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Horace Chase
Her husband turned away. It was a strong man's anguish. He sat down by the fire, his face covered by his hands.
Into the pause there now came again the strains of Portia's hymn in the kitchen – that verse about "the peerly gates" which she was hopefully singing a second time to Dave. Then, in the silence that followed, the room seemed filled with the rushing sound of the rain.
Ruth had remained motionless. "I shall never be any better," she went on with the same desperation; "I wish you to understand me just as I really am. I might even do it a second time; I don't know. You may make whatever arrangements you like about me; I agree to all in advance. And now – I'll go." Turning, she went towards the door of the stairway, the pale Dolly joining her in silence.
Then Horace Chase got up. His face showed how profoundly he had suffered; it was changed, changed for life. "After all this that you've told me, Ruth, I don't press myself upon you – I never shall again; I couldn't; that's ended. You haven't got any father or mother, and you're very young yet; so I shall have to see to you for the present. But it can be done from a distance, and that's the way I'll fix it. You mustn't think I don't feel this thing because I don't say much. It just about kills me! But as to condemning, coming down on you out and out, I don't do it, I haven't got the cheek! Who am I that I should dare to? Have I been so faultless myself that I have any right to judge you?" And as he said this, his rugged face had, for the moment, an expression that was striking in its beauty; its mixture of sorrow, honesty, and grandeur.
Ruth gazed at him. Then she gave an inarticulate entreating cry, and ran to him.
But she was so weak that she fell, and Dolly rushed forward.
Horace Chase put Dolly aside – put her aside forever. He lifted his wife in his arms, and silently bent his head over hers as it lay on his breast.
THE END