Монолог

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Монолог

Part I: English

«It nearly was a midnight…»

It nearly was a midnight,I couldn’t close my eyesKept thinking, fancying, wonderingOf where would I’ve been tonight.If I listened to myselfIf I trusted my own heartIf I wasn’t so afraid to show what I am really like.If I got out of my bedIf I practiced, practiced moreIf I mastered that piano'Cause I wanted that for sure.If I plucked up all my courageIf I stopped rely on luckIf I thought «I’ll make it happen»,Never tortured my own mind.If I never doubted my giftsIf I followed my own lightIf I fell and then got straight upBut I never really tried.If I wasn’t fearing futureIf I took care of myselfIf I asked for help I wantedI would certainly gain strength.If I closed my ears when peopleTried to talk me to what’s rightIf I could decide for myselfWould it lead to happy life?If I knew I could’ve managedTo stay loyal to myselfAnd I know I have what’s neededTo make all of the success.What a life i would have had?If I listened to myself.If I got out of my bed.Wouldn’t that be really great?

Pine cone

It was such a lovely dayI felt calmness in my veinsBegged for it to never changeMind set free from all the pain.I was walking through the treesChirping birds, my heart at easeDigging into memoriesI have never felt like this.No one’s there to crash my soulFeeling loved all by my ownIn my hand – a small pine coneCausing me to smile more.Blazing sun, I raised my headHere’s pointless to pretendAnd as my cheeks now turned redTime to finally go back.

Fracture

Fragile or fractured?Now hard to tell.To be a waveOr to warn and burn like a flame?To face it allAnd no matter what,Just be brave?Or run from all,So no matter what,Be ashamed?To fall and fly againThrough the dark?Or fall and drown in painOn the ground?To be alive or to never try?To never hide,Or never fight?

Disguise

Bizarre, that’s rightI’m here, I triedShot down, I’m tiredToo steep to climb.I’m out of sightI’m running wild

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