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Men of Honour: Ready, Set, Jett / When You Dare / Trace of Fever / Savor the Danger / A Perfect Storm / What Chris Wants / Bare It All
Her teeth caught her bottom lip. She shifted her stance. “Last night …”
Awareness sharpening, Dare took a step closer. “Last night?”
She half turned away, then jerked around to face him again. Hands out, face scrunched, she said, “I’d sort of forgotten how bad I look.”
Objection to that snapped down his brows. The second she’d come downstairs, he’d lost his battle with lust. Every muscle in his body burned, but not from exercise; it was sexual need that made him rigid.
And she thought she looked bad enough to discourage him? Dare put his fists on his hips and stared at her hard. “Come again?”
Her expression showed torment and determination. “I know the bruises and other marks are bad enough, but it’s worse than that. I don’t wear a lot of makeup, but like most women I have my own routine, and the fact that I’ve missed it shows. On top of being worn-down, my hair is the worst ever.” Self-consciously, she shoved a hand into the unruly tresses. “I look like … like a hag.”
Dare’s jaw tightened. “Not even close.”
But it was as if she didn’t hear him. “You had kissed me … before, I mean … so I assumed that …”
A constriction started in his chest. “I already told you why I kissed you.”
She shook her head as if dumbfounded by his reaction. “I know, but all things considered, it still seems like it was just to distract me, and to … help me.” Gesturing, she added, “You’re a guy, and guys don’t always do or say things that they mean.”
She dared to group him in with the assholes she’d known? Did she compare him to that dipshit ex-fiancé of hers?
Son of a bitch.
He hadn’t figured on that; if anything, he thought he’d be too different from other men.
Fighting himself was hard enough; fighting her, too, was damn near impossible.
Staring into her eyes, Dare held her gaze. “I want you, Molly. Never doubt that.”
This time her hand went over her heart, and Dare saw a pulse beat wildly in her throat.
“I know you said you did, but—”
“Still holds true.” He took a step closer, but then stopped himself. If he touched her, he’d lose it for sure. “After last night, more than ever.”
Shoulders slumping, Molly shook her head. “I don’t understand you at all. Everything you did last night—”
“Yeah.” God, he would remember that for the rest of his life. No way would he let her deny what they’d done. “I got you off, and you liked it.”
She blinked fast in mixed embarrassment and confusion. “But then you stopped!” Her dark eyes were huge and filled with accusation. “If it’s not because I’m ugly right now, well, then, tell me why you stopped. Make me understand.”
Ugly? Jesus, is that what she thought? Here he was, doing his damndest to be noble, and she thought she wasn’t appealing enough?
Through his teeth, Dare said, “You want me to spell it out for you?”
Uncertainly, she nodded.
“Fine.” Let her deal with the truth. “If all I wanted was a fuck, trust me, Molly, you damn well would have been fucked.”
Her mouth fell open.
Dare turned, pounded the heavy bag three more times, but it didn’t help. Knuckles aching, he dropped his hands. How the hell could he make her understand what he hadn’t yet figured out for himself?
Voice strained, he said, “I like you, Molly.”
He heard her inhale.
Over his shoulder, gaze sharp and temper primed, he looked at her. “I care about you.”
“You do?”
In two long strides, he closed the distance between them. She backed up, but then bumped into the wall.
“Tonight.” Because he couldn’t stop himself, Dare flattened his hands on the wall to either side of her head. He leaned closer, loomed over her without letting his body touch hers.
“Tonight?” she whispered.
At five-seven, she was considerably shorter than him, small, delicate, vulnerable. And he was wild for her. He wanted to carry her to the ground, pin her down with his body and take his fill.
Breathing hard, Dare bent and put his mouth to hers. He didn’t touch her in any other way. He didn’t dare tempt himself that much; he couldn’t go there, not right now.
The kiss was warm and firm, and though Molly didn’t realize it yet, it was possessive as hell. A line had just been crossed, and he didn’t give a damn. She’d asked for it, so she’d get it, and then they could deal with her reaction together.
When she moaned and touched her hands to his chest, he straightened and took a quick step back. “Tonight, Molly. If you still feel the same tonight, then I’m done objecting.”
“Tonight?”
Was she having second thoughts? “Make damn sure you know what you want before then, because I’m not a man who’s good with half measures.” He caught her chin, determined to make her understand. “Once we’re in that bed together, we’re going to be there for a few hours, maybe all damn night. And trust me, Molly, before we’re done, you’ll know there’s not a damn thing about you that I find unappealing.”
Her lips trembled; she covered his hand with her own. “All right.” She drew in a slow, shivering breath and started to reach for him again.
And Chris yelled down the stairs, “Is Molly down there? I can’t find her.”
Molly jumped back as if she’d been caught doing something naughty. Her reaction was amusing, but Dare was a long way from humor. “Chris was gone?”
She nodded. “He went into town to get my stuff.”
Dare studied her flushed face, and then he noted how her nipples had tightened beneath her sweatshirt. Without taking his gaze off her breasts, he yelled up to Chris, “She’ll be right there.”
“Ooookay,” Chris said, and they both heard the basement door close.
Chris was giving them privacy, but Dare didn’t want it. Not here, not like this. But now that he’d told Molly how he felt, the barriers seemed very insubstantial. If he didn’t get some space, he’d end up taking her on the cold concrete floor.
“I need to shower,” he told her, “and then I’ll be right up.” As dismissals went, that was pretty clear.
“Oh. Right.” Keeping her back to the wall, Molly sidled toward the stairs. “I’ll just be up there. With Chris.”
Dare couldn’t take his gaze off her. “Give me twenty minutes.”
She continued to retreat. “Twenty minutes.”
Obviously he’d thrown her for a loop. Seemed fair to Dare, given how she’d turned him inside out.
His jaw flexed. “Get going, Molly, before I change my mind.”
She turned and hustled up the stairs, fascinating Dare with that taut behind and the bouncing of her full breasts. He stood there transfixed, watching her until she reached the top of the stairs and disappeared from his sight.
Damn, but she was something. Pure. Honest.
A great contradiction to the life he’d built for himself, a life of precision, deception and detection.
Being around Molly felt good.
Today he’d make her confront her life back home, and, God willing, tonight she’d still want him.
KATHI BERRY-ALEXANDER finished giving directions to one of the well-mannered household staff before she started down the hallway of the mansion she shared with her husband, Bishop Alexander. All her life, she’d been groomed for the skillful organization and planning required for a residence this large—not that Bishop understood or appreciated her significant contribution to making their home comfortable. He was a very busy man, an important, influential man, and he couldn’t be expected to care about such things. She knew that, in many ways, he considered her dispensable.
But she loved him anyway.
She loved the prestige he provided, the social circle, the authority.
He might not be the most charming man around, but he was an excellent provider and a respectable husband that society admired and that some even revered.
Her parents had raised her with advantages, but they weren’t powerful like Bishop. Marriage to him ensured that she kept a prestigious edge over others.
She happily basked in the cold shadow of his success.
What Bishop couldn’t or wouldn’t give her, she was resourceful enough to get on her own.
As Kathi looked around at the beautiful artwork on the walls and the fresh flowers in multiple vases, she nodded in satisfaction. Meticulous detailing ensured that nothing would ever mar her perfect existence.
Mentally listing her duties for the coming evening, Kathi considered the yoga class in an hour, then lunch with friends before she’d visit the salon in preparation for a dinner party with her husband’s business contacts.
Everything revolved around those contacts. Over the years, Bishop’s business investments grew more diversified, and even extended into political backing. She didn’t understand all of his dealings, but she knew that he owned a chain of gun stores and several recreational properties. Business didn’t interest her; she received a generous household allowance and personal account, and should anything ever happen to Bishop, she was a major beneficiary of his will. The house, the properties, would remain hers.
She was satisfied.
As she strode along the marble floors, Kathi’s heels clicked rhythmically in a soothing cadence until she stepped into the master bedroom in search of her purse. That’s when she spotted Bishop out on the veranda.
Despite the cool day and brisk wind, he wore no jacket. With his cell phone to his ear and tension in his shoulders, he leaned on the ornate iron railing and stared out at the grounds.
He spoke in a tone harsh with anger, and Kathi couldn’t help but overhear him.
“Apparently she was missing, and I didn’t know it.” He paused, then added, “Well, of course it’s a problem, because that crude Neanderthal felt free to accost me at a goddamned club!”
Kathi couldn’t believe her ears. Someone had dared to confront Bishop? Out in the open? He didn’t appear hurt, but all she could see was his back.
Concerned, she started to go to him, but hesitated when he blasted the caller with rage.
“How could I tell him anything that I didn’t know?” Bishop ran a hand through his hair. “No, you can’t ask around. I already told you, he threatened me if I said a word to anyone. If you go blabbing, then he’ll damn well know I was talking, right?”
Stiffening, Kathy wondered who would dare to do such a thing. She didn’t understand the complexity of Bishop’s reach, but she knew her husband was a powerful man with many important friends.
And yet someone had the gall to encroach on their perfect existence? Unacceptable.
Bishop lost his control and shouted loud enough for the staff to hear. “How the fuck should I know?”
Appalled, Kathi stepped out to the veranda, too, admonishing him. “Bishop, remember yourself.”
The look he sent her would have made most people quail. But Kathi cared more about appearances than his temper. She hadn’t worked this hard to have his bad humor fracture their sterling reputation.
“Come inside to talk,” she urged him. “I’ll give you the privacy you need.” She took his arm, but he jerked free of her hold and turned his back on her.
To her relief, he did lower his tone when he spoke again to his caller. “I’m telling you, this goon knew a lot of my personal business, so I’m not taking any chances. He claims to have all kinds of reach, and given what he already knows, I believe him. All I want you to do is find out—discreetly—who he is and how he knows me. No, I don’t have any suggestions on how you do it. That’s what I pay you for!”
Kathi watched as her husband almost threw the phone. She didn’t flinch, and in the end, he drew a calming breath, closed the cell and jammed it back into his pocket.
Inside, she was shaking, but outwardly she tried to give him what she knew he needed. “I apologize for blundering in on your private call.”
His eyes burned with disdain. “There’s never any goddamned privacy around here.”
Kathi steadied herself with a deep breath. “We’ve discussed this, Bishop. Your library is off-limits to everyone except during the morning cleaning.”
“I think it’s bugged.”
“Bugged?” She put a hand to her chest in shock. “Are you serious?”
Eyes narrowed and red, he paced past her, then back again. “I don’t know. But I feel exposed in there.”
She couldn’t credit such a thing, but she would not take chances. “Shall I have it examined?”
His teeth sawed together, and he glared at her. “Do you have an answer for every fucking thing? Damn it, don’t you ever get rattled?”
“Well, of course.” She touched his arm, and, despite his coldness toward her, she felt the fine, masculine hair there, the warmth of his skin. He was a handsome, powerful man, and she protected what was hers. “But I want to be here for you always. It’s my role to do whatever I can to help you—”
“Christ, woman,” he shouted at her, jerking free of her touch yet again. “You fucking smother me.”
She started to apologize again, but held back at the look he leveled on her. “Who is missing?”
He narrowed his eyes and almost as an accusation said, “Molly was taken.”
Kathi backed up a step. “Taken? What do you mean?”
“You run the house,” he told her. “You tell me.”
Bewildered, she shook her head. “Your daughter doesn’t live here. She’s not under my jurisdiction, so I have no idea—”
“That was sarcasm, damn it.”
“I see.” His temper was ripe today, scorching her.
Not bothering to hide his disgust, he pushed past her. “But one would think you could keep up with your stepdaughters at the very least. If you had, then maybe I wouldn’t have been taken off guard.”
And with that, Bishop stormed through the bedroom and, Kathi knew, out of the house.
He hadn’t said if Molly was okay or not, leaving her to wonder.
She took a moment to compose herself, but no more than a moment. Regardless of this unfortunate turn, she had duties for the day and she would never allow her own emotions to keep her from those responsibilities. Too many people depended on her. She would attend her yoga class as scheduled.
But first … first she had a phone call to make. And unlike her husband, she never did so without the privacy needed.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
AS MOLLY HURRIED UP the stairs, her thoughts churning over what Dare had said and his promise for the night, a fantastic change in her plot occurred to her. That’s how her writing went—she got inspiration from everywhere, and Dare certainly inspired her muse in remarkable ways. So far, there was more sex in this book than in any of her others.
Her dad would abhor that, but she’d bet Kathi would appreciate the new scenes. Most of her readers seemed to enjoy a little steam now and then.
Since meeting Dare, she could understand why.
Closing the door to the stairs, Molly leaned back and grinned.
“Is that a look of satisfaction?”
She jumped at the intrusion. Somehow she’d forgotten all about Chris. “What? No. I mean …”
He laughed at her.
“You’re terrible,” she accused without any real insult. “Actually, I just worked out a plot problem, that’s all.”
“Mmm. Is that what they’re calling it these days?”
She opened her mouth, but could think of nothing witty to say. “Where’s my stuff?”
“I put the bags in the room you’re using upstairs.” His smile never wavered. “So, where’s Dare?”
“Taking a shower. He said he’d be up in twenty minutes.” That didn’t leave her much time. She wanted to get the words down before Dare finished. “I, um …” She edged away. “I need to go write.”
“Have at it.” Chris saluted her and went back to unloading some groceries.
Forty minutes and six pages later, Molly saved her file and returned to the kitchen. Chris was at the computer, but looked up to smile at her as she entered. “You done?”
She nodded. “For now.”
Dare stood at the stove, cracking eggs into a bowl. They shared a look. “Chris said you were writing.”
“My muse takes some wild jumps, and good plot twists just occur to me. I like to get it on paper while the idea is fresh in my mind.”
Chris sat back in his chair. “Am I old enough to hear the details?”
“Sorry, no.” He was teasing again, but Molly answered with a writer’s seriousness. “I never, ever talk about my stories while I’m writing them. It dilutes my creative energy.”
“We can’t have that.” Chris laced his fingers behind his neck and stretched. “So, how long will it be before I can buy a copy?”
“A year, at least.” It amazed Molly how comfortable she felt with them both already. She took a seat at the bar. “After I turn it in, which won’t be for a while yet, it has to go through production. But when it’s done, I’ll give you an autographed copy if you want.”
“Really?” Chris dropped his arms and leaned forward. “If you’re serious, that’d be great.”
“I owe you anyway, for driving into town for me today.”
Dare poured his egg mixture onto a hot griddle. “You going to sign one to me, too?”
Why Dare’s question made her blush, Molly couldn’t say. She looked down at her hands. “If you want, I’d be happy to.” The thought of Dare reading her both pleased and worried her. His opinion mattered, a lot.
“Molly?”
When she looked up at him, he said, “I’m going to pick up your other books, too.”
“You don’t need to do that.”
He flashed her an intimate smile. “You’ve got me curious.”
Aware of Chris watching them, Molly cleared her throat. “What I meant is that I have my own stash of author copies, so you don’t need to buy them. When I get back to my apartment, I can package some up and mail them to you.”
Dare sent her a look. “I’ll have brunch ready in a few minutes.”
All she’d had was the cold cereal earlier, and the crepes smelled delicious. “Thanks.”
Then Dare said, “We’re heading up to your apartment today, but no need to mail the books back. We’re only going for a short stay.”
A short stay. Molly stared at Dare in disbelief. She had assumed they’d go up and back. She needed to see her sister and check her messages, but she didn’t want to stay there, where she’d been grabbed off the street, knowing that whoever had arranged for her to be taken was still out there somewhere, maybe just waiting for another chance at her.
“I can wait,” Chris said. He asked Dare, “Do you want me to forward your calls and emails to you?”
“Just the important ones. Everything else will wait. Trace will know to call the cell.”
At a loss, Molly rose out of her chair. She felt like running away.
Dare glanced at her, then said softly, “I met your father yesterday.”
Her breath strangled in her chest. “You did what?”
“I tracked him down at a club in Kentucky. He was there to play golf with some business associates.”
She couldn’t believe this. What had her father said to Dare? Oh, God, she could only imagine, and shame burned her.
Folding his arms over his chest, Dare leaned against the counter and stared at her. “When we get to your place tonight, you’ll call him and set up a dinner with the rest of the family for as soon as possible. I need to meet all of them.”
Molly shook her head, blindsided and dumbfounded by his audacity.
Concerned, Chris turned his chair to face her. “Molly?”
She ignored him, giving all her attention to Dare. “I don’t believe you.” Her voice was raspy and faint, and that irritated her even more. She spoke up, adding strength to her words. “Don’t you think you should consult with me about these major decisions?”
His brow went up.
Hurt clenched her heart, and she moved toward him with anger. “Especially when I’m the one paying for this!”
“It was off the clock,” Dare told her, and he watched her so closely that she felt exposed.
“No, absolutely not.” She pointed at him. “I’m paying you for everything. We agreed.”
He said nothing.
His silence drew a harsh contrast to her raised voice, making her feel foolish. “Damn it, Dare, you can’t just spring these things on me!”
He remained calm. “Do you object to seeing your family?”
“Well …” She wanted to see her sister, and she knew that sooner or later she’d have to see her dad and Kathi again. “No.”
He slanted a look at Chris and said again, “We’ll be staying at her place for a few days.”
“Ooookay,” Chris said, emphasizing the tension in the room. “Do I need to pack your suit?”
“No, but something nicer than jeans, okay?”
“Got it.”
Molly still stood there, so Dare gave Chris a telling look, and he said, “Yeah, I’ll just … Yeah.” He deserted the computer and left the room.
Dare watched Molly a second more, then carried a plate over to her. He set it on the bar and turned to face her. “You okay?”
“I’m—”
“Fine.” He sighed in clear frustration. “Why did I bother asking?”
“I am fine.” But she felt compelled to admit, “It’s a subjective term, Dare. Compared to a few days ago, I’m better than fine.”
“Got it.” He pulled her into his arms, and despite her annoyance at him, it felt so good that Molly wanted to stay there, just like that.
But of course if she did, she wouldn’t be able to write, or reassure her sister, or direct her agent on negotiations.
Life continued, and she wanted to move along with it, not hide forever.
With Dare’s scent filling her head and his warm embrace around her, she whispered, “You want to know how I really feel?” She didn’t wait for him to answer. “I’m achy all over, especially in my shoulders and neck, but it’s not too bad, considering. Mostly I’m uncertain, and I’m still scared. I’m anxious to get my life back to normal, but then I think about what was normal and how naïve I was, and I don’t know if I really want that or not.”
His fingers threaded into her hair, kneading her skull, caressing her. “I won’t let anything happen to you.”
Molly could tell that he meant it, but what if it proved impossible to find the one responsible? She couldn’t expect Dare to put his life on hold for her.
He was the most capable man she knew, more capable than she could ever have imagined, but he wasn’t invincible. What if he got hurt trying to protect her?
She pushed back from him a little. “Maybe I should just go to the police.”
A gentle tug on her hair turned her face up to his. “You know that’s not the answer.”
Did she? True, the police would never have looked for her in Tijuana. But if she took extra precautions now to ensure no one else could get to her, then maybe they could—
Dare bent down and kissed her. It was a hard kiss, surprising Molly. She started to pull away, but he lifted her right off her feet and continued to take her mouth until she softened, until she warmed and reciprocated.
Positioning her to sit at the edge of the bar, he stepped between her legs. With his hands braced at either side of her hips, he leaned down to her. “You will not go to the police.”
He looked harsh and possessive. And a little turned-on. It excited her.
“My dad …”
“Was a total prick. You know him, so you can imagine how he reacted without me laying out the details for you. But if you want them, I’ll share every word on our drive into Ohio. For now, though, I want your agreement that you won’t veer off the plan.”
Molly put her hand to his jaw. So many awful possibilities came to her, all of them centering around Dare’s safety. “I don’t want you to get hurt because of me.”
“Christ, woman.”
“You’re not Superman, Dare, and you’re not a psychic. Even if you could dodge bullets, you can’t know about conspiracies or ambushes—”
“From your father, you mean?”
He sounded scornful, discounting the danger. “Or from whoever is after me.” The number of threats out there left her shaken.
“You need to have a little faith.” Scooping one big hand against her backside, he dragged her forward, hard against him. “Do exactly as I say and we’ll both be okay. Understand?”