Depression at a psychologist from Russia: history and treatment. Life, Illness, Science, and Job search

This book is about how a practicing clinical psychologist and PhD fell into clinical depression, then underwent long and difficult treatment, and found ways to cope. However, this book is largely autobiographical, woven with themes about addictions and coping with them, the romantic side of life, the desire to find and understand myself as a person in the broad sense, and in the narrow sense, when it comes to professional self-realization, it is also woven with themes about a love for science