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Discarded
The Missing Children Case Files
M. A. Hunter
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Source ISBN: 9780008443351
Ebook Edition © March 2021 ISBN: 9780008443344
Version: 2021-02-11
Content notices: domestic violence, paedophilia, sexual assault, drug abuse, child abuse.
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Acknowledgments
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Dedicated to ‘Little’ David Knowles
who passed away in December 2020.
Thank you for 27 years of great memories.
The road was jagged
Over sharp stones:
Your body’s too ragged
To cover your bones.
The wind scatters
Tears upon dust;
Your soul’s in tatters
Where the spears thrust.
— Fire and Sleet and Candlelight, Elinor Wylie
Chapter One
Then
Portland, Dorset
Incandescent with rage, Joanna strode on, only once daring to sneak a glance back over her shoulder to where her sister watched on.
‘Stupid baby toy,’ she muttered under her breath, the salty breeze cooling the small blot of tears that had started forming around her eyes. ‘I don’t need it, and I don’t need them.’
Everyone always said Joanna was very mature for her age, and maybe that was part of the problem: they could see she was mature, but still treated her as a child. It wasn’t fair. She was practically ten anyway, and clearly her parents considered her old enough to watch over her kid sister while they talked, so they couldn’t complain that she’d decided to walk to the shop to buy herself some sweets; she’d probably be home before they even realised anyway.
The cause of this latest outburst – one in a long line of recent disagreements blown over the top – was the seeming lack of reward for this term’s school report. Joanna had worked hard to earn her high grades in English, Maths, and Science, but just because her younger sister had received a special mention in the end of term newsletter, she’d been given a new skateboard. How was that fair? Where was Joanna’s own skateboard, or age-appropriate gift, for doing so well? Were strong grades in English, Maths, and Science really worth less than the piece of music her sister had learned to play on that damned recorder?
And she’d missed a note when she’d played it!
But there was no mention of that slip-up in the newsletter that was now stuck to the front of the fridge, with copies sent out to family members far and wide.
‘We’ve high hopes for you,’ their father had said at breakfast, still beaming. ‘Today, the school assembly, but tomorrow, maybe the Philharmonic Orchestra!’
Yeah, sure, Dad, they have recorder players in the Philharmonic Orchestra!
Joanna had only asked for one turn on the bloody skateboard, to show her sister how to do it right, but would she listen? No! Always thought she knew better, that one. Well, Joanna would show her. She’d take the pound coin she’d earned for tidying her bedroom, and she’d buy chocolate, and casually walk home, eating it. Then her sister would know who the big fish in the family was!
But as she now looked up to get her bearings, she realised she’d missed the usual cut way that led up to the local shop. In fact, she’d missed it by quite some distance, and she wasn’t totally certain she knew where she was. The sea gulls cawed nearby, but she couldn’t get a sense of which end of the island she’d been walking towards. There was something vaguely familiar about the boarded-up fish and chip shop on the corner, the picture of the navy-blue fish on the orange backdrop looking ghastly. If she kept walking straight she would eventually come to one side of the shoreline or the other, or she’d see the signs for Weymouth and realise she’d walked far too far.
Stopping for a moment, and sweeping the hazelnut fringe out of her eyes, she took in the full horizon, looking for any indication of just how far she’d come. Wasn’t this the way their mum drove them to the dentist? Their dentist was on the way to Weymouth town centre, and so they made the six-monthly visit by car. Most of the time, Joanna had her head buried in a book of poetry or literature, and she didn’t bother to take in the scenery around her.
Not wanting to retrace her steps, she continued onwards, turning down past the fish and chip shop. If she was right, and this was the road to the dentist, then there should be a…
The smile broke across her face as she spotted the small newsagent’s shop with the giant plastic ice-cream cone standing outside of it. Joanna remembered this shop, because every time they went to the dentist, her sister would whine and crave an ice cream that big, even though she’d have no chance of holding something so large, let alone eating it. That didn’t stop her droning on about it though. And if anyone ever did invent an ice cream that big, she’d bet her parents would somehow find the money to buy it for her sister. That meant Joanna must have walked further than she’d expected, though she couldn’t spot the coastline in any direction.
Thrusting her hands into her pockets, she playfully ran her fingertips around the rough edges of the pound coin. One day, when she was older and she had children of her own, she would make sure they were treated equally; no special measures for the younger child. And both children would be allowed to choose whether they wanted to buy sweets or not. Joanna knew all about healthy diets, and very rarely asked for chocolate or sweets, but every once in a while couldn’t hurt, and that was why she was now determined to buy herself a treat. She wouldn’t use the entire pound right now. She’d use some of it, and keep some for the next time her sister got on her nerves. After all, she’d managed to find the newsagent’s shop this time without too much fuss, and so a return trip one day wouldn’t be out of the question.
Entering the shop, she was immediately hit by the wave of warm air that hung at head-height. It actually felt warmer in the shop than it had outside, where the sea breeze was pushing the few clouds in the otherwise crystal-blue sky. Clearly, the owner didn’t believe in the merits of air conditioning. The shop was about the size of her bedroom, but it was crammed full. Colourful magazines – like the ones her grandma read – lined the shelves, and above those were the magazines her dad would occasionally buy when Mum wasn’t around. The opposite wall, by comparison, was a thing of beauty. The shelves were chockful of colourful wrappers; could it be that every sweet ever produced resided here? So much choice; too much choice! And then, above the chocolate bars, was a shelf containing tall plastic cartons of sweets, including sherbet lemons, cola bottles, and her favourites: rhubarb and custards.
Maybe she wouldn’t bother saving any of her pound today; she could always earn another pound for tidying her room, or offering to dry the washed crockery after dinner. In fact, this Aladdin’s cave could become her secret place – somewhere she could sneak off to on the way home from school or when she was supposed to be walking to Grandma’s house. Her parents would never come in here, so it wasn’t like they’d ever catch her.
She was still deliberating over which chocolate bar to buy when she felt the dryness in her throat, and spied the tall fridge of ice-cold drinks cans and bottles. How hadn’t she realised just how thirsty she was? Walking to the refrigerator door, she looked in at the selection of Coke, Sprite, Fanta, and Lilt cans, but the sticker on the front of the door said all bottles were 80p, so she wouldn’t have enough money to buy a drink and a chocolate bar. If only she’d realised she would make this trip out today, she would have raided her piggy bank for another pound. Opening the fridge door, she pulled out the bottle of Fanta.
Returning to the wall of sweets, she ran her eyes over the selection again. If only she had another twenty pence, she’d be able to buy a Twirl and a bottle of Fanta. Picking up the Twirl, she turned the purple packet over in her hands. If only the shopkeeper would allow her to buy half the Twirl now, she’d have the drink and a taste of chocolate to keep her going. Or maybe, if she asked him really nicely, he’d let her have both if she promised to return and pay the extra twenty pence on another day. It was worth a try.
‘Hello,’ a deep voice said from behind her. ‘What’s going on here then?’
‘I wasn’t stealing it,’ she said, fear instantly gripping her heart, as she turned to see the tall man in the light-grey suit and tie, hovering over her. ‘I have money.’ She pulled out the pound coin to show him for good measure.
His eyes didn’t leave hers. ‘I know you, don’t I?’ he asked, his accent not local to the area. ‘You go to St Margaret’s with my daughter.’
Joanna thought there was something vaguely familiar about his face, but she couldn’t place him as one of the dads of her close friends. But why would he lie? And how else would he know she went to St Margaret’s?
‘What’s your daughter’s name?’ she asked.
He smiled harmlessly. ‘Kim. She’s in Year 4.’
She knew of a Kim in one of the other classes: a quiet girl with whom she’d had little engagement.
‘I think I know who you mean,’ Joanna replied forthrightly, ‘but we’re not in the same class.’
‘Ah, I see,’ he replied, looking down at the items she was gripping so tightly. ‘Well now, oh, it looks like you don’t have enough money to buy the drink and the chocolate.’
She looked down at the two items, deciding her thirst was greater than her hunger, and begrudgingly returned the Twirl to the shelf. She could feel his eyes watching her, but she willed her cheeks not to show her embarrassment.
‘I tell you what,’ the man said softly. ‘Twirls are my daughter’s favourite too, and look here, it says you can buy three for the price of two. How about I buy the three, and you can have the free one. That way, I can have one, Kim can have one, and you can have one; we all win.’
He reached out and picked up two Twirls, and opened his free hand, waiting for her to place the third in it. She knew better than to accept sweets from strangers – that had been drilled in long ago – but this guy wasn’t exactly a stranger; he was Kim’s dad, and he wasn’t asking her to go with him, merely giving her a free chocolate bar. Where was the harm?
She picked up the bar and placed it in his hand, before following him up to the counter where she paid for her drink, and then waited for him by the door.
‘There you go,’ he said, offering the Twirl once they were both outside. ‘I’d better be on my way or Kim’s mum will have my guts for garters. Do you need a lift home?’
She quickly shook her head. ‘No, I’m fine, thank you.’
The man pulled up the sleeve of his grey suit jacket and looked at his watch. ‘Are you sure? It is getting late. You live near St Margaret’s, don’t you? I could drop you off there if you want? It’s on my way home.’
‘Thank you, but I’m not allowed to go in cars with people I don’t know.’
He smiled, and held up his hands as if surrendering. ‘That is very sensible! I hadn’t thought about it like that. You’re quite right to be wary, and I only hope Kim is as sensible as you if a man ever offers her a lift home. Well, so long, and it was nice meeting you… Wait, I didn’t catch your name?’
‘Joanna,’ she said, thinking nothing of it.
‘I’ll tell Kim you said hi, Joanna,’ he replied with another smile.
He opened the door of the long BMW and climbed in, starting the engine but not pulling away.
Joanna lingered, waiting to see which direction he would go in, but the car remained stationary. She looked down at her own watch and her eyes widened with panic. She hadn’t realised just how late it was. Her mum and dad would surely have noticed she wasn’t home and would be starting to worry. If she ever wanted to make a sneaky trip back to the newsagent’s shop again, she would have to get home sharpish.
She looked back along the road, trying to remember which way she’d come, and whether there might be a more direct route home, but she couldn’t even be certain which road she’d come along.
Moving to the side of the car, she could now see the man was typing something into his mobile phone, but he looked up and smiled warmly when he saw her watching. The electric window lowered, and he leaned over the seat to talk to her.
‘Is everything okay, Joanna?’ he asked, with just a hint of concern.
‘I wondered,’ she began, ‘if it’s not too much bother… would you be able to give me that lift to the school?’
He locked his phone, and returned it to his inside jacket pocket. ‘Of course I can. Climb in the back. I think Kim’s booster seat is in there.’
She heard the rear passenger’s side door unlock, and clambered in, finding no sign of a booster seat. Placing the Fanta and Twirl between her legs, she fastened the seat belt and glanced at her watch again. As the car pulled away, she suddenly realised her parents would be on to her little jaunt if she returned to the house with evidence of the Twirl and Fanta, and would have to try and hide them in the den at the back of the garden before they saw her. The side gate leading to the garden was bound to be unlocked, and if she was careful, she could sneak to the den, hide the goods, and be back out the gate before either of them saw her.
Feeling pleased with herself, she pressed her head against the head rest and looked out of the window, determined to remember the route she’d come by so she wouldn’t feel so lost next time. Before she realised, she saw St Margaret’s approaching on the left, and beyond it the entrance to her road. Only the car didn’t slow to a stop, as she expected.
‘Um, excuse me, sir,’ she called out timidly, not wishing to upset him, ‘but you just drove past my road.’
‘Oh, did I?’ he called out apologetically, staring back at her from the rear-view mirror. ‘My mistake. There’s a roundabout a little way along from here; I’ll turn around there.’
But the roundabout came and went, and still there was no return to her road. Her pulse quickened. Tears began to pool in her eyes, and she could feel his eyes watching her. ‘Please, I just want to go home,’ she whimpered, fear clawing at her throat.
‘We’ll be there soon,’ his voice soothed, even though she didn’t believe a word of it.
In a final act of desperation, she subtly moved her hand to the door handle, all the time checking that he was no longer watching her in the mirror. Her fingers brushed against the cool metal, coiling around the handle, but as she tugged on it, it didn’t budge.
She was trapped.
Chapter Two
Now
Winchester, Hampshire
I can’t explain the nerves I’m feeling as I wait on the kerbside. There is a small wall adjacent to my knees, and I’m tempted to perch on it to rest my legs, but it is suffering the effects of erosion, and I’m not sure it would adequately support my weight. The ball of tension in the pit of my stomach is large enough without the added embarrassment of recreating Humpty Dumpty’s most memorable moment.
The high wall surrounding HMP Winchester is casting a huge shadow over the area I’m waiting in, and I’m glad I opted to wear a sweater and a thick coat today, even though the weatherman had said it would be unusually mild for February. It’s been close to eight months since I last saw Freddie Mitchell, as he was led away from the dock at Reading Crown Court, sentenced to ten months at her Majesty’s pleasure for deliberately causing arson and criminal damage to the former Pendark Film Studios.
I’d wept for my friend as I watched from the public gallery, but he stood resolute, showing no remorse for destroying the site of so much abuse and evil. I don’t agree with the action he took, but I understand why he did it; having had his abuse claims overlooked and ignored, the arson was his way of making it impossible for him to be ignored anymore, even if it had cost him his freedom.
I’ve begged Freddie to let me come and visit him, but he has refused visitations from anyone on the outside. He’s phoned to let me know everything is okay and that he meets with the prison chaplain on a weekly basis, but I can hear the pain in his voice when he talks to me. Given the extent of the damage caused to the site, Freddie was lucky not to receive a longer sentence, and it is a reflection of his good behaviour that he is being released ahead of schedule. Ultimately, the studios had been long abandoned, and having searched the place prior to starting the blaze, he knew there was no immediate danger to life, and the judge had taken this into account. I just hope these last eight months haven’t taken anything more from my friend; he was broken when I met him, and nobody deserves a happy ending as much as him.
I can see movement at the security barrier and a moment later, Freddie appears, dressed in the denim jeans and sleeveless jacket that have become his trademark. The thick beard is certainly a new addition, as is the presence of hair on his head. It reminds me of my first encounter with Freddie when he was sleeping rough on the streets of Weymouth, and I was serving food at the shelter. I hope his time inside hasn’t changed him in other ways too.
Freddie doesn’t notice me at first as he steps into the cool late-morning air, and inhales a deep breath of freedom. I remain where I am, giving him the space to embrace his newfound independence. Eventually, he looks up, and double-takes when he spots me.
‘Emma, what are you doing here?’ he asks, quickly swallowing the distance between us.
I throw my arms open and around his shoulders when he nears, and squeeze him tight. ‘I know you didn’t want a big fanfare, but I didn’t want you to have to make the journey back to Weymouth alone.’
His head nestles in the crook of my neck and for a moment I’m certain he’s weeping, but it ends as soon as it starts and he looks away as we separate. ‘How are you keeping?’ he asks, unobtrusively wiping his face with his arm.
I don’t want to overwhelm him by telling him how much I’ve missed our chats, and how life just hasn’t tasted as sweet without him around. I’ve spent more and more time at the shelter, helping out in his absence, but it hasn’t made the loneliness more bearable. That’s not Freddie’s fault and I’m as much to blame for my isolation as anyone else. Rachel has phoned when she can, but I don’t like to intrude while her romance with Daniella blossoms.
I settle for, ‘I’m well, thank you. And you? How does it feel to be out in the open again, after so long?’
His head snaps round and fixes me with a hard stare. ‘Please don’t do that. As far as I’m concerned, these last eight months never happened. I never want to think nor speak of them again.’ His shoulders soften. ‘Is that okay? It was what it was, and that’s where I want it left. Can we just pretend like we’ve both been asleep since the summer, and now that we’ve woken with renewed purpose we can move on with our lives?’
I’ve never seen Freddie beset with such shame – even when he finally opened up to me about the abuse he’d suffered at the St Francis Home for Wayward Boys. My friend is usually so bouncy and full of verve but today he is flat; I just hope he can rediscover some of his old self once we’re back home in Weymouth.
‘I’m happy to pretend,’ I acknowledge, smiling warmly. ‘It’s what I do for a living, after all.’
He loops his arm through mine and we move away from the prison, in the direction of Winchester town centre. ‘How is the writing going? You were writing about that French girl the last time we spoke. Is that what you’re still working on?’
It was my investigation into the sudden return of Aurélie Lebrun that inadvertently triggered Freddie’s meltdown at the film studios. She was another one with a complicated past that needed unpicking. Having escaped prosecution by the British authorities, she returned to France, and the two of us have been meeting via video call to iron out the finer details of her story. It will probably be at least another four to six months until it hits the shelves, but at least that leaves plenty of time to sharpen the prose and syntax.
‘I submitted the first draft of the manuscript to my agent Maddie last Friday. You remember Maddie, don’t you?’
He nods. ‘She handled the contract for the TV series adaptation of your first book. It’s thanks to her that I had to submit my first ever tax return last year.’
‘That’s her. Well, she has the manuscript now, and will be running her digital red pen over it to bring it up to her very high standards before sending it on to my publisher, which means I am now at something of a loose end. So, like it or not, Freddie Mitchell, you’re stuck with me for the rest of the day. And as you weren’t around to help celebrate my birthday in August, the least you can do is come out to lunch with me now.’
