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Pretty Madcap Dorothy: or, How She Won a Lover
"Ah! but Undine had no heart," declared Iris.
"In some respects you are like Undine," he retorted. "She never knew she had a heart till she was conscious of its loss. Ah, but you do look bewitching, Miss Vincent – Iris, with that wreath of autumn foliage on your head, like a crown of dying sunset. When I see the leaves turn in the autumn, lines that I read somewhere always recur to me:
"'As bathed in blood the trailing vines appear,While 'round them, soft and low, the wild wind grieves;The heart of autumn must have broken here,And poured her treasure out upon the leaves.'""What pretty poetry!" sighed Iris. "Why, it seems to me that you have some beautiful sentiment, set to rhyme, to express almost every thought! You must love poetry. Does – does Dorothy care for it?"
"No," he returned, in a low voice, and looked away from her with a moody brow.
"That is strange," mused Iris. "I should think that you would inspire her with a love for it."
"If it is not in one's soul, how can you expect to find it there," he retorted, rather bitterly. "No, Dorothy has no love for poetry, flowers, or birds, nor, in fact, anything that other young girls care for. I imagine she would quite as soon prefer a garden filled with hollyhocks and morning-glories to the daintiest flowers that ever bloomed. Alas, there are few tastes in common between us!"
Chapter XV
"What a pity!" sighed Iris, and her hand crept sympathizingly into his. The gloomy look deepened on his face.
"Do you believe that there is a true mate for each heart, Iris?" he asked, suddenly.
"I might better ask you that question," she answered, evasively. "You are engaged —you seem to have found a heart that is the mate for your own."
"Do you think there is such a thing as making a mistake, even in so grave a matter?" he asked, huskily, "and that those who discover their error should keep on straying further and further in the wrong path? Do you not believe that there should be the most ardent love between those who wed – and that where there is a lack of it the two should separate, and each go his or her own way?"
Iris drooped her head; but ere she could reply – utter the words that sprang to her lips – an exclamation of the deepest annoyance, mingled with a fierce imprecation, was ground out from between Kendal's teeth.
There, directly in the path before them, stood Alice Lee.
Had she been standing there long? If so, she must have heard every word that had been uttered.
Alice Lee had heard, and every word had cut to her heart like the sharp point of a sword.
She had feared this, but had tried to reason the matter out in her own mind; but although circumstances did look tellingly against the beauty who had come to Gray Gables to be Dorothy Glenn's companion, yet she had tried to make herself believe that her suspicions were groundless.
"Have you been eavesdropping?" cried Iris, springing to her feet, her black eyes flashing luridly.
A thousand thoughts flashed through Alice Lee's mind in an instant.
No; she was too proud to let them realize that she had overheard the perfidy of Dorothy's treacherous lover.
No; better plead ignorance, until she had time to think over the matter, for Dorothy's sake, if not for her own.
"I have but just turned the bend in the road," she replied, with sweet girlish dignity. "Your question, Miss Vincent, surprises me," she said. "I have no need to answer it, I think."
"But you always do happen around just when people least expect you, Alice Lee."
"I hope my old friends will always find my presence welcome," returned Alice, quietly.
"To be sure, you are welcome," interposed Kendal. "Miss Vincent and I were only conversing upon the salient points of a new novel we finished reading yesterday. If you would care to hear it, I shall be pleased to go over the plot with you, and hear your opinion regarding it."
"I fear it would not benefit you, for I am not much of a novel reader, and understand very little of plots and plotting."
Was this a quiet drive at them? both thought as they looked up instantly.
But the soft, gray eyes of Alice Lee looked innocently enough from one to the other.
She seemed in no hurry to pass on, and Iris felt that for the second time that afternoon her téte-à-téte with handsome Harry Kendal was to be broken up, and from this moment henceforth she owed Alice Lee more of a grudge than ever, and she felt sure that the girl knew it.
Upon one point Alice was determined – that no matter how coldly Iris Vincent might treat her, she should not leave Dorothy's lover alone with her and in her power – she would stand by her poor little blind friend, who needed her aid in this terrible hour more than she would ever know, God help her!
Although long silences fell between the trio, still Alice lingered, chatting so innocently that they could not find it in their hearts to be very angry with her; and they could not bring themselves to believe that she had a purpose in her guileless actions.
There was no alternative but to walk homeward with her; but they did not ask her in when they reached the gates of Gray Gables, and so Alice had no excuse to enter to see Dorothy and warn her, but was obliged to pass on.
Mrs. Kemp and two or three of the servants were on the porch, so that there was no opportunity to exchange but a few whispered words. They were just about to part when Iris happened to think that Kendal had not told her what was said of those who gather and weave autumn leaves together, as he had promised.
She paused suddenly and looked up archly into his face.
"What about the autumn-leaf mystery?" she exclaimed. "You know you were to tell me all about it?"
"Do you promise not to be angry with me, Iris?" he answered, in his deep, musical voice. "You know I can not help old adages – I do not make them."
"Why should I be angry?" she exclaimed, having a rather faint idea of what was coming.
"Well, then," said Kendal, fixing his dark eyes full upon her, "it is said that the youth and maiden who twine the ruby and golden leaves together are intended for each other. There, are you so very angry?"
Iris dropped his arm with a little cry, and fled precipitately into the house.
He walked on slowly through the great hall and into the library. He knew Dorothy would be waiting for him, and he did not feel equal to the ordeal of meeting her just then.
He wanted a moment to think. He felt that he was standing on the brink of a fearful abyss, and that one more step must prove fatal to him.
Which way should he turn? He was standing face to face with the terrible truth now, that he loved Iris Vincent madly – loved her better than his own life – he, the betrothed of another.
But with that knowledge came another. Iris could be nothing to him, for they were both poor.
He was sensible enough to sit down and look the future in the face. He realized that if he should marry Iris on the spur of the moment, that would be only the beginning of the end.
It would be all gay and bright with them for a few brief weeks, or perhaps for a few months; then their sky would change, for Iris was not a girl to endure poverty for love's sake. She wanted the luxuries of life – these he could not give her; and there would be reproaches from the lips that now had only smiles for him.
She would want diamonds and silks, and all the other feminine extravagances so dear to the hearts of other women, and he was only a struggling doctor, who would have to fight a hand-to-hand battle with grim poverty. And sitting there in the arm-chair, before the glowing grate, where he had flung himself, he pictured a life of poverty that would spread out before him if he defied the world for love's sake.
A dingy office; a worn coat, and trousers shiny at the knees; a necktie with a ragged edge; an unkempt beard, a last season's hat, and hunger gnawing at his vitals.
The picture filled him with the most abject horror.
He was stylish and fastidious to a fault. He loved Iris; but did he not equally love his own ease? He could barely tolerate Dorothy, the poor, tender, plain little creature who lavished a world of love upon him; but he swallowed the bitter draught of having to endure her by always remembering that she was heiress, in all probability, to a cool million of money, and money had been his idol all his life long. He could not exist without it.
He was not one of the kind who could face the world manfully and snatch from it its treasures by the sweat of his brow. No, he could not give up this dream of wealth that was almost as much as life to him.
In the very midst of his reverie a light step crossed the library, but he did not hear it. It was Dorothy.
She stole up quietly and knelt on the hassock beside his chair.
"What were you thinking of, Harry?" she said.
He was equal to the occasion.
"Of what or whom should I be thinking but yourself, Dorothy?" he replied.
"It could not have been a very pleasant thought, I fear, for you sighed deeply," she murmured.
"That is all your fancy, Dorothy," he declared – "that my thoughts were not pleasant. True, I may have sighed, but did you never hear of such a thing as a sigh of contentment?"
She laughed merrily.
"I have heard of it, but thought the words rather misplaced."
"I assure you they are quite true and practicable."
"Where is Iris?" she asked, suddenly.
"I am sure I do not know," he answered, trying to speak carelessly.
"I want to have a real long talk with you, Harry," she said. "I have heard that there should be nothing but the utmost confidence between engaged lovers. Shall it not be so with us?"
"Of course," he answered, starting rather guiltily, for he had a faint intuition of what was coming.
"Harry," she whispered, "I want you to tell me – is it true – what they are all saying – that you have ceased to love me?"
"All saying!" he echoed. "Who is saying it? What old busybodies are sticking their noses in my affairs now?" he cried, with something on his lips that sounded very like an imprecation.
"But it isn't true, is it, Harry?" she breathed. "I should want to die if I thought it was."
"Look here, Dorothy," he cried, "if you want to believe all these mischief-makers tell you, you will have enough to do all through your life. You will have to either believe me or believe them. Now, which shall it be?"
"But answer my question, 'Yes' or 'No?'" pleaded Dorothy. "I – I am waiting for your answer, Harry."
There was a slight rustle in the doorway, and glancing up with a start, Kendal saw Iris Vincent standing there, looking on the tender scene with a scornful smile, and the words he would have answered died away unsaid on his lips.
Chapter XVI
With a scornful toss of her head, Iris wheeled about. She would not enter the room, though she was just dying to know what they were saying – as Kendal sat in the arm-chair before the glowing coals, while Dorothy knelt on the hassock at his feet.
But that one glance of Iris had proved fatal to Kendal's peace of mind, and the hope swept over his soul that she would not think that he was talking love to Dorothy.
His silence perplexed the girl kneeling at his feet.
"I try to picture what our future life will be together, Harry," she murmured.
"Don't let us talk about it!" he exclaimed, impatiently.
"But I like to," she insisted. "It is my constant thought by night and by day. And, oh! I shall try to make you so happy. I shall go out dining with you every day, if you like, and I will always wear a little veil over my face, that no one need know as they pass us by that your bride is blind. And I shall try to be so wise, and learn to talk with you upon the subjects you love best. You will not be ashamed of me, will you, Harry?"
This with wistful eagerness pitiful to behold.
"I do wish, Dorothy, that you would cease your harping on the same old subject!" he cried, worriedly. "You annoy me so!"
"Annoy you?" whispered Dorothy, half under her breath. "Why, I did not know that we could say anything to those we love which could make them vexed at us, because I thought we were:
"'Two souls with but a single thought,Two hearts that beat as one.'It seems, Harry, as though we had so little time to talk with each other now. And, oh! how I miss those little chats we used to have together; don't you?"
"You talk like a child, Dorothy," he cried. "Do you expect me to be dancing attendance upon you all the time?"
"No; I have ceased to expect that," murmured the girl, choking back a sob – "especially lately."
"I hope," he cried, "that you are not getting to be one of those exacting creatures who are jealous if a man is not at their side every moment? I could never endure that."
With a sudden impulse, Dorothy threw her arms about his neck and nestled her snow-white cheek against his.
"Let me tell you the truth, Harry," she whispered. "I am trying not to be jealous, as hard as ever I can; but, oh! there seems such a coldness between us lately. My intuition – my heart tells me so. Everything has changed since Iris came," she repeated. "I am glad you have some one to go with you on your rambles, as I used to do – some one to walk and read with you, as I once did. But when I think of it, and picture you two together, and know that she takes the same place by your side that I was wont to take, can you wonder that my heart throbs with a slow, dull pain?"
"Women magnify everything!" cried Kendal, harshly. "I suppose you will begrudge me a moment's comfort where another young girl is concerned, because you can not participate in it."
"I wonder that you can find comfort, as you phrase it, with another," said Dorothy, with a little tremor in her voice. "I have never heard that any other society was satisfying to an engaged lover than that of the sweetheart whom he avers to love."
Kendal laughed a little low, tantalizing laugh which grated keenly on the girl's ears.
"Men differ in their tastes and inclinations," he retorted laconically. "I do not choose to be tied down and governed by one woman's whims, nor to be dictated to."
"You should not speak of it in that way, Harry," whispered the girl in a choking voice; "rather, you should say to yourself that you would not do the slightest thing that might cause me one pang of annoyance. He who truly loves finds no interest, no attraction but in the one face, the one presence. I have known many betrothed young men, and I never yet knew one who paid the girl he loved so little courtesy as to flirt, ever so slightly, with another."
She could not see the flush that burned his face, for he knew that every word she uttered was but too true. He felt guilty in her sweet, innocent presence. Had he but loved her, he would have found no pleasure whatever in Iris Vincent's dangerous coquetries.
He would not have encouraged her by smile, word, or deed.
A wave of pity swept over his heart for Dorothy as he looked down into the pure, uplifted face. But it was only short-lived, for at that instant he heard Iris' silvery laughter from an adjoining room.
"I propose that we finish this interesting subject at some future time," he said, carelessly. "I have some important letters to write, and if you will excuse me for a little while, I should be very glad."
Sorrowfully Dorothy rose from the hassock and slowly quitted the room.
With lagging steps she made her way to her own room, her heart as heavy as lead in her bosom.
She had entered the library with buoyant steps and a light heart; aye, even a little snatch of song on her lips, for she had made up her mind that she would wait there until Harry came and have a good talk with him.
She had been so sure that he would take her in his arms and soothe away her fears, laughing at them in his own way as being the most ridiculous fancies which her sensitive little brain had conjured up.
And ah! how different had been the reality.
He had rudely repulsed her – and she his promised wife! Katy noticed how gloomy she was, and ran quickly to her young mistress' side.
"Oh, Miss Dorothy," she cried, "you do look so pale. Let me place you in a chair and bring you some wine."
Dorothy shook her head.
"I am not ill, Katy," she said, wearily, "only I – I have a slight headache. If you will leave me by myself I will take a short rest if I can, then I shall be all right."
But Katy insisted upon bringing her a cordial, if not the wine, and surely she was forgiven for putting a few drops of a sleeping potion in the glass ere she handed it to her mistress. She well knew that she had not slept soundly for some time past.
Surely she was breaking down slowly from some terrible mental strain. She realized but too well what that mental strain was.
Dorothy allowed her to lead her passively to the sofa, and to deposit her among the cushions.
"You will ring when you want me, Miss Dorothy," she said, placing a table with a bell on it close by her side.
"Yes," said Dorothy, wearily. "Now go and leave me, that's a good girl;" and Katy passed into the next apartment, drawing the curtains softly behind her. There she sat down and waited until her mistress should fall asleep. It almost made the girl's heart bleed to hear the great sighs that broke from Dorothy's lips.
"Poor soul! poor soul!" she cried; "how unhappy she is!"
But soon the potion began to take effect, and the sighs soon melted into deep, irregular breathing, and then Katy knew that she slept.
An hour passed, and yet another, still she did not waken, though there were loud sounds of mirth and revelry in the drawing-room beneath. The maid recognized Iris' voice and that of Harry Kendal.
"The grand rascal!" muttered the girl; "how I feel like choking that man! He doesn't care any more for that poor blind girl in there, that he's engaged to, than the dust which sticks to his patent leather shoes. I believe the truth is slowly beginning to dawn upon her."
At that moment she heard Dorothy's voice calling her, and she went quickly to her side.
"Oh, how long have I slept, Katy?" she cried.
"An hour or such a matter," responded the girl. "They have all been to dinner, but I thought sleep would be better for you."
"How long since?" cried Dorothy, springing from the sofa. "And did they not send up for me?" asking both questions in a breath, and waiting with feverish impatience for an answer.
"No," said the girl, bluntly.
"Did they forget me?" whispered Dorothy, in a voice so hollow that the tone frightened the little maid.
"It looks very much like it, Miss Dorothy," she answered; "but I did not forget you; I brought you up a whole trayful of things."
"I can not eat," sighed Dorothy, and she murmured under her breath: "Yes, they forgot me – forgot me! Come here, my good girl," she went on, very nervously; "there is something I want you to do for me."
Katy came close to her side. Dorothy reached out her hand and caught the girl's arm in her trembling grasp.
"I want you to slip down quietly, Katy," she said – "mind, very quietly – and see what they are doing down in the drawing-room. I hear Mr. Kendal's voice and Miss Vincent's. Take notice if Mrs. Kemp is with them, or if they are alone."
"Are you going down to-night, Miss Dorothy?" asked Katy.
"If it isn't too late," she answered, in a tremulous voice, adding: "I want you to lay out the prettiest dress I have, and some nice ribbon for my hair, before you go. I can be dressing while you are gone; it will save that much time."
Katy did as she was bid, and a few moments later was creeping noiselessly down the back stairway, which led to the drawing-room. Drawing the heavy silken portières aside, she peered cautiously in. As she expected, Mr. Kendal and Miss Vincent were enjoying each other's society, quite alone. But that was not the worst of it.
Chapter XVII
Katy gazed long and earnestly at the picture before her.
Miss Vincent sat at the piano, magnificently dressed in a pale blue chiffon evening dress, with great clusters of pink roses at her belt, at her throat, and in the meshes of her jetty curls.
Beside her, turning over the music, and bending like a lover over her, was Harry Kendal.
And as the girl watched she saw him suddenly lift to his lips the little white hand that was straying over the keys.
"Do let me persuade you to sing for me, Iris," he was saying. "In what have I so far offended you that you are so ungracious to me this evening, Iris?" he murmured, reproachfully.
"I do not know that I am any different to-night from what I have always been," pouted the beauty. "I simply do not feel like singing, that is all."
"You have changed your mood very suddenly, Iris," he declared. "You asked me to come into the drawing-room to hear you sing, and now you tell me that you have changed your mind. What am I to think?"
"Whatever you please," she answered, curtly.
"Tell me one thing, Iris," he murmured, a little hoarsely, bending nearer over the pretty, willful coquette; "were the words of the song you intended to sing suggestive of a sudden coldness between two very near and very dear friends?"
"I will not listen to you!" cried Iris, petulantly.
"I repeat, what have I done to offend you, my dear girl?" he cried.
"Say to yourself that it was surely not my intention nor my will. You asked me to come to the library to listen to some poems. When I stepped into the room I saw at a glance that you had quite forgotten the appointment, Harry, by the picture that met my glance."
He knew in an instant to what she referred – he sitting in the arm-chair with Dorothy by his side, her arms twined about him.
"I did not ask her in there, Iris," he said, huskily. "I found her in there when I entered the apartment. She was evidently waiting for me. She met me with tears and reproaches, and if there is anything that is detestable to a man it is that line of conduct, believe me."
Iris shrugged her shoulders, but made no reply.
"Why did you not come in when you came to the door?" he asked, bending dangerously near the fatally beautiful face so near his own.
"Because I thought that two was company – three would be a crowd," she responded, proudly tossing back her jetty curls.
"You would always be welcome to me, Iris," he said, huskily. "You know that but too well by this time, don't you?" and his hand closed tightly over the one lying lightly in her lap, and his head drooped nearer still.
"Great Scott! they are almost kissing each other, the two vipers!" panted Katy to herself, her blood fairly boiling in her veins at the sight of this billing and cooing. "Oh, if I only dared put poor Miss Dorothy on her guard!"
She could not refrain from bursting in upon them at this critical instant, and in less time than it takes to tell it she had bounded into the room.
"A-hem, a-hem!" she coughed, pantingly; "but if you please, miss," turning and addressing herself to Iris, "the housekeeper is looking for you, and wants you to come to her."
"Certainly," said Iris, springing up from the piano stool with a face flushed as red as a peony and a very confused look in her eyes; "I will go at once;" and with an assumed smile on her face she glided from the room, muttering below her breath:
"I'd like to choke that little imp of a maid! Whenever I am talking to Harry Kendal, if I turn around I find her at my elbow."
Katy was about to follow Miss Vincent from the room, when Harry called to her.
"Remain a moment," he said. "I wish to see you."
With a little courtesy Katy obeyed.
For a moment or two he stood quite still in the center of the room, toying nervously with the medallion on his watch chain, and a very perceptible frown on his dark, handsome face.
"Tell me, how long have you been standing there, girl?"
She hung her head, but did not answer; but that silence told him quite as much as words.
"The wisest girls are those who never see or hear anything," he declared, eyeing her sharply.
Again Katy courtesied, making no reply. She knew quite well what he meant.
"I may as well come to the point and say that you are not to mention to any one anything that has taken place in this house – especially in this room to-night. Now here is something that may help you to remember the old adage that 'silence is golden.'" And as he spoke he thrust a bill into the girl's hand, motioning her from the drawing-room, and turning abruptly on his heel, he sauntered slowly across the room and flung himself down in an easy chair.