Lay Me to Rest

I could scarcely believe what I was seeing. My heart began to pound and I let out an involuntary scream. Floating above and a little in front of me, no more than two feet from the top of my head, was the outline of a woman, featureless except for a pair of intense, dark eyes that seemed to look straight through me – a grey, translucent vapour.

How long I lay there, I do not know. Time seemed to stand still as, powerless to move, I felt compelled to gaze in horror upon the shadowy figure that seemed to be pinning me to the ground. It felt suffocating.

The penetrating eyes suddenly shifted their focus and locked with mine. It was as though I were staring into an abyss. I was gripped by an awful, cold dread as I acknowledged the blatant contempt in their expression. Fleetingly I wondered if I would leave the field alive; did she mean to take my life and that of my unborn child? I was completely helpless.

The figure’s hand was extended as though pointing towards something behind me. As I turned stiffly to look, I noticed that there were several sets of initials carved deep into the trunk of the old oak.

‘Anni wyf i.’

Immediately, I recognized the same disembodied voice that had whispered in my ear the night before. My stomach turned over. As though released from a vice, I felt suddenly able to move properly, and jerked my head back to examine her more closely; but the apparition had faded away. My quivering arms covered in gooseflesh, I scrambled to my feet and looked around me. All was still. I was alone once more.

I stood frantically scanning the field, hardly daring to believe that she had definitely gone. My whole body was quaking with fear. Taking deep breaths to regain my composure, I peered at some of the letters on the tree.

G. P. ♥ A. W. AM BYTH – 1992

G. P. – Glyn Parry, surely? And the girl he was engaged to – Aneira Williams. Kneeling down, with trembling forefinger I traced the outline of another group of initials nearer the base of the trunk, which were older and less well defined.

J. O. P. + A. H. D. 1845

Could it be? Anwen Davies – the unfortunate milkmaid; but who was J. O. P.? I would have to ask Mr and Mrs Parry about my discovery. And I felt I no longer had any alternative but to tell them about my unusual visitations. Shaken and emotionally drained, I made my way back to the farm, not daring to look behind me. I was beginning to wonder if it had been such a good idea to come here after all.

*

The moment I entered the kitchen, Mrs Parry realized that something was amiss. She ushered me towards Mr Parry’s chair in front of the stove and bade me sit, whilst I struggled to get the words out.

The old woman listened in grave silence as, breathless and still reeling from my experience, I stammered an explanation of what I’d just seen and what had taken place during the night. She sat beside me holding my quavering hand, and said nothing for quite some time.

‘I don’t know what to think,’ she said eventually. ‘I’ve never taken too much notice of Will’s stories. All the time I’ve lived here I haven’t seen anything of that sort. But then I suppose spirits – if that’s what they are – can’t always be seen by everyone.’

She looked at me curiously. ‘Has anything like this ever happened to you before?’

Her expression told me that she wasn’t entirely sure whether the whole thing could have been in my imagination. A recently bereaved pregnant woman in a strange place; perhaps I was just hysterical and rampantly hormonal. It was not an unreasonable assumption to make.

I sighed and shook my head. I had always been what I considered down to earth and healthily sceptical. The nearest I had ever come to a paranormal experience was when I had once predicted the unlikely winner of the Grand National after an unusually vivid dream, but I put that down to having read about the runners in the newspaper a few days before the race and thought the name of the horse must have lodged somewhere in my subconscious. That – and the copious amount of wine I had consumed the previous night. A fluke, no more, I had told myself.

‘Peter’s looked into it all, apparently. He said that if there are spirits in a place, even if they’ve laid low for years they can be stirred up again when someone new arrives. He told me all about what happened when he and Glyn messed about with the Ouija board when they were kids.’

Mrs Parry released my hand and stared at me. She sat back in her seat, looking stunned.

‘What Ouija board? That’s the first I’ve heard of it …’ Her voice had become uncharacteristically hard and she studied me in disbelief.

‘I’m sorry – I thought you knew.’ I felt instantly awkward and regretted having opened my mouth.

‘Glyn wouldn’t have done a thing like that; I’m sure of it. He was a sensible lad. And I always thought Peter was, too.’ Mrs Parry considered for a moment and her face softened a little. ‘What exactly did he tell you, then?’

Reluctantly, I repeated almost everything that Peter had told me: about the messages that had been spelt out (omitting their content) and the eerie voice that had spoken to them. Anxiously, I watched the old woman’s face for a reaction.

‘Well,’ she said, after thinking for a moment. ‘I’m not surprised they didn’t tell us. I’ve heard all about those boards and the things that have happened to people after they’ve used them. Glyn would have felt the back of my hand if I’d found out. And Peter’s mam and dad wouldn’t have been too impressed, either.’

The familiar smile returned to her face and I relaxed a little.

‘Still, what’s done is done, I suppose. Listen now, if you’d feel happier staying here tonight instead of at the cottage, I can make you up a bed. I’m sure there’s nothing to be scared of, but I don’t want you to go back there if you’re going to feel frightened.’

‘That’s very kind of you. Are you sure you wouldn’t mind? My sister’s supposed to be coming up on Wednesday so I’ll be OK after she arrives. But I must admit I don’t really want to stay there on my own …’

But I was no longer on my own. And although I had no idea at the time, it would make no difference where I stayed. What- or whom-ever my arrival had disturbed would remain with me wherever I went.

Chapter Four

Mrs Parry accompanied me to the cottage to collect some belongings and waited outside whilst I rushed upstairs and hurriedly stuffed a few essentials into a carrier bag. Before leaving, I glanced through the living room doorway to check if I had left anything in there that I might need. I frowned as I noticed a newspaper lying on the floor, which I was sure had not been there earlier. Pushing the door fully open, I recoiled, taking a sharp intake of breath as I saw the whole pile of newspapers which had been neatly stacked in the basket by the fire now scattered across the floor, as though someone had thrown them around in a fury.

I stooped to gather the papers, some of which had been ripped and screwed up into balls. A couple of the newspapers appeared to have been placed, rather than thrown, squarely before the hearth. One particular headline caught my eye.

‘MISSING LOCAL GIRL: POLICE QUESTION HOLIDAYMAKER’

I smoothed out the rest of the page, my eyes widening as I read, then reread, the caption that accompanied the photograph beneath. I recognized the woman in the picture as the dour Marian Williams, who was brandishing a framed headshot of an attractive young woman with thick, dark hair that sat in waves on her shoulders.

‘Aneira Williams was last seen ten days ago when friends say she had seemed “agitated”. A man in his thirties holidaying at Bryn Mawr farm, near Llansadwrn, has been helping the local constabulary with their inquiries. Officers are trying to trace the driver of a small, dark-coloured van (registration unknown) seen at the farm on the night of Aneira’s disappearance and are appealing for anyone who may have seen or spoken to Miss Williams shortly before, or since, the last known sighting of her to come forward. Any information received will be treated in the strictest confidence.’

There followed a telephone hotline number to dial for the benefit of any possible witnesses. My eyes travelled to the top of the page. It was dated the third of August 2008.

I shivered. It was as if the article had been placed there for me to find. I realized at once that the man held for questioning must have been Peter, and wondered why Mrs Parry had neglected to mention the fact. After folding the newspaper under my arm, I quickly tidied the remainder of the pile as best I could and went out into the sunshine.

‘Have you got everything?’ Seeing my troubled expression, Mrs Parry’s expression changed to one of concern. ‘What is it?’

I said nothing but handed over the paper, watching for her reaction as she scanned the words, and the image of her neighbour. Mrs Parry sighed. She folded the article over again and looked me in the eye.

‘Yes, the police did question Peter. But they released him almost straight away. I mean, they had to find out what he knew, after the girl turning up here like that. And Marian had probably added fuel to their suspicions. Once they’d spoken to him, though, they certainly didn’t think Peter had anything to do with Aneira vanishing the way she did. As I said, I’m sure the key to finding her was that van.’

‘But you didn’t tell me they’d had him in for questioning. They don’t usually do that unless they suspect …’

Mrs Parry shook her head and smiled. ‘I’ve known Peter most of his life. He wouldn’t hurt a fly. And if I’d told you that he’d been arrested, not knowing him that well, you might well have thought there’s no smoke without fire. Most people would. No. Peter would never be involved with anything sinister; you take my word for it.’

Although I wanted to accept her explanation, a niggling seed of doubt had begun to germinate in my mind. I felt sure that the newspaper had been left strategically for me to discover. But who – or what – had put it there?

We walked back to the farmhouse in silence, she as deep in thought as I. The old woman led me through the kitchen and out into the coolness of the dingy hallway. A grandfather clock concealed in a recess chimed in the hour, startling me. On the wall facing the clock hung a grim-looking painting of an elderly woman in traditional old-fashioned Welsh dress, wearing a tall black hat with ribbon tied beneath her chin.

I paused to examine the image more closely. The scene depicted was that of the interior of a chapel, with several people seated in the pews, their heads bowed in prayer. One man had lifted his face to look at the woman who was walking up the aisle, wrapped in a shawl and carrying what was presumably a hymn book.

Mrs Parry saw me staring at the painting and chuckled.

‘That used to be a very popular picture in these parts,’ she informed me. ‘It’s called “Salem”. Not my cup of tea at all – it belonged to Will’s mother. Here – ’ She waved a hand at the shawl the woman was wearing. ‘See, if you look carefully in the folds – it’s the face of the devil.’

I recoiled, wondering why on earth anyone would want to hang such a sinister, portentous picture in their home.

‘The story goes that the old woman arrived late for chapel so that everyone would notice her beautiful new shawl, apparently. The devil represents her wicked pride. Now then!’

I peered at the painting and shuddered. The creases of the shawl created the devil’s facial features – the fringe beneath its beard. It sent an unpleasantly cold feeling through my veins.

I followed Mrs Parry up the wide, dogleg staircase, gripping the sturdy oak banister for fear of slipping on the threadbare runner of carpet held in position by tarnished brass stair rods. She led me off the equally dark landing through a heavy wooden door into a pleasant but dimly lit room with an old sash window that stretched almost from floor to ceiling, the long brocade curtains tied back with thick golden cord.

The aspect through the yellow-tinted panes of glass was to the opposite side of the farmland from Tyddyn Bach. It revealed several fields of sheep, divided alternately by the usual low walls and intermittent trees, far beyond which stood a small, solitary house. At the farthest side of the first field, I could make out the well that Mr Parry had spoken of. A shiver ran through me.

The room seemed untouched by time. It was like stepping back into the nineteenth century. The air was stale, as though the space had remained unoccupied for months, or even years. An ancient brass double bedstead stood in the centre, covered with a faded gold silk eiderdown. There was an old blanket chest at its foot. A tallboy stood against the wall opposite, next to the window. In the corner of the room was a washstand, with mandatory porcelain pitcher and bowl, their glaze yellowed and cracked with age. The floor was of dark-stained oak boards, with a small, thin rug placed at one side of the bed. On the same side a large, dusty oil lamp sat on a low bedside cabinet.

With supreme effort, Mrs Parry slid the huge window open, winding the sash cord around a hook to secure its position. The gloom lifted immediately. Particles of dust danced in the soft shaft of light that had been allowed to pass through.

‘Phew! I’ll give it a good clean and make up the bed for you after lunch. It’s not as comfy as the bedroom in Tyddyn Bach, I know. But it’ll only be for a couple of nights. And it’s much cooler in here, to be honest. Better for this time of year, eh.’

I nodded in agreement. It had certainly been unbearably stuffy in the bedroom last night.

Peering through the window once more, I gazed at the old well across the field. I reflected on Mr Parry’s story – and wondered about the wretched girl who had drowned herself. What agonies she must have suffered, God only knows. If it was indeed her causing all the disruption, I could understand why she would feel aggrieved. But why was she targeting me? Was it because I too was pregnant?

I stood staring out of the window, my thoughts racing. Beyond the well, my eye was drawn to the small house in the distance.

‘Who lives there, Mrs Parry?’

The old woman turned to look. ‘That’s Marian’s place.’ She laughed. ‘I told you she was our neighbour. Round here that can mean anything up to a couple of miles or more!’

‘It looks … lonely.’

‘Oh, no – I wouldn’t say that.’ The old woman was dismissive. ‘It might look a bit isolated, but there’s always plenty going on over there. Never a dull moment. Marian’s husband used to farm, but he died years ago, so she sold off the land. It was only a small acreage, mind, so I don’t think she got much. It’s been a struggle for her, being on her own. She’s got two big lads still at home. They help Will out now and again, when it comes to lambing and such. Lovely boys, Ianto and Tudur. I expect you’ll meet them sooner or later; they’re round here often enough.’

I said nothing but resolved to take a walk over to the house at some point. I was more than curious to know if there was some other reason for Marian Williams’ animosity towards Peter and equally keen to learn more about Aneira. I began to churn the whole intriguing situation over in my brain like the plot for a whodunnit.

‘Anyway, bathroom’s down the landing, second door on the left. Well, cariad, I must press on. Will shall be back soon and I haven’t peeled the tatws yet!’

‘Is there anything I can do to help?’

‘No, no. You can come and talk to me if you like. I’ll tell you all about the antics our Glyn and Peter used to get up to. They were a pair, those two!’

Mrs Parry clearly relished an opportunity to talk about Glyn. I still found it desperately hard to speak of Graham in the past tense. Everything was still very raw and any mention of him sent me tumbling back into a very dark place. He had been part of my life for fourteen years. We met when I was working part-time as a waitress in a café, whilst finishing my PGCE. I served him and a group of his friends and had immediately been taken by his quiet, gentle manner and expressive grey eyes. I was thrilled when he had approached me at the end of the evening to ask for my phone number.

Ours was a whirlwind romance. I was bowled over by him and we had moved in together within three months. It was the happiest time I had ever spent. I hated myself now for having lost sight of what was important in life. My career had been the main focus of my existence these last few years; it now seemed completely irrelevant. I couldn’t care less if I ever entered a classroom again – but it was too late to realize that now. He was gone and nothing could bring him back.

Mrs Parry and I went back down to the kitchen and had been there only minutes when to my astonishment, a dishevelled Peter strolled in, his shirtsleeves rolled past his elbows, face and hands smeared with grime.

‘Bloody car!’ He sounded exasperated. ‘I’d barely done twenty miles when it broke down. I had to walk into Bethesda to the nearest sodding garage. The chap towed it and dropped me back here. He’s not sure what the problem is yet and said he’ll ring later. I’ve no hope of making the meeting now.’

‘Ah, bechod!’ Mrs Parry could not disguise her pleasure. ‘Well, looks like we’ll be needing to set an extra place for lunch.’

Inwardly, I could not help but squirm a little. In spite of all of Mrs Parry’s assurances, I was beginning to wonder if Peter was all he seemed. I tried to behave normally, but he had obviously seen enough of me by now to realize that something was awry.

‘What have you been up to today, then? Have you had chance to take a good look round yet?’ He stood leaning next to the sink as Mrs Parry frenziedly peeled more vegetables like a woman possessed.

I decided that honesty was the best policy. ‘I’ve had a bit of an upset, actually.’

Peter raised an eyebrow. ‘Oh? What’s happened?’

‘I … something weird happened out in the fields …’

I swallowed hard, unsure how much to divulge about my discovery. Mrs Parry decided to speak on my behalf. She shot Peter a knowing look.

‘Mrs Philips had, well, a bit of a fright out there. Seems it might have something to do with what happened to her last night … and she also enlightened me about some mischief you and Glyn got up to when you were lads,’ she said, hand resting on hip in a mock-scolding fashion. ‘What have you got to say for yourself?’

Peter looked sheepish. ‘It was a long time ago, Gwen. We were just daft kids – you know what we were like. Anything for a laugh.’

‘Well, I can’t pretend to understand what made you do something that daft. You weren’t stupid, either of you.’

‘No. I can’t explain it. We just felt … compelled, somehow. I suppose it was a bit of bravado too, you know, “I bet you wouldn’t dare” – that sort of thing.’

‘No matter. It’s over and done now. Anyway, Mrs Philips has decided to stay here in the house tonight. She doesn’t want to be in the cottage on her own. I suppose you’ll be staying too, then?’

‘It’ll all depend on what’s up with my car. The bloke will let me know before this afternoon, so I’ll know by then.’ He looked down at his hands. ‘Is it OK if I have a bath? I feel a right mess.’

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