Abbie's Child

Table of Contents

Cover Page

Excerpt

Dear Reader

Title Page

About the Author

Dedication

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty-Five

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Author Note

Copyright

Abigail had the most singular urge to touch him,

to slide her palms over the contours of his body and see if he felt as hard as he looked. The idea that Willem Tremain was dangerous gained more substance with every passing moment. Suddenly she felt downright feverish and more light-headed than the time she drank too much of Lars’s dandelion wine.

Unable to stop herself, she raised her fingertips to touch the coin hung around his neck, lightly brushing against his warm, moist skin. Every inch of his body went rigid, and he sucked in his breath with a sharp hiss that made her own skin prickle in response.

“Abigail.” Her name was spoken in clear, sharp warning. She jerked her hand back in alarm and shifted her gaze to his face. An emotion unlike any she’d ever read there before burned in his eyes. His jaw was clamped so tightly, his cheek muscles were jumping in rhythmic fashion, and his mouth was drawn into an uncompromising line.

She took a step backward. Something wild and raw had glowed in his eyes, something that made her tremble…

Dear Reader,

When Abigail Cooprel suddenly comes face-to-face with a man who is the very image of her adopted son, she realizes that she will do anything to keep her child, even marry a stranger. Abbie’s Child is the second book from talented newcomer Linda Castle, whose first book, Fearless Hearts, was released during our annual March Madness promotion in 1995, to loud acclaim. Don’t miss this month’s title, and be sure to keep an eye out for her next book, The Return of Chase Cordell, coming in December.

Multigenre author Merline Lovelace can make any time period come alive, and in her new release, Lady of the Upper Kingdom, she does just that. This dramatic story of forbidden love brings together two strong-willed people as they struggle to overcome the treachery and distrust that exists between their two cultures, the Egyptian and the Greek.

The new Medieval from Catherine Archer, Velvet Touch, the sequel to her previous book, Velvet Bond, is the bittersweet story of a young nobleman who is sent by his king to arrange a marriage and settle a feud, only to fall in love with the intended bride. And three-time RITA Award winner, contemporary author Cheryl Reavis, is back this month with The Bartered Bride, the moving story of a pregnant woman who must swallow her pride and marry her sister’s widower, set in Civil War North Carolina.

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Abbie’s Child

Linda Castle

www.millsandboon.co.uk

LINDA CASTLE

Linda Castle is the pseudonym of Linda L. Crockett, a third-generation native New Mexican. Linda started writing in March of 1992, and Abbie’s Child is her second book from Harlequin Historicals.

When not penning novels, Linda divides her time between being a wife, mother and grandmother. She loves speaking, and teaching what she has learned to aspiring writers. Her best advice: write from the heart.

Linda believes one of the greatest benefits she has received from writing historical novels is the mail from readers. She encourages and welcomes comments to be sent to:

Linda Castle

#18, Road 5795

Farmington, NM 87401

Please include an SASE for a reply/bookmark.

To Bill from your adoring wife and mate,

Logan, Brandon, Liann and Bill from Mom,

Matt and Will from Grammy,

Ira, Clay and Vicki from your sister,

Bob and Terrie from your mother-in-law,

Denise from your stepmother,

Babe from your daughter,

Don and Helen from your daughter-in-law,

Steve, Bonnie, Deb and Wendy

from your sister-in-law,

Mandi, from your aunt,

DA, EW, LA, AS, TB, HS, AS, RG, KV, MC, MT, LB,

CB, HW, SE, LC from a friend,

Western Writers of America from a country girl,

Land of Enchantment Romance Authors from a

New Mexico native,

Romance Writers of America from a

hopeless romantic,

Southwest Writers Workshop from

one with ink in her blood,

San Antonio Romance Authors from your

member from out West,

Margaret Marbury from a very grateful writer,

and most of all to the readers who have opened their

hearts to embrace the characters of my imagination,

Thank you.

Prologue

San Juan Mountains, Colorado

1882

Abigail clung to the sheer side of the mountain trail while another pain knifed through her taut belly. Carl was not even cold in his grave before the first agonizing contraction had gripped her. She sucked in gulps of pine-scented cold air and squeezed her eyes shut against the biting pain. When it began to ebb and flow away as the last half dozen before it, she pulled the threadbare plaid woolen shawl snug around her rounded belly and pushed forward. She rubbed her palms over her chilled arms, but felt no warmth from the action.

Night would begin to descend from the pristine snow-covered peaks to settle around her soon. She glanced at her narrow, stone-littered back trail and wondered if she had made a fatal mistake in trying to reach the closest mining camp of Guston. Carl’s and her claim had been more isolated than most—better he had said, in case they had a big strike. Now she bit her lip and wondered if she would reach the boomtown before their child was born. If the baby came on the mountain trail at night she knew full well how slim their chances of survival were. She had begged him to take her into Silverton before her pregnancy came to term, but he had laughed and assured her he was capable of birthing their child. So she was now alone, at the end of her pregnancy, and Carl would never see his baby born.

Fear spurred her forward. She doggedly placed one foot in front of the other and tried to ignore the growing terror in the mauve shadows darkening the treacherous path. She was determined that she and her baby would survive.

Abigail found herself thinking of her mother. Long-buried fears and old memories of loss returned to haunt her. She found herself suddenly terrified of dying in childbirth and leaving her child an orphan—as she and her siblings had been.

“Please don’t let me die like Ma,” she prayed softly. The image of her dying mother’s work-worn face, old too soon from bearing children only to see them die in infancy, swam before her eyes. Sweat beaded on her forehead in a clammy sheet as another contraction halted her progress. She sucked in air and placed both palms against the cool, jagged face of the mountain. Abigail leaned into the rock with the force of the pain. Sharp stones cut into her palms.

“Lord, please not here,” she moaned as the last tight ache in her abdomen began to recede. “My baby will not live if it is born here.” She heard the ragged edge of fear and defeat in her own words. The sound made her jerk up her head in shock. “It will survive. We will survive.” Her throat was stiff and tight with determination.

Abigail inhaled and forced herself forward along the precarious mountain trail toward the gold camp of Guston. She had made the trip with Carl before she got too large. She knew it was not too much farther away.

The intensity of her contractions escalated when she topped a small aspen-covered hill where snow still clung in deep hollows and dark, shadowed crevices. The high-pitched roof of a newly built church steeple loomed ahead. She had heard a tale, many months ago upon her arrival, of the Reverend Mr. Davis. Fresh from England, he was determined to bring salvation to the mineral-rich Babylon of Colorado. The Englishman had refused to give up, even when he had been rejected by both the residents of Red Mountain and Ironton. She had dismissed the story as so much folderol, yet the newly constructed spire soared before her, a solid testimony to his perseverance. Abigail prayed the little church would be the salvation of her unborn child.

She grated her teeth against a new onslaught of pain and waddled forward. Her eyes widened in astonishment when her water broke in a great warm gush between her legs. She hastened toward the narrow rough plank door. “I want to live and protect my baby. Please, God, don’t let my baby be an orphan.”

Abigail braced herself in the unpainted doorway just before another contraction began. She slapped her palms flat against the doorjamb and gripped the newly milled wood so hard her knuckles turned white. Suddenly, thank God, the door opened. Abigail found herself looking into a pair of pale blue eyes hooded by heavy brows the color of hard winter frost. The old fellow’s ruddy complexion and leathery skin marked him as a man who spent most of his time outdoors. He didn’t look much like her idea of how an English minister would look.

“Mr. Davis?” she questioned doubtfully between pains. Abigail had heard that the preacher was a much younger man. She doubted this was the Reverend Mr. Davis at all. Before she could form another question, though, she felt the muscles of her back pinch while the pain snaked around her abdomen.

She watched the old face screw into crinkles of confusion, then the next contraction closed around her belly and removed all questions from her mind. When she gasped and clung ever tighter to the door, his eyes dropped to her belly and understanding appeared to blast across his bewildered face.

Hands more rough and gnarled than mountain stone whisked her off her feet. A shabby booted foot deftly slammed the door behind them. One kerosene lamp drove back a little of the darkness inside the church. Abigail found herself laid on a church pew and her skirts being shoved up around her damp thighs. She cringed with embarrassment for half a heartbeat, but then another pain came and the urge to push wiped any such maidenly concerns from her mind.

“Please help my baby.” She clamped her teeth together with a painful click.

The old man looked at her with compassion and embarrassment flooding his face. Then he bowed his head. She felt her drenched pantalets being torn from her body. Another pain knifed through her lower back and down her groin. Then there was a warm bulk between her thighs. One last instinctual need to push surged through her, then she slumped back. By the time she raised up on her elbows, the old man was swathing something in his coat and bustling from beside the pew. He disappeared through a narrow door on the far side of the dimly lit room.

Abigail sighed and fell back on the hard, splintery surface in total exhaustion. A wave of contentment folded over her.

Lars looked at the tiny motionless babe wrapped in his coat and felt a lump in his throat. There could be no just reason why fate had capriciously sent two pregnant women to the unfinished church this cold spring day.

He tore off a piece of cloth from his only good shirt and wrapped the lifeless child in it. The woman out there would need an explanation, but how could he provide her with one? He was tongue-tied enough when talking about the weather, or the rising price of supplies at the mercantile. How could he find the proper words to tell the woman her baby daughter was dead? There was no way he could explain to her what had transpired. How could he tell the woman her child died without taking its first breath? He cursed himself silently for being so ill equipped to handle this tragedy, while he prayed for a miracle to save them all.

The lusty wail of a healthy, hungry infant sounded in the silent church. Lars snapped his head around and stared at the crying child in the small wooden box. The poor tyke had been no sooner born than he had become an orphan. He pondered the situation and shook his head at the irony of it all.

A babe without a mother and a mother without a child.

Lars cast a sad glance over the dead woman’s body. She lay where she had breathed her last, on the plank of a half-finished church pew. He started to cover her pale bluish face with a blanket when something around her neck caught his eye. He slid his fingers under a slender gold chain and pulled it from her bodice. A strange symbol, like a Chinese dragon rearing on its hind legs, gleamed on the heavy circle of gold.

The woman in the other room called out for her child. Lars shook his head in sadness. The first poor woman had died without even uttering her own name. Now he had no hope of finding the orphaned boy-child’s next of kin. Lars bad no idea what her name was or where she came from.

The baby began to squall in earnest. The sound of the agitated mother’s voice, calling for her dead baby, sent a shiver climbing up Lars’s spine. He had to do something.

He closed his eyes and dropped to his knees beside the lifeless woman to say a prayer for her soul. Lars climbed slowly to his feet and shoved the gold necklace deep inside his trouser pocket. He took one last look at the stillborn baby and the dead woman, then he made a bold, desperate decision.

Lars picked up the robust orphan and wrapped him in the blanket he’d found earlier. He knew what he was doing was not right—but what other chance did the child have in a country full of men searching for gold and silver? There was no other choice to be made.

Abigail looked up in relief when the old man approached her. He had his eyes downcast, so she couldn’t read the expression in them, but he handled her newborn child as if it were the most fragile and precious thing in the world.

“My baby? Is it all right?” She raised up on her elbows and looked expectantly at the old man’s face.

Without a word he thrust the wiggling bundle toward her. She took the squirming baby with trembling hands and pulled back the blanket to take her first look at her babe.

“It’s a boy,” he said gruffly.

Hot, salty tears of bittersweet joy welled in her eyes. Carl would never know he had a fine, healthy son to carry on his name.

“Matthew. I’m going to call him Matthew,” she said softly as she traced a circle on his downy pink cheek with her index finger. A thick, soft cap of pale brown hair lay in curls around his head.

“Hello, Matthew Cooprel. Welcome to the world.”

When he puckered his rose-petal lips and unsquinted his eyes to stare up at her, she saw they were the color of a mountain sky. She hugged him close and uttered a prayer of thanks for a healthy baby to love and nurture. She vowed that nothing would ever come between her and this precious child.

Lars felt a sharp pang of guilt each time the woman cooed to the newborn boy. She was so pleased and happy that tears ran in small rivulets down her cheeks. The baby pursed his lips and stared at the woman with blue-eyed contentment. Lars swallowed the lump growing in his throat. The die was cast. Maybe what he was doing wasn’t right, but it was the only thing Lars could think of. This little boy deserved a chance, and God in his infinite wisdom had given him one. Lars would simply have to learn to live with the feeling that he had done something dishonest.

While he stared at the woman, another worry gripped him. Who was she? Why was she alone on the mountain? He sighed and realized that he would need to stick around and make certain the woman and the baby were provided for. Lars vowed that the first child he had ever birthed, as long as the boy was in Colorado, would grow up hale and healthy. Perhaps this would assuage a small portion of the guilt already nipping at the corners of his mind.

Lars wondered how he would be able to persuade the lady to allow a perfect stranger to become part of their lives. Whatever it took, he was obligated by guilt and responsibility—he had to do it.

Chapter One

Guston, Colorado

July, 1888

Willem hefted his battered valise and stopped to catch his breath. He looked up at the white-shuttered rooming house, perched a good quarter mile away on the steep hillside, and grimaced.

“Whoever built this place must’ve been part mountain goat.” He sucked in a breath before he trudged on. The July sunshine was finally breaking over the dusky blue summit of the snow-capped peaks surrounding Guston. It filtered down in broken shafts through the thick growth of blue spruce and quaking aspen at the outskirts of the mining town. Willem clenched his teeth and inhaled another gulp of air.

“The air at this height lacks body,” he grumbled, and stopped to clear his head. Willem dragged off his cap and looked down at the town. A high mountain breeze ruffled his too-long hair and blew a strand over his eyes. He decided to see if there was a cheap barber available in Guston as soon as he was settled.

Guston was a pretty town, as boomtowns and gold camps went, with well-laid-out lots and thriving businesses. He watched harried activity of construction at the town’s border. Wide banners were being stretched between buildings and the harsh sound of an off-key brass band wafted up the steep incline.

“What’s the damned occasion?” he mumbled aloud. Whatever it was, he felt a wave of disappointment wash over him. If Moira was in this area, as the Pinkertons believed, she would be harder to ferret out with people milling thicker than fleas on a hound. He slapped the cap back on his head in irritation and resumed his climb up the gravelly slope. The last thing he was interested in was being around a bunch of people celebrating.

He didn’t even pause to kick the dirt from his bulky-soled shoes when he reached the boardinghouse. He opened the door wide and stepped inside. The neat-as-a-pin interior and spotless rugs laid atop gleaming wood floors halted him in his tracks. Instantly he backed out to wipe the thick dust from the toes of his shoes on the backs of his trouser legs, but not before the smell of homemade bread enveloped him. His empty belly roared to life.

This was not the usual gold-camp rooming house. Willem stood in a formal parlor, done in shades of Wedgwood blue and cream, while he waited for someone to appear. The steady thunk of a long pendulum in a massive grandfather clock ticked off the minutes while he stood alone. He moved toward a shiny desk along the back wall of the room. A neat hand-lettered sign proclaimed it to be the Registration Desk. Willem noticed the rows of key hooks attached to the wain-scoted wall behind it. Only two of them were occupied by numbered room keys. The others were vacant—an indication Otto’s opinion of the boardinghouse was shared by other miners. A tiny brass bell sat by another small card that said, Ring For Service. Willem wondered what kind of frowsy old woman ran the place. She had spent considerable time pointing out the obvious by lettering the signs.

He clenched his jaw and grabbed the bell. His wide fingers dwarfed it when he picked it up. The metal clapper had no sooner pealed against the side than he heard rapid foot-steps.

“Yes? May I help you?” A woman who was a long way from old or frowsy bustled in, while wiping her flour-covered hands on the front of a worn apron. The smell of cinnamon, apples and baker’s yeast drifted with her. Willem grimaced when his empty belly chose that particular moment to fully awaken with a loud, ill-mannered growl.

“I need a place to stay,” he grated out.

She fastened blue-green eyes on his face. He had the uncanny feeling she was sizing him up. His three-week growth of beard and dusty clothes would surely make a poor impression—but then, what difference would it make? The merchants in gold camps were interested in a man’s money, not his appearance. She puckered her eyebrows for a full minute while she swept him with an appraising gaze. He felt like a bug in a jar.

“Breakfast is at six, supper’s at seven. If you wish to have a lunch packed, you provide the tin—fifty cents extra a week. I’ll have no cigars, pipes or liquor and I don’t abide cussing. I change the sheets each Saturday. We serve dinner in the dining room at one o’clock on Sundays following church services. The room is three dollars a week.”

She flipped open a slender, bound book and pushed it toward him. Then she folded her arms, which he could see were lightly freckled below the rolled-up sleeves of her sturdy gray dress, and waited for him to sign.

“The price is highway robbery,” he snorted. “I’ll not pay it.” He folded his own arms at his chest and assumed a stance similar to her own. Will hoped the bluff would work, since he had already inquired at two other rooming houses and found them full.

She shrugged. “Suit yourself.” She reached out to close the book. Willem laid his massive hand over her smaller one. Her dark brows met in a surprised scowl.

“Nay,” he barked. His breath fanned out over her face and sent a soft strand of pale chestnut hair fluttering down from a crooked bun. He inhaled deeply, and the aroma of clothes starch and clean female filled his nostrils. A wave of memories crashed over him, along with Moira’s somewhat vague image. It had been a long time. Willem found himself disgusted by the prospect of having to stay here.

“There’ll be no other rooms to have in this town,” he snapped.

The woman snatched her hand from under his. “You’ll not likely find one as clean or the cooking as wholesome as you’ll find here.”

“You think a lot of yourself.” Will felt his mouth pull into a cynical grimace.

She met his gaze with steady, unblinking eyes, but he sensed she was putting on a brave front. Under her cool gaze he saw a flicker of fear. “I try to be quite honest.”

“I’ll take the room,” he grumbled. Willem picked up the pen from the marble stand and with his thumb flipped open the silver filigree lid on the glass ink bottle. He scrawled his name in haste while he tried to banish the image of anxiety he had seen in the woman’s eyes. “You have a banker’s heart and a banker’s soul, ma’am.”

She stared at him, wide-eyed. “I’m sorry you think so. I’m a businesswoman pure and simple. I don’t cheat my customers, and I expect them not to cheat me. The rent in advance, if you please.” She held out a shaky hand. He saw a dusting of flour in the tracery of fine lines across her palm.