Ah,’ said Nurse Kettle comfortably, ‘they won’t catch him in a hurry.’

The wraith of a chuckle drifted up from the bed and was followed by an anxious sigh. She looked closely at the face that seemed during that day to have receded from its own bones.

‘All right?’ she asked.

The lacklustre eyes searched hers. ‘Papers?’ the voice asked.

‘I found them just where you said. They’re on the table over there.’

‘Here.’

‘If it makes you feel more comfortable.’ She moved into the shadows at the far end of the great room and returned carrying a package, tied and sealed, which she put on his bedside table.

‘Memoirs,’ he whispered.

‘Fancy,’ said Nurse Kettle. ‘There must be a deal of work in them. I think it’s lovely to be an author. And now I’m going to leave you to have a little rest.’

She bent down and looked at him. He stared back anxiously. She nodded and smiled, and then moved away and took up an illustrated paper. For a time there were no sounds in the great bedroom but the breathing of the patient and the rustle of a turned page.

The door opened. Nurse Kettle stood up and put her hands behind her back as Mark Lacklander came into the room. He was followed by Colonel Cartarette.

‘All right, Nurse?’ Mark asked quietly.

‘Pretty much,’ she murmured. ‘Fretting. He’ll be glad to see the Colonel.’

‘I’ll just have a word with him first.’

He walked down the room to the enormous bed. His grandfather stared anxiously up at him and Mark, taking the restless old hand in his, said at once: ‘Here’s the Colonel, Grandfather. You’re quite ready for him, aren’t you?’

‘Yes. Now.’

‘Right.’ Mark kept his fingers on his grandfather’s wrist. Colonel Cartarette straightened his shoulders and joined him.

‘Hallo, Cartarette,’ said Sir Harold so loudly and clearly that Nurse Kettle made a little exclamation. ‘Nice of you to come.’

‘Hallo, sir,’ said the Colonel who was by twenty-five years the younger. ‘Sorry you’re feeling so cheap. Mark says you want to see me.’

‘Yes.’ The eyes turned towards the bedside table. ‘Those things,’ he said. ‘Take them, will you? Now.’

‘They’re the memoirs,’ Mark said.

‘Do you want me to read them?’ Cartarette asked, stooping over the bed.

‘If you will.’ There was a pause. Mark put the package into Colonel Cartarette’s hands. The old man’s eyes watched in what seemed to be an agony of interest.

‘I think,’ Mark said, ‘that Grandfather hopes you will edit the memoirs, sir.’

‘I’ll … Of course,’ the Colonel said after an infinitesimal pause. ‘I’ll be delighted; if you think you can trust me.’

‘Trust you. Implicitly. Implicitly. One other thing. Do you mind, Mark?’

‘Of course not, Grandfather. Nurse, shall we have a word?’

Nurse Kettle followed Mark out of the room. They stood together on a dark landing at the head of a wide stairway.

‘I don’t think,’ Mark said, ‘that it will be much longer.’

‘Wonderful, though, how he’s perked up for the Colonel.’

‘He’d set his will on it. I think,’ Mark said, ‘that he will now relinquish his life.’

Nurse Kettle agreed: ‘Funny how they can hang on and funny how they will give up.’

In the hall below a door opened and light flooded up the stairs. Mark looked over the banister and saw the enormously broad figure of his grandmother. Her hand flashed as it closed on the stair rail. She began heavily to ascend. He could hear her laboured breathing.

‘Steady does it, Gar,’ he said.

Lady Lacklander paused and looked up. ‘Ha!’ she said, ‘it’s the Doctor, is it?’ Mark grinned at the sardonic overtone.

She arrived on the landing. The train of her old velvet dinner-dress followed her and the diamonds which every evening she absentmindedly stuck about her enormous bosom burned and winked as it rose and fell.

‘Good evening, Kettle,’ she panted. ‘Good of you to come and help my poor old boy. How is he, Mark? Has, Maurice Cartarette arrived? Why are you both closeted together out here?’

‘The Colonel’s here, Gar. Grandfather wanted to have a word privately with him, so Nurse and I left them together.’

‘Something about those damned memoirs,’ said Lady Lacklander vexedly. ‘I suppose, in that case, I’d better not go in.’

‘I don’t think they’ll be long.’

There was a large Jacobean chair on the landing. He pulled it forward. She let herself down into it, shuffled her astonishingly small feet out of a pair of old slippers and looked critically at them.

‘Your father,’ she said, ‘has gone to sleep in the drawing-room muttering that he would like to see Maurice.’ She shifted her great bulk towards Nurse Kettle. ‘Now, before you settle to your watch, you kind soul,’ she said, ‘you won’t mind saving my mammoth legs a journey. Jog down to the drawing-room, rouse my lethargic son, tell him the Colonel’s here and make him give you a drink and a sandwich. Um?’

‘Yes, of course, Lady Lacklander,’ said Nurse Kettle, and descended briskly. ‘Wanted to get rid of me, she thought, ‘but it was tactfully done.’

‘Nice woman, Kettle,’ Lady Lacklander grunted. ‘She knows I wanted to be rid of her. Mark, what is it that’s making your grandfather unhappy?’

‘Is he unhappy, Gar?’

‘Don’t hedge. He’s worried to death …’ She stopped short. Her jewelled hands twitched in her lap. ‘He’s troubled in his mind,’ she said, ‘and for the second occasion in our married life I’m at a loss to know why. Is it something to do with Maurice and the memoirs?’

‘Apparently. He wants the Colonel to edit them.’

‘The first occasion,’ Lady Lacklander muttered, ‘was twenty years ago and it made me perfectly miserable. And now, when the time has come for us to part company … and it has come, child, hasn’t it?’

‘Yes, darling, I think so. He’s very tired.’

‘I know. And I’m not, I’m seventy-five and grotesquely fat, but I have a zest for life. There are still,’ Lady Lacklander said with a change in her rather wheezy voice, ‘there are still things to be tidied up. George, for example.’

‘What’s my poor papa doing that needs a tidying hand?’ Mark asked gently.

‘Your poor papa,’ she said, ‘is fifty and a widower and a Lacklander. Three ominous circumstances.’

‘Which can’t be altered, even by you.’

‘They can, however be … Maurice! What is it?’

Colonel Cartarette had opened the door and stood on the threshold with the packages still under his arm.

‘Can you come, Mark? Quickly.’

Mark went past him into the bedroom. Lady Lacklander had risen and followed with more celerity than he would have thought possible. Colonel Cartarette stopped her in the doorway.

‘My dear,’ he said, ‘wait a moment.’

‘Not a second,’ she said strongly. ‘Let me in, Maurice.’

A bell rang persistently in the hall below. Nurse Kettle, followed by a tall man in evening clothes, came hurrying up the stairs.

Colonel Cartarette stood on the landing and watched them go in.

Lady Lacklander was already at her husband’s bedside. Mark supported him with his right arm and with his left hand kept his thumb on a bell-push that lay on the bed. Sir Harold’s mouth was open and he was fetching his breath in a series of half-yawns. There was a movement under the bedclothes that seemed to be made by a continuous flexion and extension of his leg. Lady Lacklander stood massively beside him and took both his hands between hers.

I’m here, Hal,’ she said.